FAYE
I moved forward slowly, staring at the TV. The girl was standing behind me, but I no longer felt her as I struggled to breathe.
“He’s looking for me.” It’s all I muttered as I stared at the paused screen of the news report.
“Who?” the girl questioned from a million miles away as I stumbled and walked in uneven steps across the room, closer to the TV.
I reached out my hand as I neared the image that can’t be true, but is. My fingers trembled when I slowly pressed them onto the screen.
My breaths fractured and filled the room.
If my father was looking for me so publicly, would Nathan still want me with him?
And if they found me with him, wouldn't they make me go with my dad, since he was my biological parent?
I shook my head. I didn't want to go with him. I didn't want to go back. And I was eighteen already. That meant I could make my own decisions free of parental control or permission.
A rush of panic seized me again as I realized I was considering the matter too simply.
My father was the Alpha of the Exodus pack. His pack answered to him and they could easily find me at his orders. Wolves had keen senses and they could track me down a lot faster than the police could.
And Nathan had no idea what we were. What I was.
I bit at my nails before I got a hold of myself. It wouldn't do to ruin my manicure in such a manner. I had to be calm no matter how much this all seemed like a dream. Or a nightmare I could wake up from any second now.
But that's just it, wasn't it... This was real and now that there were images on the TV, I wanted nothing to do with? Even random people could see me now, out with Nathan, and assume the worst. I didn't want that.
Why was my father searching for me? Why report me missing? I'd thought he'd be the happiest if I got out from under his roof. Or was he in need of his daily punching bag?
The questions flooded in and I couldn't process any of them. All I knew was that I needed to escape right now before things got too out of hand.
I quickly turned around and bolted out of the salon, paying no mind to the girl's calls.
I had a lot going through my mind, and it was impossible to comprehend everything happening.
I kept glancing around, making sure no one followed me, but none did, and I was relieved. I wasn't going far. And I just wanted space to breathe and think.
***
I came out of the wet treatment room I'd holed up in a little later. I didn't feel any better. Even though the room had been cool and relaxing.
Tracing my way back to the salon, I worried Nathan might already be back for me. Thankfully, I'd finished getting the haircut before I'd seen the news report. She had just been finishing up before I sprang up out of my chair.
On entering the salon, one of the spa attendants rushed to me. She looked frazzled and seemed to relax a little at the sight of me.
"Where have you been, Miss? We've been looking everywhere for you."
I stared at her in surprise. I didn't know anywhere around here. Wasn't it obvious I'd have been in the spa still?
She led me to the main office where I saw Nathan seating reclined back on the plush couch. His brows drawn together in a foreboding look, and his eyes looked a little glazed with… worry and not a little anger too.
"Where have you been?"
Why was everyone looking for me?
"I was only just at the other half of the spa. I got lost." I don't know why I say that cause it's not really true, but I guess it has something to do with the look in Nathan's eyes.
"I'm sorry. I just needed a little space for a bit. I didn't mean to cause any worry."
He looked me over, and he must have seen something, cause he relented.
He pulled me to him, holding one of my palms in his. "Well, I was wondering why you had suddenly disappeared."
He gazed at me, running his fingers through the locks of my hair.
"You look different."
"In a good way?" I asked. What he thought was important to me.
"Yes, in a great way." He smiled at me, starting a slow burn through me.
Less than ten minutes in his presence and I was already excited. My body tingling with the need for his touch.
We drove home, and throughout the drive, my mind was on the news report about me. I had to tell Nathan. But how?
Maybe I should just not mention it. All I had to do was be extra careful outside. No one would expect me to be with someone as lavishly wealthy as Nathan.
It was a whole other activity at home cause I still had to try on different clothes. Even the news report couldn't dim my excitement at the new expensive clothes I was trying on, though it was still in the recesses of my mind.
I shyly modelled the clothes in front of Nathan as he helped me make better choices.
A few hours later, we were alone again. Just the two of us. I sat in the living room amidst all the designer bags and boxes and decided that I'd better tell Nathan before it got any later.
He spoke before I did." I've sensed you tense as a bow since we left the spa. The spa treatments are supposed to do the opposite?"
He gave me a look, demanding that I talk to him.
I had to tell him. If he didn't want me after this, then… I shook my head. I won't think about that.
I swallowed before I spoke."There's something I need to tell you." I whispered softly, taking a throw pillow and gripping it.
Nathan shot me a look. That much was obvious already. He continued to regard me in his usual manner. Nothing changed in his facial expression.
"There was a news report about me today. It said that I was missing and for anyone who saw me to contact the police. My dad is looking for me." I gulped fearfully.
Now was the time to see if he'd decide that I really wasn't worth all the trouble. And why would he go through all this trouble for me? My family did not even want me, would he?
FAYE"The look on your face as you say that. You believe I'd give you back?" Nathan looks at me quizzically, jaw locked and expression cool. I lowered my eyes, not knowing what to say in answer to his question.He strolled towards me in long-legged strides. He bent to pull me up, standing with his arms around me. I gulped as I breathed in his spicy masculine scent, already feeling tongue-tied. He pulled me with him upstairs, bringing us to a standstill in front of one of the full-length mirrors in the closet. He pulled a box out of his slacks and I watched in stunned silence as he pulled out a diamond necklace and held it to my neck. Flipping my hair tenderly to the front as he pulled the necklace round my neck and clasped it. I let out a shaky breath as I fingered the exquisite necklace. It was a solitaire diamond necklace. I only knew what it was because I'd seen it when my step mom had requested it from my dad."It's beautiful." I whispered, turning around to look at him. He w
NATHANI opened my eyes slowly, my eyes immediately getting used to the shadows of the room. Glancing over at the window, I could tell it was almost dawn. Time to get a move on if I would make it back to Manhattan early enough for the pack meeting. I could hear Faye's soft breathing beside me. Heard her heart thudding softly. I couldn't sense her wolf or smell anything that said she was one. Weird. I knew she was latent, but this was truly horrible. I had to wake her wolf.I went to get out of bed, glancing over at her bare skin. The sight of tiny stripes of whip marks on her pale skin made me growl in furious anger. He'd almost ruined all of her skin. I refused to think of what the marks on her skin reminded me of. I got up, my hard on reminding me of the night before. Faye was truly mine now. In every sense. I'd had to be softer than I knew myself to be capable of. That had surprised me. And I hadn't taken my pleasure. Also, something I'd never have done.I walked into the ensuit
FAYE We're back at the glasshouse the next day and I can tell that something is different with Nathan. He seemed less attentive and his face had lost all warmth. He didn't give me any soft smirks, nor did we talk much on our drive back to the house. Something happened while he was out the other day, I could tell. I wanted his attention and his touch badly. I needed some sort of assurance. After I'd seen that picture frame, my whole mind was in turmoil. Nathan didn't wear any ring on his hand, and maybe that meant he wasn't married anymore. Despite that, I realized how little I know about him. The pain I'd felt when I'd seen that picture frame. My chest hurts just remembering it. I love him, and yet I don't know him. In fact, if I thought hard about it, I only knew his name and now, I knew he was married before. I sat up on the bed as Nathan emerged from the bathroom. "There's an award ceremony tomorrow night. It's supposed to be an honorary event." I nodded, listening to wha
FAYE The portrait of the black rose hanging in Nathan's study was not nothing. It was definitely not for mere aesthetics. The black rose was the black saints symbol. I tried to shake off everything, but my head was pounding and I still couldn't breathe properly. The air in here was stifling. I stood up on watery legs, turning to go get some fresh air outside. I heard Lannon ask something, but I ignored his questions as I walked shakily out of the large hall. Immediately I stepped outside, I took In a burst of fresh air, my throats clearing up as I swallowed. I immediately felt better, out in the open area. The number of reporters had reduced. They were probably inside now, making sure they didn't miss any juicy moment. I walked towards the parking lot, wanting the privacy the cars would give by shielding my form. I stood in between a couple of them, not daring to lean against one, before it would start to horn loudly in warning. I breathed in deeply for a few more minute
FAYE"It's always a pleasure helping old friends, Joseph."My brain dulled down to a slow whir. After years of being called dumb by my father and his little family, I was finally considering that I really must be dumb.I stared stupidly at the both of them. Trying to make sense of what was going on.What the hell was going on here?A disgusting grin spread across my father's face as he nodded."In the future, I hope we can continue to work together, Joseph. And if you're ever in a bind," he paused, chuckling without a trace of humor, " reach out to me. I'll certainly help in any way that I can."I was work? "And the girl? What will you do with her?" He asked again, and I sagged like a limp noodle in my father's grip, my wails growing louder. He was supposed to save me. He was supposed to shield me from my father. That's what he promised me. "For the troubles, I'll have to punish her. Such willful disobedience and lack of respect are what I hate. She is everything I detest and abho
NATHANI watched Rhea from across the table as she made more flirty remarks, all but naked in her deep plunging neckline dress. I sat back, expressing interest in whatever the heck she was saying. I needed her to keep talking. Which she did. A lot of endless chatter. And not once did she let slip what I needed her to. Rhea worked as a bar attendant just for the fun of it at night. Her father was a highly respected councilman, but she'd never taken to any other means of earning a living. She lived off a plush trust fund, and worked at the underground bar, Phantasm, where our kind hung out, mostly for the free drinks.The bar was a playground for creatures of the night. And it was one of the special ones. You only got in with special access. Our investigations on Jordan's death had yielded the tiniest bit of information. Some witches had messed with the packs around. Newly turned wolves precisely. I hadn't cared when I'd heard witches were causing trouble for the other packs, but
FAYEI drifted in and out of consciousness. My entire body burned with the pain. My ribs ached when I coughed. The blood had caked around my nose, making it harder to breathe. I lay in the little cell in the basement, the chill of the cold hard floor slowly seeping into my bones. I drifted off again. The next time I woke up, I saw I had received a bit of medical attention. My breathing harder because a bandage was wrapped tightly around my chest. The coppery taste of blood in my mouth abated. My ribs still ached. Maybe they didn't want me to die yet. Surely they'd make my death more painful. My eyelids slipped close, weighed down by exhaustion and pain. Something woke me up the third time. A dark presence looming over me. My eyes slid open. I blinked, getting used to the small sliver of light from under the doorway. I looked up at the shadow, staring right into the eyes of the man I loved.His hands hung carelessly over the bars holding me in, gaze dark and grim, he stared down at
FAYEI remained in the dark, damp cell. Time becoming blurred in my mind. Nights blended into mornings and mornings blended into nights. I had no idea how long I'd been there. My eyes became used to the dark and my stepmother brought me a bucket to used to relieve myself. I had to live with the stench of the uncovered bucket after. Still, I was grateful I didn't have to do it on the floor next to me. I became used to the darkness. I'd always known the darkness. It seemed I would always belong to it. I hadn't had a bath in days and all they ever brought me to eat was bread and water. I ate that with gratitude. They hadn't forgotten someone was down here. I shimmied closer to the bars of the cell, hoping to get away from the smell. It didn't make it any better.The basement door drew open, filling the place with a burst of fresh air. I breathed in deeply, thankfully, even if it was just that one breath of fresh air I got to take. I didn't have the energy to check who it was. So I j