Deranged

But like everything, it crashes and it burns. I let myself get vulnerable before and it made me have to leave town. I was just a college student trying to be different. This is the life that I never wanted. But when my father told me to jump. I jumped. "Sugar, how could you do this to me?" Jake's face was hurt. All he wanted was to marry me but I took him down and his father. "I am telling you now so you can get on top of it. I love you too much to watch you go down for my actions." He threw his hands in the air." The betrayal that was on his face. "My own father. You were sleeping with my father then coming home to me?" But he turned around and you can hear the crack in his voice right before he told me to leave and to never come back. That was the day I ran as far as I could and changed my entire look. Morning came and he was still here which makes me uncomfortable. I don't like stayovers. That's how attachments happen. I showered and g