Beth is restless as she periodically glances at her classmates who are busy doing their science experiments.
She rummaged through the contents of her bag again, though she had just finished looking through all her eight notebooks. But still, she couldn't find what she was looking for.She sighed heavily. She felt terrible problematic and tired. She just sat there the whole time, but its as if she was in a physical education class, doing some jumping jacks.She felt tired just by searching inside her bag. She have checked the pockets too, multiple times but she really couldn't find it. She's physically and mentally tired.For the last time, she search through her things again.She looked at her books. Even though she couldn't let that thing get stuck in there, she still looked for it in there carefully with the hope that she will find that thing.Frustratingly, she messed up her hair. She was already feeling annoyed at the same time.She wanted to scream with so much annoyance.She sighed again, stressful this time. Her heart was beating so fast and her palms were sweating as well. She's too worried now, nervous and frustrated as well. Classes will end sooner, so she had to find it no matter what."Where are you?" she murmured. Mentally she kept on remembering what she had done this morning and thought of where she had gone the entire day.She went to the bathroom this noon, but she went there empty handed. She went to the school canteen to buy some fruit juice during lunch time and she just took her small coin pursed when she went there.She was already feeling very anxious. What if someone would have found it?IN THEIR final subject that afternoon, her mind was preoccupied. Different thoughts keep on bothering her. She learned nothing from her lessons. Good thing the teacher didn't give them a seatwork. She just discussed.At a young age, her brain was busy imagining various frightening scenarios.This is not a normal day for a girl like her. The normal day for her was to secretly keep an eye on Kian.Kian was the most handsome and attractive boy in their whole school. He has a long and thick eyelashes, pointed nose and thin red lips. He has a very nice smile that could melt every girls at their age. Kian have a deep dimoles.Ever since the boy transferred at their school, when they were only in the fourth grade, he never left Beth's mind. Kian even visit him in her dreams. Oh, her dream boy!He was her first crush or puppy love as everyone would describe it.She came back to her senses and was even slightly surprised, when the bell rang. With her thoughts drowning in the depths of the sea, she didn't realized that their class was over. Their teacher is now leaving the classroom. Her classmates are busy arranging their things and ready for going home or others would stay a little longer for some errands.She reluctantly arranged her belongings inside her bag. When she's done, she begin to search again in every corner of their classroom, with the hope of finding it now.She felt like she have lost in a game when she can't find it. She's praying that she just left it in their house, and that she didn't lost it like what she's been thinking.She decided to leave their classroom and wanted to hurry home to search for it in there. Kian was leaving the room too.He glanced at her and smile timidly. In an instant, all her frustration disappeared. With a smile from the boy she admires, everything light up. She had temporarily forgotten that she have lost something valuable.She was surprised when she arrived at the gate of their school and could not see his father, who always pick her up every afternoon."Beth, come with us. Your dad asked me to pick you up," Kian's father said.Beth smiled and nodded many times. Kian's house was just acrossed the street in front of their house. It won't be a bother if they take the girl home with them."You seat next to Kian at the back seat," Kian's father said. Beth's heart leaped with joy. Not only she'll be with Kian while going home but she'll also be sitting next to him. What a lucky day for her."Even if Daddy doesn't pick me up every day, it's okay," she said to herself as she restrained from giggling because of the thoughts she has in mind.Kian's father assists her as she gets into the car. He also put her bag in the trunk before getting into the driver's seat and start to drive.She and Kian are now sitting with just inches apart. Kian had a headphone plugged into his ear and the music was at full volume. She can also hear the music clearly.Beth felt a thrill inside her. Being with Kian now. It was okay and was even better if her father will not pick her up at school anymore.He noticed Kian remove the headphones. He glanced at her and gave her a boyish smile. Her heart jumped. She can even felt blood rushing to her face.Kian opened his bag and pick up something inside it. He pulled out two pieces of chocolate bar. The young man smiled at her before handling her the chocolate bar without saying any word.Beth was surprised and did not move immediately. She can't believe that Kian would gave her a chocolate. For Beth, it was like a miracle had happened.She immediately reached out for the chocolate that Kian was giving her. She smiled and thanked him.Kian just nodded.After that, Kian put on the headphones again. And she on the other hand, was just about to hug the two chocolate bars she was holding now.Secretly, Kian is glancing at Beth every minute. He even let a sweet smile after seeing Beth's reaction earlier."She’s so cute," he said to his mind."Thank you," Beth shyly thanked Kian's daddy. She simply turned her gaze to Kian who went straight to their gate. Kian's daddy just nodded and smiled as a response.Beth immediately walked to their house just the opposite opportunity of Kian's house.The moment she entered their house, made her remember the thing she's been looking for the entire day."I'm already here!" she shouted then she went straight to her room. She dropped her bag on her bed and immediately explored her study table near the window."Where are you now?" she asked as she looked at the small drawers one by one."Nothing!" she screamed sharply. She already tweaked her hair out of frustration. She then approached her bedside table. Unfortunately, she found nothing.She searched on her bed. Under the pillow, even under her mattress and under the bed but still nothing.She had searched everything but still, nothing. Her eyes widened when something went through her mind. Could her mama have seen it firsthand?Without h
BETH’S POV"Hi, old maid!" my classmates teased.Today is the first day of class. I'm in my second year in college, but they still haven't changed their treatment of me.They are no longer fed up with the bullying they have been doing to me. That they grew up and used to call me names in a negative way.I'm also used to that. At first, I was still crying when they started to bully me. But later on, I just ignored them.Until our first year of college, nothing new. But I learned to fight them. I don't indulge in fistfights but I show them that I'm not happy with what they're doing. I just rolled my eyes at them and even looked at them in a scary way.And the initiator? Kian.His day would not be complete without seeing me bullied or criticized.He seems to be a baby that was not being cared for. Not knowing he also had a mother and made fun with helpless girls.And what's even more annoying is that I'm the only one he's having fun with. he was handsome, yes, and he was a fantasy of eve
I found myself answering Kian's fiery kisses. And I feel weird as I savor his kisses and caresses. My heart is beating fast. Butterflies were flying in my stomach. My body aches for his touch.Damn!I was relieved when he gently stroked my chest. His hand was already inside my dress as he gently caressed my chest while my bra is still on."Aahh," I muttered. It’s like I want to be ashamed of myself. Why do I feel this way? Why do I enjoy his caresses and kisses? We’re not even on good terms, for Pete's sakes!He leaned me against the wall of his room. We gasped for air as he let go of my lips.He stared into my eyes for a moment then grabbed me again with a kiss. He quickly took off all my clothes, I was naked in front of him. He watched my nakedness.I can see lust and excitement in his eyes. Never thought that I can be in a situation like this with Kian."Turn around," he commanded. I swallowed and slowly turned my back on him.He parted my legs. My heartbeats quickened. I was sweat
I stayed in his house overnight. We stay awake late at night having fun and moaning each other's names. I think we fell asleep in the morning.The next morning we went to university together. He accompanied me to his car. He opened the car door for me as we reached the university parking lot.Other students looked at us as we walked. Frowning and there was astonishment on their faces as they stared at us. It seemed wrong in their eyes that Kian and I were together now.That's really wrong.This day doesn't seem normal to me either. No one tried to bully me. Especially the cheerleaders who often stone me with crumpled papers. I smiled to myself. Not that bad either. The perks of being Kian's woman.Kian drove me to the door of my first subject. We won't be in the same class in my major subjects because we have different courses.My classmates fell silent when they saw me. They did not laugh at me and did not say insulting words. The class was quiet until lunch break came. I went to the
I fell silent and bowed my head as I sat here on Kian's couch. I am sitting in between my mother and father."My daughter is a girl. I can't accept that Kian isn't responsible for her," daddy said.Mommy caresses his arm to calm him down. I was crying and there was only one thing in my mind. Daddy wanted Kian to marry me. I will be Kian's wife. But Kian, will he agree? I know he will deny everything. The worst is if he runs away.Kian's parents fell into silence. I can’t predict if his daddy is angry. But her mommy was just smiling and calm. We heard the arrival of Kian's car. My heartbeat quickened and my palms are sweating.When the door opened I bowed my head even more. I can't look at Kian. Yes, he did wrong against me and I am angry with him. Today's case has been overshadowed by the new problem we are facing. Unlucky, isn't it?Kian sat down on the single couch. I heard Daddy clear his throat."You have a relationship, why are you keeping it a secret from us?" Kian's mother aske
I didn’t get much sleep overnight because of what happened. I can't believe Kian and I are married. We didn't even go through the courtship or boyfriend-girlfriend stage.My eyes remained closed. I just want to sleep the whole day. It's weekends now, I don't have classes.I felt the door open, and next thing I hear some footsteps of him. My eyes remain closed and pretend that I was still asleep. I can hear the sound of the metal when he put it on the table that is just beside the bed. After that, he sat down next to me. I ignored him, but suddenly I can feel his finger tips on my cheeks. "I know you're awake," he softly said.When will I get use on seeing his face everytime I wake up in the morning? And his very manly and sexy voice that would wake me up each day. I opened my eyes slowly and I saw him smiling. His smile was so sexy. He even bit his lower lip. Then he lean closer and gave me kisses me on my head. I close my eyes when he kissed my nose. When he was about to kiss me o
We made the most of our whole day at the resort. We tries almost all of the activities that the resort offered. Island hopping, scuba diving, para sailing, we ride on a jetski and etc. I enjoyed it a lot. This is our first ever date together. He promised that he will take me out on a date more often.And I am alreading looking forward on it. For the first time I feel so alive. I feel like a human. For the past years due to my issues I forbid myself going out and enjoy my life. I don't have friends. Didn't have a big family since I was an only child and my parents were also very busy. I love being with Kian. He really makes me so happy. Looking forward for more happy days together. Sunday afternoon we traveled back to the city. Back to reality, I guessed. I temporarily forgot that we were students after all. I lost that in my mind. I thought we were really adults. We are of legal age now but still, we needed to finish our studies for our future.He took off his shoes and his t-shi
"Hmm... how many children do you want?" he suddenly asked.I don't know if it's still early for planning or talking about this kind of thing. I shifted on my seat to face him. Okay. He was serious. I sighed and shrugged."Since I was an only child, wanted to have a big family. I like to have a big and happy family."I grew up lonely. I wasn't like the other kids who stay most often outside their house. Playing with other kids. I stayed mostly at our house. Playing alone. I don't have someone to tell my secrets to. Don't have someone to share my toys with.Kian was also an only child, but we are totally different. He's friendly.People like to be friends with him. He gets along well with others. While I prefer to be alone. I just don't want to be judged.Childhood memories and trauma made me this way. I fear socializing. I don't want people to be nice to me while I'm in front of them, then, later on, will say ill things behind my back. So, why bother to be nice and to please people if