Chapter 1: Hurt

Lara's pov:

panting as I managed to get free from his hard grip , just when I thought it was over he gripped my hair from behind and slammed my back to the wall behind me

"ahh, stop you're hurting me " I cried with the last strength I had

Holding me still and making his way with his hands towards my left breast ,my breathing became heavy

" since when did the great Alpha start taking orders from a mere human"? He spoke with his voice low and dangerous

I know I wasn't supposed to feel that way ,but his voice had a way of drawing me into a pit I can't escape, his touches arouse feelings I never knew were there

Speaking with pleading eyes ,I raised my head to say" Please not today my stomach hurts ....th... The child " I tried to cover my belly with my free hand

Sniffing my hair he mumbled " mmmmhm sweet dinner " and with that he used just one hand to tear what I was wearing, revealing my pure white skin that already had few hickeys around .Taking one of my breasts into his mouth he touched the other and kept caressing it making me weak in the legs

He then moved his strong and firm knee and began rubbing it against my below

Few minutes into that he replaced his knee with his fingers , gently moving his hands upwards he suddenly put his hand inside me and started thrusting in and out..

Finally not able to hold it in anymore I began moaning and moving my hips as well ,I Knew this wasn't right and I should hate him for this, but I just couldn't

Whispering he asked " do you want me to stop"?

Not knowing what to say I just kept silent

"ANSWER ME LARA" he spoke with force this time as he added one finger and went a little bit faster

" no no no! please yes " I whinned and looked at the window

Holding my head to face his handsome and seductive eyes , " keep your eyes on mine " he spoke and kissed my lips gently but firm and possessively

He was all over my body and it was driving me really crazy , just when I was about to reach my climax he withdrew from me with speed

and I felt and empty hole deep in my stomach " no no I wanted more! I needed his hands all over me again , fuck! I missed it "

Raising my head to look at his tall and huge body move towards the little sink in the bathroom , washing his hands I asked weakly which I knew he'd hear anyway. "why? what have I done?

Reaching for his glass of wine which he dropped minutes ago before the torture he took a sip and walked to the door

Hands on the door Knob he spoke with a low and dangerous tone

" this is just the tip of an iceberg Lara , you'll regret trying to fool me into this trap , I'll use you as a scapegoat for any other stupid lady who thinks she can just come out of the blue and make things hard for me" I'll make sure you know why they call me ruthless , now wipe those fake tears , clean up and meet me in five minutes else!...

And he walked out.

FIVE MINUTES!? , just how did he expect me to do that when he ripped all my clothes to pieces ?

With tears still on my face I sat on the bare floor wailing, but I stopped wailing when I felt my baby kick a bit

Touching my belly I smiled sadly and spoke softly" I'm sorry baby, mummy is really weak compared to daddy and his subordinates, but trust me baby , we'll go through this alive that I promise "

Standing up with face full of new ambitions

I dragged my almost naked weak body to the washroom and cleaned up

Coming to the room I saw new arranged set of clothes on the bed , Chuckling with no emotions on my face I dressed up and walked out of the room

Coming into the main hall I saw Ella, the alpha's assistant walk up to me

With a not so happy look

she then spoke without respect or anything of the sort

" so weak, you've made us wait for 10 minutes already , now I had to stress and find you " she spat

" Now move towards the exit else we're leaving your ass out here and trust me you're gonna walk home , which you know how it felt the last time you did"

Ella spat as she spoke " now get going human" she said and didn't even wait to assist me a little bit which I knew she'd rather die than do

Raising my legs to move , I could still feel pain I my joints ,but I hid the pain and kept walking ahead , trying to keep up with her pace which I knew she deliberately walked that fast to stress me

Coming out of the 10 storey building at the gates I saw other cars including that of the Alpha speed off as She opened the door to one of the servants car for me

" get in!"

Without a choice I went in and 'slam' the shut it loudly

Adjusting and making myself comfortable I heard the driver ask " can we go now Luna"?

Closing my eyes I used my last breath to say " yes Peter, please "

And I closed my eyes as tears fell from the side

Car already moving I just kept thinking about my life in the past 1 month and a week

It has been hell for me

I just kept blaming myself for being so stupid and naive

Sniffing hard and almost every second ,Peter couldn't help but ask, bringing me out of my thoughts

" umm Luna , are you okay? , should I pull over and call doctor Jane?" Is it the baby or where does it hurt"? he asked in one breath

Smiling sadly I just asked " Peter "

"

" yes Luna " he answered gently

then I asked a question which I knew he had no answer to

"Why me"?