Surviving My Love

"Dad, I don't need another secretary. I am perfectly happy with Johnson." Chase Ward glared into his father's steely grey eyes, slightly leaning towards him. Eyes that were so similar to his own, yet Chase was nothing like him. Nothing. The latter seemed unconcerned by his son's attitude.

Why was he meddling with my staff?  Chase felt the muscle underneath his left eye twitch. It usually happened when he felt irritated.

"Sit down Chase. You're wearing out my carpet."

"I don't have time for this. I need to be in court in --" he checked his Rolex, "less than an hour."

"Johnson is ready for retirement, Chase. He has a heart condition too and he told me the stress was getting to him." Alexander Ward skimmed over the papers on his desk.

Chase sighed. He knew he's been working poor Mr. Johnson too hard, but never realized he had health issues. Johnson had never complained or mentioned anything to him.

"I think Ms. Morrison will be perfect for you. She is a very bright young lady. Give her a chance." He looked at his son over steepled fingers.

Chase narrowed his eyes at Alexander.  I hate his 'I know best' attitude. Arguing with Alexander Ward was a futile exercise.  But he still tried. "Besides, it was never mentioned during the board meeting. I was of the opinion that we were going to have some cutbacks."

The older man shrugged. "I am doing a favor for a friend." Alexander sat back in his leather wingback chair. His expression dared opposition.

Ah! There we go, the real reason. "Is she even competent? I don't have time to teach her." Chase stood,shrugging on his Armani jacket.  Judge Kowalski was presiding and he didn't take kindly to tardiness.

"Of course," Alexander handed him a folder. "Here's her resume. Word of warning, Son. Don't be too quick to judge on appearances. This is a big break for her. I am throwing her in deep water, but I have faith in her."

He only has faith in someone or something if he stands to gain from it. "Well, you're throwing her into my pool, Dad. For her own sake I hope she's an excellent swimmer." He glanced over the contents of the folder. Studied Paralegal at Harvard, but had not graduated yet. Then he saw her photo. Gods, another Barbie doll. Of all the people my father would appoint. He sighed again and caught Alexander's smirk. He knows my feelings. The old Devil. "Fine. But three month's probation."

"Of course," said Alexander. "I know you won't be disappointed." He went back to reading an article about modern day piracy off the West Coast of Africa in the Daily News. "The world is going to hell in a hand basket..." he mumbled.

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Christine Morrison took a deep breath to calm her nerves. It felt like she has been waiting forever. Her palms were all sweaty. She wiped them on her navy skirt, glancing around to make sure no one saw that move. Show no weakness. The Xanax she had taken that morning doesn't seem to be very effective today. Her heart beat like a bongo drum on steroids. Will he like her? What kind of man was he? She couldn't find much information about Chase Ward on social media. It seems he liked his privacy. The only information she could find was of his court appearances. Words like 'cutthroat' and 'formidable' were used to describe him. She could only hope that he would be a kind boss to work for. Someone who would value her as a person and not treat her like an object.

She looked up when she heard the ding of the elevator. Some people stepped out and then she saw him.

Gosh, he's tall. And so attractive. Well, here goes. Smiling sincerely she walked towards him, noticing the little frown between his eyes. She wondered if her skirt had ridden up to warrant such a disdainful look. She smoothed her hand down her backside just to be sure.

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The photo did little to do her justice. She was breathtaking in person. Although dressed  demurely, it didn't take away from her shapely figure. She had legs like a dancer, he observed when she came walking towards him. Her smile lit up her striking blue eyes. Her golden blonde hair was done up in a formal chignon.

"Mr. Ward, it's a pleasure to meet you."

He ignored her outstretched hand. A blush crept up from her neck to her cheeks. A twinge of satisfaction rushed through his blood.

"Follow me, Ms. Morrison. I don't have time for niceties. I am due in court in half an hour."

"Of course, Sir."

She had to almost run to keep up with his long strides. In the elevator a whiff of her perfume enveloped him. It smelled floral and light. He found it  enjoyable. Damn it, I would have a tough time keeping the men out of my office. She kept staring ahead of her, not even looking his way. Well, she got the message alright. I won't be falling for her looks or charms. She had better be damn good at her job.

The elevator stopped at the twelfth  floor of Ward and Associates, Attorneys at Law and he got out before the girl.  Johnson came to meet them. Mr. Johnson had been with the firm for years and Chase trusted him with his life.

"Johnson, this is Ms. Morrison. She is your unfortunate replacement. Please see to it that she gets settled." He glanced at his Rolex. "I've got to fly. I am running late already."

"The Trelawney file, Sir." He pushed the required documents  into Chase's hands. "Don't worry about a thing Mr. Ward, sir, I will take good care of Ms. Morrison."

"I have no doubt, Johnson." He ignored the girl. "Reschedule my appointments for today."

"Already done, Sir."

"Good man." Chase rushed to the elevator before the door closed.

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Christine  turned to the elderly gentleman called Johnson. He had a kind face. Other than the unmannered asshole who was now her boss. What the heck was his problem anyway?

"Ms. Morrison, this way, if you please." Johnson led the way to the office.

It was a spacious setup; stylishly furnished. Above a two-seater russet leather couch above hung a courtroom sketch of the man himself.

And they say women are vain.

Three wingback leather chairs of the same color and a glass and chrome coffee table completed the waiting area. Her desk faced the clients' area and she would have the dubious pleasure to bask in his likeness all day. Those grey eyes seemed to be watching her even now, judging her with displeasure. He was the spitting image of his father; just a younger version. But that was where the similarities ended. She found Mr. Ward Senior, a charming, sympathetic gentleman . He had promised her to keep their arrangement confidential.

 I would do my best to prove myself worthy of his trust. Even if it meant tolerating his obnoxious son.

Johnson spent the best part of the morning explaining what he expected of Christine as well as Chase's daily routine.

"As long as you make sure your work is impeccable and you don't let mistakes slip through, Mr. Ward is not a difficult man to work with." Johnson said, "He likes things to be done a certain way and – "

"You mean, his way or the highway?" she smirked.

Johnson smiled only slightly. "Well, yes. He's been under a lot of pressure lately so he might come off as a bit disgruntled."

"I suppose that's one way of putting it. So, what you are in fact trying to say to me is: Don't poke the bear?"

The older man's brown eyes crinkled with mirth. "Exactly. I have a feeling you will be just what he needs."

I have my doubts about it. But I plead the fifth.

The day went buy at an alarming pace. Christine's head was spinning with information overload. Fortunately the client database was up to date as well as his schedule. Johnson took her on a tour of the office floor. There were four other attorneys on their floor and Johnson introduced her to their respective secretary's. She smiled until her face felt stiff. The judgey looks the women gave her made her feel like the new kid at school. Technically she was, she thought.

"How long have you worked for our Mr. Ward?" She was curious to know if Mr. Johnson was as old as he looked, or if he aged due to work stress.

"I started with  Mr. Ward's father when he was a young attorney. It's been now well over 30 years. I basically raised young Mr. Ward." He smiled, gazing into the distance. "He adored his father and came in here almost daily to spend time with him. That is until..." Mr. Johnson sighed. "Would you like me to order some lunch for you, my dear? I am sure we need a break, don't you?"

Surprised by his sudden switch in topics, but not wanting to pursue the matter, she welcomed the offer. She was ravenous. Being nervous about her first day, Christine didn't think to pack something and couldn't bring herself to have breakfast. Just as he left, a man entered the office. He was tall and fair, not as broodingly handsome as Mr. Ward junior. She frowned. Broodingly handsome? Where did that thought come from?

"Good morning, how may I help you, sir?" She managed to give her best professional smile.

"So, it's true."

"I beg your pardon?" What the hell was he on about?

He smirked. "Oh, my dear, your presence has the office buzzing. I just had to come check for myself." He stretched out his hand and enveloped hers. "Mason Pritchard, at your service." He brought her hands up to his lips and touched the knuckles briefly. Christine quickly pulled them out of his grasp.

For a moment she was speechless.

This man spelled trouble. "Mr. Pritchard, pleased to meet you. Unfortunately, Mr. Ward is still in court and – "

"Oh, I know, Darlin'. I came to see you. I needed to see for myself what all the fuss was about. And let me tell you, I am not disappointed." His eyes wandered over my entire body. "It's about time Chase replaced good old Mr. Johnson. He's not much for the eye, if you know what I mean."

She knew exactly what he meant and didn't like it one bit. One of her pet peeves was how people - men in particular - treated her like some kind of sex object. He literally measured her cup size with his gaze.

"I will tell Mr. Ward that you stopped by." She offered, hoping he would get the message and leave. But no such luck. He plopped himself on her desk. She glared at him, frowning, her plump lips narrowed in a thin line. He reminded her of a fox, the way he watched her, his hazel eyes had a cunning glint.

"You are stunning. Don't look so offended. It's just a compliment, Miss... Morrison, was it?" He raised one eyebrow at her, leaning in closer.

Before she could reply her peripheral vision caught movement at the door. She breathed a sigh of relief.  But the relief quickly turned to terror when she noticed the look on Mr. Ward's face.

"Pritchard!" his voice lashed through the office.

Mr. Pritchard's body jerked upright, almost overturning the computer screen. Christine grabbed it just in time.

"Has no one in this building have work to do?" He threw a folder on the desk, those grey eyes boring into Christine's. His mouth turned down in  contempt.

Christine's stomach made a weird flip-flop and she had to swallow hard. Her heart rate sped up, she felt faint. 

No time to get a panic attack, Christine. Get it together.

"I was just admiring your new acquisition, Chase. Kudos to you." Pritchard said, seemingly unfazed.

Mr. Ward sneered in reply. "I do not appreciate you bothering my secretary. This is not a dating service."

Pritchard lifted his hands up in surrender. "Okay, okay I'm leaving. See you later, Ms. Morrison." He blew her a kiss and left.

Mr. Ward turned to me. "Just a word of warning, Ms. Morrison, you can flirt all you want with the men in this building, but not on my time." He gestured to the file on the desk. "This needs to be filed and – "

"I was not flirting with Mr. Pritchard!" All the blood had rushed to her face, making her head throb with a dull ache. She grabbed the folder, glaring back at him.

He cocked his head to one side, studying her as if she were an insect under a microscope. "Good to know. Now be a good girl and fetch me a coffee and a muffin. I am starving." He turned abruptly and went into his office and closed the door.

"Son of a..." Throwing the folder down Christine stomped down the corridor, passing Johnson on her way out. With her lunch.