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“Joan, stop crying.” I finally found the courage to tell Joan everything, and she has refused to stop crying. “You can’t die. I don’t want you to die.” Joan cried. I smiled at her. I don’t want to die either, but I have accepted my fate. There’s nothing I can do to change it. There’s nothing that I could have done differently to stop the cancer from developing in my brain. It just so happened that I am very unlucky. “Joan, crying isn’t going to change anything. You have been crying for hours. At this rate, you will get sick too, and I can’t have that.” She sniffled. “Why don’t you want to get treated? Why have you refused to listen to me? Three months is just too short. I can’t even be with you because of the fucking finals.” She cried. She had wanted to return, but I told her it was okay for her to finish her studies and take her time. She can still make it in time to see me off. “Babe, I am okay. I promise. Plus, Matt is always with me.” Matt has been an angel. So far, he has helped me look for a temporary apartment, and I plan to move out as soon as Nathan signs the divorce papers. He can’t refuse to sign because in the papers I sent, I made sure it was written that I have the five billion that was stated in our marriage contract. “Chelsea.” I gasped when I heard my name. It wasn’t just hearing my name being called that shocked me, but the one who called my name. “Joan, I will call you back. My soon-to-be ex-husband is home.” I told Joan, who pouted but nodded. I ended the call and got out of my bed. I didn’t expect him to come home, and I certainly didn’t expect him to yell my name the way he just did. Since we got married, this is the first time he has even as much as called my name out loud. “Chelsea! I know you are home. I saw your car outside.” I rolled my eyes and fixed my hair. Why is he so angry? Not like I cared. “What do you want?” I let out when I opened my door and saw him. He turned angry eyes at me, and I took a step back. Whatever made him so angry had to be bad. My eyes went to his hand, and I realized why he was mad. He got the divorce papers. But that’s not enough reason for him to be mad. Especially since he will get enough money from it. Not like he needed the money anyway. In the one year and three months that we have been married, he has been promoted to the position of chief executive officer, and I heard a rumour that the current chairman will step down and he will take over. He has so much money. Okay, I won’t lie, more than half of the five billion I have to pay him is the allowances he has given me since we got married. It’s not like I asked for it. I never ask for anything. He buys me luxury items and makes sure my account is always loaded. Financially, I benefited a lot from our short marriage, and I would have gotten more if I had waited for the two years. It’s not just that; I don’t even have the chance to wait for that. I would be long dead and buried in nine months. “What’s the meaning of this?” Nathan asked, waving the papers in my face. “Don’t ruin it. You have to sign.” I told him, and he growled in anger. “I ask you again, what is the meaning of this, Chelsea? Didn’t I make myself clear when we got married?” I shook my head. “Yes, you did, and I read the contract that we signed. I take it that you haven’t read the divorce papers because if you had read them, you would have known that I agreed to fulfil the terms of the contract termination before the stipulated time. Five billion.” I reminded him in case he had forgotten. “I don’t want your money! In case you forgot a tiny part that says that I am the only one who can file for a divorce, I would like to remind you.” I couldn’t believe him. “Nathan, I have the five billion that you asked for. You have to sign the divorce papers. You have no reason not to sign!” I tried not to get all worked up, but the way he was behaving made me fear that he might not sign the papers, which could make the whole process longer. I was banking on his signing without any thought. If he doesn’t sign it, I will either be stuck as his wife or sue him, which would take longer. I don’t want to do that. I want to be out of this house in the next two weeks. “I am not going to sign the divorce papers, Chelsea. If you think you can leave when you want just because you somehow managed to get your hands on five billion, you must think again.” No! This can’t be happening. “No, you have to sign it! I have to divorce you soon. You need to sign.” I couldn’t stop myself from panicking. If he doesn’t sign, it would put a stop to a lot of my plans. I don’t want to die as Chelsea Montague. No. I want to die as myself. The real me. “Why are you so desperate for me to sign? Perhaps you have other plans that will be ruined if you don’t sign?” I hated his smirk so much. I hated how he had the upper hand. “Whatever I have planned is none of your business. Just let me go! It’s not as if our marriage is real! I just want to be free from this hellhole!” I yelled at him. “I am not going to give you what you want, Chelsea. I am not going to let you leave me just because you found someone else.” I blinked in shock at his words. What? He thought I had found someone else? Was he out of his mind? Is he trying to say that I have been having an affair? He couldn’t have been more wrong. I don’t even want to correct him. It’s as if he would suddenly feel sympathetic when he finds out why I really wanted the divorce.Chelsea“Are you not going to say anything to me? We don’t have a lot of time left.”Nathan tensed up at my words. I could tell that he was struggling with himself, and it hurt so much that I couldn’t do anything about it.He was trying to hide how scared he was, but I could see through him, and honestly, if not for the mild oral sedative that I was given, I probably would have been super tense right now. The medication made me sleepy, but I was still alert enough to see the series of emotions that filled Nathan’s handsome face.The face that I want to come back to. The face I want to see every day for as long as possible.I don’t know what he plans to do, but I know for sure that I don’t want our marriage to end.Not right now and certainly not nine months from now. I want to stay married to him. I want us to exchange vows again, but this time, I want us to do it right in front of the people we care about.I want to have a wedding party—nothing huge, just something small and intimate
NathanChelsea hid behind me as soon as the doctors walked in. It was extremely cute how her first thought was to hide behind me, and I would have laughed a little if the situation wasn’t very serious, but I knew it was just like I knew she didn’t hide because the doctors walked in on us kissing.“Mrs. Montague, we can’t talk to you from behind your husband. You are the main character here, so we would very much like to see your face.”The friendly neurosurgeon said to Chelsea, and she slowly showed her face from behind me, and the doctor reintroduced himself and his whole team.Chelsea got on the bed for the regular check, and I stood by her side through it all.I listened to him go over some of the conversation we already had and some new ones which were relevant for the whole procedure.“A team will be here to transport you to the surgery area in a couple of hours, and we will meet you there.”The surgeon told us after the regular check was over.“Thank you.”I told them, and Chels
Chelsea“Where is my husband?”I asked when I walked into the living room of the VVIP unit I was in and found Matthew with his girlfriend, but no sign of Nathan, who I thought would be with them.“Oh, she only cares about her husband now.”I rolled my eyes at Matthew’s response and smiled at Dorathy who stood up and hugged me.“It’s nice to meet you.”She told me.“We have met before.”I reminded her. She pulled out of the hug and smiled.“I know, but the last time we met, I wasn’t your friend’s girlfriend.”I smiled at her response.“You are right. I am happy for you two.”I told her and looked around again, wondering where Nathan could have gone.“I told him to call his friend. I told him he needed a friend for when you go into surgery.”Dorathy revealed, and I realized how selfish I had been for not caring enough about Nathan’s well-being.The man sobbed in my arms. Of course, he isn’t okay, and he needs a friend.“I feel terrible for not realizing he needs someone.”I said, and Do
NathanI was able to quickly brush my teeth and splash water on my face before Matthew arrived with my cousin.“You look terrible.”Matthew commented when he saw me. I glared at him and fully ignored his words.Of course, I look terrible. I didn’t sleep last night, and in a few hours, I have to send my wife to a scary place.How would I look good? It wasn’t just me in a terrible place; Joan walked out of the room she shared with Claudia, and she looked very sad compared to yesterday. She looked like she didn’t sleep at all last night. She took one look at the three of us and walked back into the room she came out of without saying anything to us.The only person who looked really good was my cousin, and she smiled at me as she approached me for a warm hug.“Dorathy.”I whispered and leaned into her hug.“It’s okay, darling; she will be fine.”She assured me, patting my back. I fought the urge to cry again and nodded at her words. I pulled out of the hug and smiled at her.“I am glad y
Nathan“So, you didn’t think I was cold-hearted and unfit to be her husband?”She shook her head.“I never thought you were cold-hearted. I don’t believe rumours. I believe what I see in a person; I am a good judge of character, and I saw through the cold-hearted façade. If you talk to your wife, you would know that even when you were being very distant, I still believed you had some good in you.”Her words surprised me.“Thank you.”She laughed, and this time, there was no sadness.“For the record, I am not cold-hearted unless it comes to business. You have to be strict to run a successful business.”“I know that, and I have seen enough today to know that I was right about you, and I am glad that I was right. You could have left her when you found out, but you didn’t, and that pretty much confirms everything I thought about you.”“I wish I had done things differently.”I lamented, twisting the cigarette in my hand.“You wish you had a time machine.”She repeated my earlier words, and
NathanI couldn’t sleep.I stayed awake long after Chelsea fell asleep in my arms. I couldn’t stop staring at her and wishing things were different.I couldn’t stop wishing that I would wake up and realize this was all just a nightmare and that she wasn’t sick at all.If only this were a dream, I would have rushed to her as soon as I woke up and hugged her close with tears streaming down my eyes, but sadly, it wasn’t a dream.I knew it wasn’t a dream because I had pinched myself so many times to wake myself up, and all I did was inflict pain on myself.The pain didn’t matter to me.Nothing else really mattered to me except the woman softly snoring in my arms. I know I told her everything would be fine, but the fear of losing her clawed a hole in my heart, and no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t close that hole of fear, and it only got deeper as the new day grew closer.I had already spoken to the doctor, and he assured me that they would do their best for her, but their best wasn’t







