LOGIN~ Avelyn ~
Sunlight filtered in through high arched windows. Pale gold. Too soft for where I expected to be. Was I… dead? No. Not with the pounding in my head. Not with the chill on my bare shoulders and the unfamiliar scent of vanilla and jasmine soaked into the sheets. I blinked. This wasn’t the dungeon my fear had painted. This was… A room. A massive, terrifyingly elegant room with marble floors, towering curtains, and a chandelier that looked like it cost more than my entire house growing up. The bed I was in could fit a whole basketball team. Maybe two. The walls weren’t walls, they were panels of expensive wallpaper and built-in wardrobes. And I was… lying in the middle of it. Fully dressed in that humiliating chiffon dress with the gold accessories still clinging to my arms and ankles like reminders. I sat up fast—dizzy. Disoriented. Then the door opened. Two women swept in like ghosts dressed in black and white. Uniforms. Maids. They didn’t look at me. They just moved like robots. One began unpacking a parade of designer bags onto the chaise by the window. The other was arranging shoes in a row across the polished floor, muttering to herself about brand sorting. Boxes. Labels. Heels I couldn’t pronounce and dresses wrapped in silk like they were something sacred. My throat went dry. I wanted to say something but— “Your tea, miss,” one said, without meeting my eyes. She placed a steaming porcelain cup beside me on a silver tray, bowed slightly, and turned away. I blinked again. Me? “Wait…” My voice cracked. “This is… for me?” The younger maid finally met my eyes. “It’s the Master’s order,” she said simply, “to have you ready to meet him in the gardens.” My heart stuttered. The Master. That’s what they called him around here. Of course they did. I was in his world now. They stripped me like I was breakable porcelain, guided me into a steaming bath like I was royalty. Their hands didn’t shake. Their voices didn’t waver. Everything was calm, polished, robotic. It should’ve been mortifying. And at first, it was. Being bathed like a princess when all my life I’d washed in a creaky tub with cold water and chipped soap. But their fingers were gentle, and when one of them massaged my scalp with lavender oil, something in me melted. The warmth. The silence. The quiet splashing of water. I could pretend. Just for a second. That I was someone else. Someone free or maybe even someone loved. But luxury comes with a price and mine had already been paid. With my name and my freedom. Why did this awfully remind me of the Elvans? Treated like dirt, invisible, worthless except when someone needed something. At least here I was being scrubbed and scented. Was this better? Maybe. Maybe not. Wrapped in towels that were fluffier than any bed I’d slept in, I stood in front of a closet the size of my old bedroom. Three outfits were laid out. All designer. All stunning. They gestured for me to choose. I stared. Unsure. Then pointed at the one that looked… least like I was going to be served with a side of shame. A white dress with soft blue floral patterns. Feminine. Simple. Not screaming auction trophy. They nodded in approval. I didn’t argue when they blow-dried my hair and styled it like I was meeting royalty. When they pulled out the makeup brushes, I shook my head. “No makeup. I don’t want—” “Master only sees the best,” the head maid said, already dabbing concealer under my eyes. I gulped. “Does your master have a name?” No answer. Of course they wouldn’t respond. The greenhouse looked like a dream painted in golds and greens. A glass room filled with overgrown orchids and rare roses and little hanging pots that dripped like teardrops from the ceiling. And in the middle?A table set for two, with him in it. He sat there like he belonged to this world more than any living thing. Legs crossed. One hand resting lazily on the table, the other cradling a teacup. He was too composed, too clean as if control had always come naturally to him. His eyes met mine and didn’t blink. “Sit.” I obeyed before I realized I had. “You didn’t answer my question earlier,” I said, trying to steady my voice. “Do you have a name?” He arched an eyebrow. “Why?” he said, voice smooth as polished glass. “Already practicing how you’ll address me in the bedroom?” I blinked. Heat flooded my cheeks. “That’s not—what I meant—” “I know what you meant.” He sipped his tea, unbothered. “You want a name to curse when I make you blush.” I nearly choked on air. “I don’t—blush.” He didn’t argue, he just stared. Then reached into a folder on the table and slid something across to me. A phone. Brand new sleek one. Certainly the latest model and beside it were papers. “You’ll need this,” he said, tapping the phone. “And this.” My eyes scanned the papers. It was a contract. My stomach dropped immediately. “You’re giving me a job?” “No.” His voice was light, but final. “I’m giving you a place. One with rules.” I picked up the pen. My fingers trembled. Kyle’s face flashed in my head. His laugh. His promise. The way he always told me I was worth more. A weight sank in my chest. I bit my bottom lip without realizing it, an habit for my stress induced life. “If I wanted to watch you bite your lip,” the man said softly, “I’d rather do it myself.” I froze. His eyes didn’t move and his tone didn’t change either. “You’re to sign the papers.” My fingers flexed around the pen.“So I have to do what you say… until when? Until you’re tired of me?” I blinked. “I can’t sign this. I need time.” He set his teacup down. The sound was soft but loud in the silence. “I must’ve given you the illusion that you have a choice,” he said. “You don’t.” His voice was the kind that didn’t rise. It fell. “From the moment you climbed that stage, the word choice was erased from your path. You already belong to me.” I swallowed hard as I watched him rise slowly, adjusting his cuffs like it wasn’t perfectly placed already! “But it’s your first day,” he said. “So I’ll spare you.” Spare me? Ha. This is absurd. He took three strides, then paused, just before the doors. “Xander Sterling.” My brows raised slightly. He glanced over his shoulder. “You have the right to know who owns you.” Then he disappeared into sunlight and glass. I didn’t dwell on his arrogance or overbearing behavior. I took the phone, clutched the contract and left the greenhouse with my heels echoing down the hallway. I typed in Ari’s number. The second it rang I spoke. “Ari?” I breathed. “Lyn?! Oh my God, Lyn! I’ve been calling you! Where have you been?! Don’t tell me it was that bitch Lilian or her demonic offspring again, just say the word and I’ll drag them bald!” I laughed. God, I laughed. Real, belly-deep, tears-in-my-eyes laughter. Hearing her voice was like breathing after drowning. “Why are you laughing? I’m being serious, girl have they made you loco?” “I’m just happy to hear your voice,” I managed. “Yeah yeah, you got me worried sick. Kyle called me, okay? The most panicked voice I’ve ever heard. I thought he was bluffing until I gave you twenty missed calls. TWENTY, Lyn!” I blinked. Kyle. I wasn’t listening anymore. I was spiraling in my own head. “He didn’t want to tell you yet, but… he’s in town.” The world fell away. “Yay, right? I know you’re excited long-distance is hell. But you two are still making it work, right?” No, no, no. Why is he here? He can’t be here. Not now. Not when I— “Lyn? Why aren’t you saying anything?” “I’m a little busy,” I choked out. “I’ll call when I’m free to hang out.” “…you sound off, babe. You can tell me anything, don’t forget that. I’ll give you a heads up Kyle said he might stop by your house today. Just warning you. So, please, work things out with him. Call me later. Bye, love.” “Bye, love,” I whispered, then stared at the screen. The call ended and I nearly lost my balance. But a maid appeared at the door just in time. “Breakfast is served, miss.”~ Avelyn ~Since I signed up for this, I should live through this. I told myself. I wanted it quick and done with but Xander had other plans. I could tell he enjoyed the thrill of the moment like a predator savoring his prey before consuming it whole. As expected, his hands didn’t spare me any dignity as his fingers slowly ran down my right hand, leaving goosebumps trails that mocked me. I didn’t move an inch, the heat emanating from his body was enough to ground me in place. All I tried to do was stable my heaving chest while his hot breaths fanned my nape from behind. With his palm gripping my shoulders he leaned in and planted a kiss in the dip of my neck. I found myself closing my eyes instinctively as his lips lingered, grazing in a slow torturous motion as though any moment from now he would grow fangs and bite my neck off. He didn’t. His mouth grew hungrier, steal more kisses faster than I could breathe. I flinched the moment the wetness of his tongue touched me. I could t
~Avelyn ~What just happened?My brain failed to catch up with how fast things escalated. I had it under control, I was enduring it. At least I believed I could. But that was before I became a panting mess in Xander’s bed, crawled before the monster in front of me. The look on his face right now made me wanna puke. He didn’t even have this expression when Kyle was shot and I thought that was the height of his satisfaction.I watched him take one more step until his knees hit the edge of the bed but I wasn’t concerned about that. No, something far more cynical caught by attention. The jingle of the items in his hands stole my breath.There was a collar and cuffs, then my gaze moved to the whip in his right hand, wasn’t that used for animals?My eyes shot up at once and his eyes looked like they’d been locked on mine for a long time watching me process the situation. I wonder if the fear in my eyes gave him unimaginable pleasure.“You’re sick.” I breathed indignantly. He leaned in
~ Xander ~I rose and approached her figure on the bed, a look of surprise flashed across her face. She hadn’t expected me to get closer. But the more I got closer, the higher her eyes followed my frame until I was standing right in front of her and she was staring up at me with those doe eyes that seemed to be begging me to put her out of her misery.Though I doubt she’d like my methods of “help,” she was fighting so relentlessly but the white in her eyeballs we’re overcoming the black rapidly. A sight that made my cock harden dangerously and my nostrils flare from destructive restraint.It was taking everything for me not to grab her head and have those eyes directly facing my balls and smacking right into it.I wanted to. Fuck! I needed my balls inside those mouth of hers. But instead, I traced her forehead with the back of my hand, feeling the moist of her sweat mix against my skin. My Adam’s apple bobbed with desire, every vein in me oozed with sex appeal. “You’re dripping wet,
~ Xander ~After stating my piece I tossed the toy on the bed, I’m sure she knew what that meant. And then I leaned into my seat, getting ready to be entertained. Would I enjoy it, or regret not taking her here and now?I was curious to find out what kind of face she’d make when she lose. She approached the bed and I spoke, stopping her in her tracks. “Don’t tell me you’re planning on keeping your clothes on.”Her chin lifted slowly, defiant even now, even when cornered. I found it entertaining.Her eyes were glassy, angry, wet with exhaustion she refused to admit to. Good. I wanted her tired.She didn’t speak again and undid her clothes, I watched her lose the pajamas, only Kyle would’ve given her. It looked cheap like his taste. Such fabric could’ve have come from me. Her pale skin shone in front of me and I had no reservations with how much I let my eyes roam. She didn’t have a single scare in sight, except the faint glow of bruises I recognized perfectly. My lips stretched
~ Avelyn ~ His grip on my throat didn’t loosen and I didn’t know how long I could keep up this fierce act. But before I could protest he claimed my lips in one swift pull. There was nothing gentle about the way he plundered and forced his way into my mouth. Sucking and nibbling until I stopped fighting the ache. He grounded rough and harsh against my lips, every stroke aimed at punishing me and his hand never left my neck, it remained like a leash, a firm reminder that no matter how far I go, he held the chains to pull me under. Finally, he released my lips from the torture and straightened his posture to take a proper look at my face. My lips were numb and swollen, my eyes held frustration but his eyes were the complete opposite. He had unquenched hunger and a desire to devour staring back at me with immense intensity. For a second, I contemplated begging or apologizing but I swallowed that useless thought. Why should I beg when I’ve done nothing wrong?When he was satisfied
~Avelyn ~“Come to my room.”There was no warmth, no mockery or teasing edge in his tone. Just command.I stood there for a second longer than necessary, my body lagging behind my mind like it didn’t want to cooperate anymore. Everything in me was tired. My feet hurt. My head throbbed. My chest felt raw, like I’d been scraped open and left to breathe.I followed anyway.Of course I did, what else was I going to do? Run?His room was dimmer than the rest of the house as usual with heavy curtains drawn tight like he didn’t want the outside world reminding him it existed. The smell of iron hit me immediately. Blood. His blood suddenly filling my nostrils. He didn’t sit and didn’t tell me to sit. I just wondered what he had to say that he couldn’t have said in the car and allow me some peace to rest. Since the performance I haven’t had personal time, it was one ordeal or the other. He loosened his jacket instead, movements controlled but not careless. The fabric peeled back just enough







