I couldn’t breathe.
The voicemail kept replaying in my mind like a curse on loop. It was low voice, calm threat, that final demand:
// “Come alone. Pier 14. Ten o’clock.” I checked the time.
9:07 p.m. The city outside my window sparkled like it always did, romantic from a distance, merciless up close. I shouldn’t go. But I couldn’t not go, not yet, because whoever left that message didn’t sound like they were bluffing. And I couldn’t afford another secret unraveling. Not after what Daniel did. Not with Luca gone. Not with my entire life dangling between grief, lust, and shame. I slipped on a black trench coat and tied my hair back into a loose bun. No makeup. No heels. Just soft boots and clean pockets.
I needed no weapons, and no lies. Of course, except the lie I was telling myself — that I had this under control.
*********
The cab ride was short. Too short. The driver dropped me off three blocks from the pier, and the cold wind whipped against my skin as I walked the rest of the way. My hands shook, but not from the weather.
I passed a man playing jazz on a battered saxophone. He smiled like he knew where I was headed. The pier loomed ahead, wet with drizzle, fog covering low over the water like it was trying to hide something. The time says, 10:01 p.m. now.
I scanned the shadows. Nothing. Then I saw him. A man in a gray hoodie leaning against the edge, staring out at the water like he’d lost something out there.
I stepped closer, heart pounding. He didn’t turn.
“You left me a message,” I said carefully.
He finally looked. And I felt the air leave my lungs. No. Not him... not again. “Hello, Ariana,” he said.
My voice cracked. “Nathan?”
He gave a half-smile, sad and dark. “You didn’t think I’d stay buried, did you?”
My knees almost buckled. Nathan James was my ex. The one who left a hole in me I thought Luca had filled. The man who vanished four years without a single goodbye just before my relationship with Luca.. Just… gone. I blinked, trying to steady my thoughts. “You’re supposed to be dead.”
His eyes narrowed. “That’s what you wanted, right?”
“I mourned you,” I snapped. “You left without warning. No contact, no closure.”
“I had my reasons.” he replies.
“Don’t do that,” I said. “You don't get to come back in with cryptic words like a ghost from a soap opera.”
He pulled something from his pocket, a flash drive. “I know about Daniel’s company. About the off-shore accounts. The shell mergers. I know you signed off on deals you never read.”
My stomach sank. “What do you want?”
He stepped closer, his breath warm and bitter. “The truth. Starting with why you married him.”
My jaw clenched. “Because he made me feel safe. Because I needed someone after you...”
“After I what?” he challenged. “After I tried to expose your boss and got burned? After I disappeared so you wouldn’t go down with me?”
“You could’ve told me,” I hissed. “You think I wouldn’t have followed you?”
He stared at me for a long beat. “That’s why I did not.”
The silence between us was thick, years of unfinished conversations building into something unbearable. He handed me the flash drive.
“What’s on it?” I asked.
“Proof that Daniel isn’t just a corporate snake. He’s laundering money through his legal firm for a group that doesn’t just handle lawsuits. This group... they handle people.”
I stared at the drive like it might burn my fingers. “You think I had a choice?” I whispered. “You think I wanted this life?”
Nathan’s voice softened. “I think you stopped asking what you wanted a long time ago.”
********
I made it back to my hotel with the flash drive held so tightly it left marks on my palm. My hands were shaking. My heart was screaming. Daniel had secrets. Luca had scars. Nathan had evidence.
And me? I had nothing but questions. I plugged the drive into my laptop. Files appeared. Folders labeled in strings of numbers and strange code. I opened one and froze. It contains photos, documents, wire transfers, names I recognized and names I didn’t. And one video file dated six months ago. I clicked. The screen lit up.
|| Daniel sat at a table in a glass office, across from him was a woman in a red dress, not just any woman. Vanessa. They weren’t talking about law. They were talking about me.
// “She’s emotionally volatile,” Daniel was saying. “We’ll let her spiral. Keep the image clean. I just need to get full control of her shares before she files.”
My blood ran cold.
// “And if she starts digging?” Vanessa asked.
Daniel smiled.
// “Then we bury her in the past.”||
The video ended.
I sat there, heart beating so fast I thought it might explode. My ears rang, my eyes stung, he was never trying to fix us, he was building my cage.
*******
I was still trembling when my phone buzzed again. This time, it was Luca. A text.
// “You lied to me. You said you left him. But you're still wearing the ring.”
I looked down at my hand. Damn it. The ring I had not taken off — not because I loved Daniel, but because I hadn’t figured out how to let go of the woman I was when I said “I do.”
I typed quickly. “It’s over. I swear. I just… I needed time to clean up the mess.” A few seconds passed.
// “Come to Paris. Tonight.”
I blinked. Was he serious? Before I could answer, another text followed.
// “Or don’t. But if you stay in New York, be careful who you trust. Not everyone who says they love you actually does.”
The irony hit hard, because Luca never said he loved me. But somehow, he always meant it more than Daniel ever did.
*******
I didn’t sleep. I just stared out the window, watching the city until dawn. And for the first time in a long, long time… I wasn’t afraid of losing everything.
I was ready to burn it all down.
I stood in the elevator of Daniel’s penthouse tower, the flash drive still warm in my pocket like a gun that has been loaded. The numbers above the door ticked higher: forty-one, forty-two, forty-three. Every second pulled me deeper into a war I didn’t start… but I would be damned if I didn’t end it. My reflection in the elevator mirror looked too calm, too elegant in my silk blouse and leather coat. A woman shaped by Manhattan and masked by control.But underneath, I was shaking, not with fear but fury. I had watched the footage a dozen times last night. Daniel’s voice, calm and deliberate, plotting my collapse like it was just another legal case. Vanessa, sipping wine like she already tasted my ruin.They thought I wouldn’t find out, and that I would stay loyal to a lie, but I was done being the polite wife in a luxury cage. Tonight, I was the storm they never saw coming. Ding. The elevator doors opened. His private hallway glowed with soft lights and silence, the silence you buy wh
I couldn’t breathe.The voicemail kept replaying in my mind like a curse on loop. It was low voice, calm threat, that final demand:// “Come alone. Pier 14. Ten o’clock.” I checked the time.9:07 p.m. The city outside my window sparkled like it always did, romantic from a distance, merciless up close. I shouldn’t go. But I couldn’t not go, not yet, because whoever left that message didn’t sound like they were bluffing. And I couldn’t afford another secret unraveling. Not after what Daniel did. Not with Luca gone. Not with my entire life dangling between grief, lust, and shame. I slipped on a black trench coat and tied my hair back into a loose bun. No makeup. No heels. Just soft boots and clean pockets.I needed no weapons, and no lies. Of course, except the lie I was telling myself — that I had this under control.*********The cab ride was short. Too short. The driver dropped me off three blocks from the pier, and the cold wind whipped against my skin as I walked the rest of the way
You know that feeling when the air feels heavy? Like the universe is holding its breath, waiting to see what you’ll do next? That was me the morning after I found the letter, the one I wrote to myself, like a ghost of the woman I used to be trying to claw her way back.I hadn’t slept. I couldn’t, because every time I closed my eyes, I saw Luca’s face. The look he gave me right before I walked out. That quiet devastation he didn’t say out loud.And Daniel… still lying in that hospital bed, bruised but breathing, was just a few miles away. Our marriage had fractured long before the crash, but now? Now, guilt pressed into every corner of my chest. I told myself I needed coffee but what I really needed was to feel something that didn’t twist.I head downstairs to the café in my hotel, still in yesterday’s clothes, still smelling like someone else’s story. The city outside looks like nothing had changed. But everything inside me had changed. I took my coffee black, bitter, and fast. Shortl
The room blurred around me. I clutched the phone tighter, like gripping it could somehow make the words mean something else. Daniel. Accident. Critical.Those three words splintered through me, slicing through the air Luca and I had just begun to breathe together.“Where?” I managed to ask, voice cracking.“St. Vincent’s Hospital,” the officer said calmly, like he wasn’t detonating the entire ground beneath my feet. “We need someone to identify him. He’s stable, but unconscious.”Unconscious. The word echoed in my skull. “I’m on my way.” I hung up. My fingers trembled, still holding the phone, still caught between the warmth of the past and the horror of the present. Luca looked at me, jaw tightening as he pulls back. “What happened?”“It’s Daniel. He’s… there was an accident.”For a second, neither of us said anything. And then his face softened, but the distance between us widened anyway.“Do you want me to come with you?”“No.” I swallowed hard. “I have to do this alone.” I could
The air between us crackled with silence.Luca didn’t say another word as he stepped into the hotel room, and I didn’t stop him. I should have. I know I should’ve. But knowing what’s right and doing it? Two very different things. He placed the coffee and the painting gently on the side table, then turned to me with a gaze so gentle it disarmed every defense I had left.“I didn’t mean to come here like this,” he said. “But I couldn’t sleep. I kept thinking about you. About us.”I stood near the window, wrapped in the hotel’s white robe, arms folded across my chest like a barrier he’d already broken through. “And what exactly are we, Luca? Because last time I checked, I’m still married.”His expression didn’t change. “Are you, though?”I flinched at the honesty in his voice. Not cruel. Just… true. “Daniel threw me out.”He nodded. “And what do you want now?”“I don’t know.” I bit my lip. “I shouldn’t want you. Not like this.”“But you do.” His words weren’t a question. I looked at him.
I stayed up all night reading the journal I thought I’d buried with my past. It was supposed to be just paper, Ink, closed chapter. But the words I wrote about Luca all those years ago—they’re still alive. I flip to a page I haven’t dared touch in years. The one with the tearstain at the edge, the day I found out he left New York without a word.// “If love is fire, then he was the flame I walked into, knowing it would burn. And I’d do it again, every time, just to feel it.”That was before Daniel. Before marriage. Before mortgages and quiet dinners and scheduling sex like appointments. I press the page to my chest, exhaling slowly. My body still remembers the shape of Luca’s kiss. The urgency in his voice. The way he held my face like I was something precious, not just desired.It’s 3 a.m., and I’m curled up on our bed alone, staring at the space Daniel once filled. He hasn’t called. He hasn’t come home. And I don’t know what’s worse—his silence or my longing for the wrong man. No.