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~Amber.

It was a tough week for me. One that left me feeling lonely and hopeless. Alpha Raze who I had grown close to, had become distant from me. It seemed as though he was too engrossed in his work to notice my presence. I missed times when he showered me his attention, but was he to blame? He suspected I was keeping sometimes from him. Now, he barely even looked my way. Just curt greetings and he goes back to whatever he was doing.

I couldn't help but feel hurt by his behavior despite the fact that I clearly knew I was the reason why he changed. Right from the issue at the Bonfire he had become wary of me and I hoped fervently that they left my past to be. I wasn't hiding it from them because I wanted to gain anything, I just wanted this last opportunity to start again and rebuild my life. Afterall I was almost dead when I got into this pack.

But evem worse was Carmen, lately she had been bejaing weird. I always found her handing around with Alice whenever she wasn't with me. All l