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I Miss Him

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Eiran closed the door behind him as he entered his room and stood frozen for a while facing it.

After that day I have been trying my best to act normal, to hide my pain, to deny that I am being engulfed by that pain. Not to break down. I just had to put up with it like I did before. Denying my own emotions like they never existed. But the more I suppress them this time the more it hurts.

He fell to his knees and leaned his head against the door. The dreamcatcher dangled with a slight thud. H
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