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I wanted to step outside, to feel something other than the stale air of my room, but with Alpha Bastian away from the pack house, I wasn’t allowed to leave, not so much as a foot past my room.
I couldn’t help but let out a sigh as I crouched on the bed, knees drawn up, with a blanket thrown around my shoulders. I tried to lose myself in the book Via had lent me yesterday, but my mind was too preoccupied.
After Mrs. Jane took a sample of my blood and checked my overall health yesterday, she dismissed me, saying she would share the lab results as soon as they arrived.
I was supposed to meet the Alpha in his study after that, but before I could even head back to the main house, the Beta told me to go back to my room.
Since then, I had been stuck in this room. It felt like a prison, but who was I to voice my frustration? I just sighed again, shutting the book and swinging my legs over the side of the bed.
When I walked toward the window, there were warriors outside, their shouts and the thud of their boots rising faintly through the glass. I scanned the crowd, my eyes catching on the one with red hair, who stared up at me.
For a second, he looked straight up, locking eyes with me. There was nothing neutral in his stare; it was sharp and cold, enough that it was making me uncomfortable.
He just watched me, hatred plain on his face, before turning back to the others as if I was nothing at all.
“What’s his problem?” I muttered, still staring after him, the memory of that glare prickling under my skin. Like I’d wronged him in some unforgivable way, and he wanted me to know it.Then, out of nowhere, I heard it, the soft click of a lock being released from the other side of the door. I tensed, spinning around as the door swung open.
I was expecting Via or Beta Owen, but a maid stepped in, holding a tray. It was the same girl from yesterday, the one who’d woken me. Melissa, if I remembered right.
“Here’s your lunch,” she said in a dull voice as she approached the table, setting the tray down with a careless thud. Without another word, she turned and left, shutting the door behind her.
For a moment, I just stared at the door, blinking, a little stunned. I guess I’d half-hoped things might be different here. But when I finally stepped over to the table, the sight that greeted me was all too familiar. Soup spilled off the tray, food scattered like it was meant for the floor and not for me. I had to bite my lip to keep from cursing out loud.
Leaving the Frozen Valley pack was supposed to mean leaving this sort of thing behind. But I should have known better. No matter where I went, it always came back to this—a quiet reminder that people thought I didn’t deserve even the smallest measure of respect.
I pressed my lips together. Instead of forcing myself to eat, I just left everything as it was and went back to bed. But then, just as I turned away, the sound of the lock clicking open made me freeze.
Someone else was coming in. The handle turned, and Beta Owen stepped inside, his expression unreadable, causing me to swallow hard.
“The Alpha has returned,” he said, and I nodded, watching him look around the room, as if he was checking if there was any sign that I was trying to do something funny. Then, his brow knitted together as he noticed the mess of food on the tray resting on the table. “If you don’t want to eat, don’t waste—”
“I didn’t,” I cut in before he could finish, my voice sharper than I meant. “The maid put the tray down carelessly. That’s why everything spilled.”
He didn’t react at first, just blinked and asked, “Who?” His voice was calm, but I could sense something cold underneath.
“Melissa,” I answered, but he didn’t say anything. He just nodded and turned, causing me to follow him. “Did Mrs. Jane already hand in the lab results?”
“She did. The result is in the Alpha’s hands now.” Beta Owen turned to me, and for a second, my heart skipped a beat and suddenly became heavy in my chest.
“What will happen to me if I’m not fit to carry his pup?” I blurted out, my palm growing clammy at the idea of being sent back to my old pack.
After all, I had already claimed that I was no longer part of them, so there was no way they would take me back.
“I’m sure you already know. Didn’t my sister talk to you about this yesterday?” Beta Owen didn’t even look at me as he strode ahead, his tone casual, almost bored. “She told me everything, so surely, you know that you’ll be sent back.”
I shuddered; just the thought of it was enough to twist my stomach. All I could do was pray that my lab results were good. If they were, I’d get to stay, even if it meant being the Alpha’s breeder.
It wasn’t what I’d ever wanted, but between that and going back home, the choice was obvious—I’d rather stay here, even as his breeder.
When we arrived at the study, my heart began hammering in my chest. My hand then found my own arm, and I started scratching, desperate for some kind of relief from the nerves gnawing at me.
Beta Owen seemed to be bothered by it, especially when blood started to appear on my pale skin.
“Stop.” He frowned, taking my hand before he knocked and opened the door, tugging me inside.
“Why are you holding her? Is she struggling?” Alpha Bastian’s eyes flicked from Owen’s hand on my wrist to my face, his gaze sharp and cold.
For a moment, the room felt smaller, the air heavier, as if a wild animal was watching me from the shadows, waiting for me to step out of line.
“No, but she was scratching her arm, so I had to hold her to make her stop.” Beta Owen released my wrist, and I clutched it, as if that alone could steady the strange, fluttery anxiety rising in my stomach.
“All right, you can leave us.” Alpha Bastian’s chair scraped against the floor as he rose, his gaze never wavering from my face, even as he addressed his beta. “And tell Jane to prepare the procedure.”
My eyes grew wide, but as soon as the meaning of his words sank in, my shoulders eased. The door opened, then shut, and only then did I realize that I was already alone with the Alpha.
“What? You look relieved.” His lips curled into a smirk, clearly entertained. “Just the other night, you seemed to hate the idea of being my breeder. Now you’re happy to become mine.”
He didn’t phrase it as a question. It was more like he was stating a fact, and somehow, that irritated me. Still, I kept my face blank.
The idea that I belonged to him was ridiculous, yet I couldn’t help the wave of relief that washed over me. Being his breeder meant I could remain here, and even if the treatment I received was harsh at the moment, I held onto the hope that things would improve once I became pregnant.
I mean, who would dare mistreat a she-wolf carrying the Alpha and his mate’s child?
“Now, why don’t you take a seat so we can go over the contract?” he added, picking up a sheet of paper and a pen from his desk and walking toward the couch. I followed him, settling onto the couch across from him, my eyes fixed on the document he laid on the table between us. “Go ahead and read it.”
I nodded and focused on the paper. The clauses of the contract didn’t state any conditions for me to refuse. Most of the terms actually seemed to benefit me, if I overlooked the fact that I would lose my freedom and be expected to satisfy his needs without any intercourse.
From now on, someone would always be watching me, making sure I didn’t run away or do anything reckless that might threaten the unborn child once I got pregnant.
Leaving the pack house? Not allowed, but that wasn’t much of a shock anymore. I’d already resigned myself to the reality of all this, so the contract itself didn’t seem so terrible, not really.
So, after reading it, I took the pen and wrote my signature, sealing the agreement.
For a moment, I just stared at the paper, numbness spreading through my hands, realizing how little I’d changed over the past years, how easily I still accepted whatever was thrown at me.
Maybe I’d grown used to it. Back home, I never had the luxury of complaint or curiosity, let alone defending myself. If I did, the outcome was always the same: locked up, or worse, whipped until my skin stung and burned.
“Once you successfully become pregnant, I promise to provide you with a life of comfort, and after you give birth, I’ll reward you with gold and make sure you have a brighter future,” Alpha Bastian said, pulling my attention away from the paper in front of me.
Then, I flinched as I realized he was already standing right next to me, his presence looming. Slowly, he extended his hand, and I took it hesitantly, meeting his gaze filled with something I couldn’t quite point to.
“I look forward to our relationship, Rosentine.”
ROSENTINE“Can’t we seek the Royal Physician’s help?” I asked, even though I knew Bastian wouldn’t like it. After all, he never hid his hatred for the Alpha King.He slowed his steps as we entered the main house, his hand resting on my waist wavering as if he was weighing the idea. Then he turned to me, his face hard to read but clearly reluctant to reject the thought completely.“We could,” he said at last, slow and careful, “but I doubt His Majesty would help.”“Don’t worry. I’m still searching for physicians all over the kingdom who might know what to do about Rosalia’s condition.” His hand slipped from my waist and intertwined with our hands instead as we continued to walk. As soon as we were upstairs, I expected him to walk me to my room, but to my surprise, we went to his.“Why are we here?” I asked, after all, this was my first time coming in here.The room was spacious, with dark wooden walls lined with shelves of books. A faint scent of cedar and smoke lingered in the air, st
ROSENTINEWeeks had gone by, and honestly, I still wasn’t used to the way the pack had started treating me. Everyone was suddenly so warm, so considerate, some of them even pulling me aside to apologize for how things used to be.It was strange, almost too much, like stepping into a dream where the world had flipped upside down overnight. But I was learning to accept it, little by little, and deep down, I knew I appreciated their effort.Most of all, I was relieved to be accepted as their future Luna, something I hadn’t dared to hope for before.“Are you okay, sis?” I asked, glancing over at Rosalia as we shared tea under the gazebo of her annex. It had become a habit these past few days, ever since we made up.At first, being with her felt awkward, like we were both wearing shoes that didn’t quite fit, but over time, something between us began to shift. The silences grew more comfortable; the smiles, more genuine.“Yeah, I was just a bit dizzy.” Rosalia’s voice was quiet, but it star
ROSENTINE“Do you really have to go back to the north? We’re already complete again, why do you need—”“Stop,” Rosalia sighed as she looked at our mother, who was desperately trying to stop us from leaving.Everything was still a shock to me: the loss of the baby, the truth about Rosalia's actions, and the fact that Ezekiel gave up just like that. I was expecting him to protest, but surprisingly, he didn't.Was it because he was shocked by what happened the other night? Or perhaps, Bastian said something to him? Either way, I was glad that he stopped his sudden obsession with me.Still, I couldn't help but feel sad that I had to lose the child growing inside of me just to make everything go back to normal. Even though it wasn't mine, the pain still lingered deep inside me, heavy enough that sometimes I caught myself placing a hand over my stomach without thinking.“Rosentine,” my mother called me, her voice trembling slightly. “Can’t you forgive us? I know we’ve wronged you, but it’s
ROSALIAMy body wouldn’t stop shaking as I looked at my sister’s unconscious state. When the doctor told her that she had miscarried, she passed out, and until now, there had been no sign of her waking up.The doctor explained that she’d been under too much stress, and the emotional trauma of losing the baby had overwhelmed her. As a result, we were advised to keep her environment calm and supportive to aid her recovery, physically and emotionally.But I didn’t know how I was supposed to help her, not when I was part of the reason she’d been so stressed these past weeks.Guilt curdled in my stomach, twisting tighter every time I glanced at her. I should have protected her. Instead, I’d made things worse, piling my own anger on top of everything she was already dealing with.“Rosie, you should rest—”“Leave.” My voice came out flat, cold, before I even looked at my mother standing in the doorway. I didn’t want to see her face.I didn’t want to see any of them, not when every time I loo
ROSENTINEI couldn’t bring myself to meet Alpha Bastian’s eyes, not after Ezekiel so bluntly told him we planned on getting married. If I looked up, I might see something in his expression that would make me hesitate, and if I hesitated, I might not be able to go through with this at all.It was safer to keep my gaze fixed on the table, my dinner growing colder by the second, pretending I didn’t notice the tension radiating off him. The last thing I wanted was to see disappointment, or worse, betrayal, flicker across his face. If I saw that, I might shatter completely.And as if things weren’t already complicated, he’d brought Rosalia. I should have been happy for her, and maybe on some level, I was, seeing her finally reunited with my family. Yet, somehow, I couldn’t help but feel the bitterness that lingered in my heart.Jealousy, of all things. I’d never wanted to be the kind of person who let envy take over, but here I was, feeling it anyway. I repeated to myself, over and over, th
BASTIAN“Still no news about my sister?” Rosalia asked, and I shook my head.It had been twenty-four hours since Rosentine vanished, and the sting of that was still fresh. I’d already punished the warriors guarding the gates yesterday, but it didn’t make the knot in my gut loosen even a little.“We have to wait for Owen.” I raked a hand through my hair, the motion rougher than I intended as my mind spun with possibilities, most of them too dark to linger on.I didn’t want to believe she’d run away, that she’d betray me—not Rosentine, not after everything, but the doubt kept creeping in anyway, making my whole body tense.“Bastian!” Owen burst into my study, the urgency in his voice mirrored in his wide eyes. Joseph was right behind him, looking just as frantic. The air in the room changed, and some part of me couldn’t help but brace for the worst.“What is it?” I demanded, my voice sharp with tension. Owen then exchanged a glance with Joseph before speaking.“One of the patrols caught
ROSENTINEI felt lost, really lost, like my mind was a tangled trail of paths, flickering back and forth between choices I didn’t know how to hold.On one hand, I knew ending things with Alpha Bastian was right; I couldn’t deny the logic of it, the necessity, but on the other, it stung, especially
ROSENTINEEverything I’d eaten for breakfast was gone now, washed away in the drain, just like that, the second I leaned over the sink and threw up. The nausea I felt earlier had been too much, enough that I didn’t even bother to look back as I left the study.Now I stood gripping the edge of the s
ROSALIAI didn’t see this coming. I never imagined Bastian would share my secret about Devin with Rosentine. Was he so in love with her that he’d betray me like this? I guess I had gotten too sure of myself, believing he would always stand by me, always have my back. But things had shifted, and it
ROSENTINEA few more weeks slipped by, and I found myself growing accustomed to the northern weather. The chill that once gnawed at my bones now felt almost familiar, and even, oddly enough, appreciated.Life here was easy and peaceful, so much so that sometimes I caught myself crying out of sheer







