49

~Amber.

The next day was a frenzy in the pack, everyone was high on the bonfire that happened tonight. Really, maybe it was just my perspective but I didn't feel the need for the excitement that exuded from everyone I have met today. Too tired and bored of being curled up in my room I stepped out to see how the preparations were coming along.

Never have Imagined that I would be in such a position. Being a member of the warrior pack was a sure edge over other members of other packs. But not for me, instead of being proud and fly with being here I was just the same. The same Amber who was always bullied and reminded daily of how much of a loser I am.

After my episode Carmen came to see me this morning before proceeding with the preparations that took over her day. It was her duty to take care of the events and preparations, she offered for me to join her but I softly declined. I wasn't strong enough yet to face another episode of meeting either Brenda or Darmac, worse off getting entang