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HELENA
“Fire, everyone out! there is a fire.” Smoke choked me before I was fully awake. I coughed rushing out of the servants’ quarters. When I got outside it was chaos, maids and guards running around like headless chickens with buckets of water trying to put out the fire. I stood there in daze with my eyes still full of sleep. My mind not fully working, but a shout got my mind working in overdrive. “The prince! Where is the prince? Did someone get him out?” the voice was frantic; it was the consort, Layla.
The prince was in her care, but when the fire broke out, her brain had not been working properly, she got out alone and completely forgot about the prince. I jumped back into the house through the window and found the prince out on the bed, still, too still, not moving no matter how hard I shook him.
I didn’t know if he was dead or alive. Left with no choice, I struggled to pick him up. he was heavy, my arms felt stiff and weak. I kept looking back at the fire as it spread. Fear rose within me as I looked at the blazing fire. There was no time, I had to get out. I sat on the bed, took both of the prince’s hands and pulled him onto my back. My body screamed at his weight, I straggled to stand with him on my back, I was just a skinny maid who had just come back from the cold palace.
I was punished there for three days without food or water. I didn’t exactly have the energy to carry the prince, but I did it. he was a prince, if I dropped him and he got injured, the king would have my head. My legs shook as I tried to move. “Please, not now” just as I turned to head back to the window, a beam fell right onto my foot. I gritted my teeth in pain, but I didn’t make a sound, my pain wasn’t important at that moment, I had to get the prince out first.
I jumped over the log, fire grazing my legs greedily trying to grab me and swallow me whole, how vicious! I stumbled almost falling with the prince on my back. I balanced with the screen but removed my hand quickly, the screen was burning hot. Tears sting my eyes, but I pushed them back. it was not the time for tears.
I managed to get to the window just as the curtain started catching fire. To avoid the fire spreading to the window and trapping us inside, I yanked it off and threw it aside. I tried one leg, but the prince was too heavy, I couldn’t get out with him and so I called out. “Help, the prince!” someone rushed over.
I turned and the prince was snatched from my back. The person ran with the prince, didn’t even glance back once, or offered to help me get out. He just rushed off with the prince leaving me behind. My chest burned as the pain of being abandoned to die spread through my chest. But I pushed all of that aside, it was not the time for me to feel sorry for myself. it was either I got out and save myself or stand there and burn to death. Death was not an option for me though.
I had nothing, I was poor and many had told me that death was better for someone like me. but I wanted to live, go far away from my miserable life in the palace. Go to the countryside and find grandma. With grandma in my mind, I jumped out of the window. By then the king had already arrived and everyone was fussing over the prince.
No one was paying attention to the burning house anymore; they figured nothing could be done and they just left it to burn. With all the chaos a thought crossed my mind, if I left at that moment, who would look for me, no one, I was nothing but a worthless maid, even if I died there, no one would care. My chest burned, the pain hit hard. I looked back at the burning house, the blazing fire, and the fear I had felt while in there, I thought I would die. I look back at the crowd surrounding the prince who was being checked by the physician and shook my head in self-mockery.
I had saved their precious prince and yet no one cared to check if I got out. Cruel people! with that, I slipped out to the back of the palace. With my throbbing hand and foot. I ran towards the palace gate. The guards there had seen me many times with the consort, so when they saw me rushing towards them, they didn’t ask questions. They opened the gate for me, not paying me any mind as they continued with their conversation.
When I got out, I didn’t stop I ran faster than I ever had in my entire life. I wanted to get as far away from the palace as possible. Hell! I wanted to get as far away from the capital as possible. There was nothing for me there anyway. I almost died there, no more. I was done. I ran until the early hours of the morning.
I eventually collapsed on the grass panting like a dog. Exhausted, my chest burned my foot and hand throbbing like hell. I looked up in the sky and a small smile formed on my lips. I was free, finally. I laughed; no maid had ever made it out of the palace. At least not alive.
I was the first and I was not planning on going back. just then my stomach growled. I laughed hard. That was the sweetest sound I had ever heard, to me it meant I was alive and I could continue living now that I was free. I didn’t mind. I turned to my side, hesitated for a moment. Having no other choice, I picked a handful of grass and brought to my lips.
It was either that or die of starvation before making it to grandma. I didn’t hesitate anymore. Like a cow, I ate that grass, it tasted like dirt, but it was fine, I had eaten worse at the palace just to stay alive. I continued eating until my stomach was full.
My mouth was dry; I desperately wanted water but there was no water there. I wet my mouth with saliva then got up and walked forward; the grass wasn’t going to kill me. I just needed to get back to grandma, and everything would be fine. When I went to the palace to be a maid, I thought my life would change. That I would earn money and send back to grandma.
But life in the palace was hell, maids were treated worse than animals. For small mistakes we would be punished and starved. Our pay withheld. In the two years I had been there, I had never been paid a single coin. Yet I worked like a dog trying to survive. I didn’t want to die there and I got out. I glanced back, I could still see the red roof of the palace from afar, “I will never set foot in that godforsaken place again!” I spat
JULIAN I was about to leave the Eastern Palace when I finally got news about Helena. It didn’t say where she was, just that she was safe. Relief washed over me as I read the note over and over. I missed her and wanted her with me. but part of me knew that it was not time to bring her into the palace yet. I couldn’t even keep myself safe, I slept in different places every night just to avoid the assassins that kept making attempts on my life. not only that, but I also recently discovered that my grandmother was planning to hand my position over to my third brother. If he weren’t such a moron, I would have given it to him myself.But my brother was spineless and easy to manipulate. What kind of king would he make if he were to become the crown prince? my grandmother was always going to be around, at some point, he would have to stand on his own and lead the kingdom. What would he do then? My grandmother wasn’t thinking about the bigger picture, only power.“Your Highness, where to?” I
HELENA“What are you doing?” I caught the guard just as he tied a small scroll to the pigeon’s leg. “I am sending a message to his Highness.” I frowned; “Wait.” My fingers tightened around the edge of the table. Every instinct urged me to run to Julian. If anyone could protect me, it was him. But if the rumours I had heard were true, then even the Crown Prince’s Palace might no longer be the safest place. “Change the message, just say we are safe, no need to tell him where we are.” He frowned but did as told. “Why don’t you want him to know?” I wish I could tell him. By the time we reached the capital, whispers filled every marketplace. Some spoke of ministers changing sides. Others claimed soldiers had begun disappearing in the night. The Queen Dowager’s name surfaced too often for my liking.Until I was sure of the situation, Julian didn’t need to know where I was. Only that I was safe. “Okay, can you at least tell me why we are here instead of his Highness’s house outside the cap
QUEEN DOWAGER I threw the jade cup I was holding, and it shattered into pieces at the guard’s feet. He dropped to his knees, head bowed deeply. “Who told you to kill people?” he trembled, he was one of men my guards had captured. I wanted to know who had the audacity to go against me. “It was the…”The guard’s eyes suddenly widened. Before I could turn, the whistle of an arrow sliced through the room. thud. The arrow buried itself in his throat. Blood sprayed across the polished floor. His mouth moved once, twice, but no words came.Blood pooled under his head. I watched the dark red circle of blood getting bigger. I tightened my fists; my nails dug into my palm drawing blood. “It is clear that people around here have forgotten who I am.” I slammed my hand hard on the arm rest.“Get in here.” my voice felt foreign even to me, it was like someone else was talking. “Your Majesty.” He gave a bow. “Go, find out what happened.” He straightened. “At once, Your Majesty.” I fixed my eyes on
JULIAN “Has there been any movement from their side?” The silence had gone on for too long. Too quiet. And that frightened me more than open hostility ever could. My guard bowed his head. “They met once, Your Highness. After that, nothing.” once. My stomach tightened. silence from people like them usually meant only one thing.Plans were being made in the shadows. It didn’t help that I still had no word about Helena. Every hour without news from the men watching over her felt like a blade pressing deeper into my chest. “What about the ministers?” I asked. I was not afraid they would suddenly withdraw their support.What terrified me was the Queen Dowager reaching them first. They had promised themselves to her before turning and pledging their loyalty to me. a humiliation she would never forget. I knew that woman well. If she could not strike me directly, she would destroy the people around me instead.One by one. Break them until they bent to her will. She had never played fair. “N
PRINCESS MALIA Four days. Four days since I sent assassins after that orphan. Not a single one had returned. Not even a dead body. My fingers tightened around the teacup until a crack spread across the porcelain. Messages were sent but no response came. Their silence was unsettling. Its either they were killed or on their way back to the capital and couldn’t communicate. But what was more unsettling was the crown prince’s popularity amongst the people and ministers.Each day in court they sang his praises. Ministers were flattering him and offering their support to him. Even those under the queen dowager were starting to waver. The minister of revenue who once smiled at me during banquets now eagerly showered Julian with praise after each court session.Nobles, even those who were neutral before now address him as the future kind. Where did he get the audacity to grow without me by his side? If thing went on like that, I would never be the crown princess. Just as I was thinking of vi
HELENA The alley was narrow and dirty. I could hear running footsteps behind us and he was not far. My chest burned as I had not recovered from the last run I did. I could see we were coming to the end of the alley. My eyes darted around as we ran looking for an opening to go back to the street. As if we were of the same mind, when an opening appeared leading to the street we ran through it. Soon we were back on the busy street. “Hold on.” we ducked behind a stall, the man kept looking around. soon the man who was chasing us appeared. He looked around on the street but saw no sign of us. I was holding my breath with my hand covering my mouth, afraid of even breathing too loud. Only a minute passed before the man ran down the street. “The streets are not safe anymore.” I whispered to the man next to me. “Young lady are you in trouble?” asked the owner of the stall. We were focused on not being discovered that we completely forgot about the owner. He could have given us away to the
HELENA The silence after his words felt heavier than anything he had said before. I didn’t speak again; there was nothing left to argue with. He had already decided I was something still unfinished and that was somehow worse than being worthless. I needed to leave, get the hell out of there. with
HELENA Sunrays seeped through the cracks in the wooden walls. It didn’t feel like morning. It felt like survival continued. I woke slowly, my body stiff in ways that made every breath feel like a reminder of what had happened. For a moment, I didn’t move. I didn’t think. Just lay there, staring at
HELENA The forest felt different when I was alone in it. not emptier. Just honest. Every sound mattered now. every snap of a branch. Every shift in the wind. Every breath I tried to keep steady. There was no one left to decide what I was worth. No one left to watch. Only the path. Only me.I follo
HELENA I thought I could go on after that. But I didn’t even take five steps before my body refused to cooperate. I looked back, I was already far from the palace, it wouldn’t hurt to rest. I spotted bushes not far from the road. I slowly walked there, dragging my throbbing foot. When I got to the







