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LOGINBreakfast was already waiting when I came out. A spread meant for royalty, and yet it sat untouched, mocking me with its elegance. Croissants, glazed strawberries, jasmine tea steeping in white-gold china. It should’ve felt like luxury. It felt like a funeral.
I ate slowly, forcing every bite past a lump in my throat. The maids moved around me like I wasn’t there. Not a single glance. Not a word. It was only when one of them returned to clear the table that I gathered the courage to ask, “Is this all for me?” She paused, like she hadn’t expected me to speak. Then she nodded. “Master’s orders.” Master. The word crawled down my spine like a chill. I nodded, but the name clung to my skin like a bruise. For some reason anytime I heard it my brain assumed I was the slave. For a master to exist there has to be a slave, or isn’t that right? After breakfast, I roamed. The penthouse was quiet, way too quiet. With no signs of footsteps or voices. Just the distant hum of the city I was no longer a part of. Room after room, hallway after hallway… the place was enormous. I found a sitting room with floor-to-ceiling windows that overlooked a skyline I didn’t recognize. Below me, the world looked small but free. I sat near the glass and pulled out the new phone he gave me. Kyle’s name stared back at me from my favorites list. God. What would I even say? “Hi. I’ve been auctioned off. Legally bought. I signed the contract. I belong to someone else now. But how are you?” I stared at the screen so long my vision blurred. I wanted to hear his voice, but I was terrified of what it might do to me. In the end I didn’t call, I just couldn’t. The sun dipped low. The sky turned a deep orange. Eventually, I fell asleep curled on the smooth leather sofa, hugging the phone like it was a lifeline. When the knock came, it was soft. Too soft for how loud it felt in my chest. I opened the door, and a maid gave a small bow. “Master requests the signed contract.” Of course he does. I slipped into the silk robe over my nightdress and grabbed the folder from the table. The fabric clung to my skin like it belonged there. The lace neckline felt too low, but I didn’t have the energy to change. Maybe he wouldn’t even look at me. Maybe. I walked into his room like I was walking into a storm. He sat on the edge of the bed, elbows on his knees, head bowed like the weight of the world was on his back. His black shirt was unbuttoned halfway, sleeves rolled to the elbows. There was a drink in his hand. His jacket was discarded on the floor. My legs moved forward slowly. The plan was to drop the contract and get out. But then I saw something. A dark, drying stain on his collar. It was blood. My body moved before I could think. My hand lifted to the cut on his neck, not because I cared. But because I couldn’t stop myself. Was he hurt? Was it deep? Had someone tried to kill him? I reached for the fabric, two fingers brushing it softly. But things went awfully south when he grabbed me. Fast. His hand caught my wrist and in one fluid motion I was pulled forward and off-balance, landing against him. My body slammed into his hard chest. He was unbelievably warm. My heart pondered like a drum.“Don’t touch me unless you’re ready to be touched back,” he murmured. My breath caught. “I didn’t mean—” Just then, the world spun in one terrifying second, I was on the bed, pinned under him. My gasp got caught in my throat. My heart? Gone. It had leapt straight out of my chest in horror. He didn’t even speak. He just looked down at me like he was trying to decide if I was prey or poison. “Why did you touch me?” His voice was low and unsteady, like he was fighting an invisible restrain. “I… saw blood. I just wanted to see if—” “I didn’t ask for care,” he said, voice hardening. “And I sure as hell didn’t buy it.” I froze, short of words. The proximity was killing me and as if that wasn’t enough, he leaned in closer. I felt his breath on my cheek. “You walked in here,” he murmured, “In silk, tight, sweet. Looking like you wanted something.” “I didn’t,” I breathed. “I just came to—” “Bullshit.” My robe slipped at the worst timing and his gaze dragged down like a match over gasoline. “If you didn’t want to fuck me, you wouldn’t have come dressed like that.” “I didn’t choose this!” I snapped, voice cracking. “It’s what your staff gave me. I just wanted to drop the contract and leave.” “Liar.” He grabbed my wrists and pinned them above my head, his body pressing into mine. I could smell the liquor on his breath. Expensive, bitter and sharp, invading my nostrils without mercy. My legs were trembling, but I couldn’t move. He bent his head, mouth ghosting over my collarbone. Then to my neck. I gasped when I felt his lips, the sting of a kiss too close but he continued. Again, lower this time. I could feel his tongue leave behind heat that sank into my skin. “No,” I said. But it barely came out. He kissed the side of my throat again. His teeth scraped lightly, and I knew. He was marking me. A hickey bloomed just above my pulse. I squeezed my eyes shut, fighting everything rising in me. Not just fear. Not just shame. But helplessness and guilt. Kyle’s face burned in the back of my mind. His laughter. His promises. I was supposed to wait for him. I was supposed to be his. And now look at me. Pinned by another man, bought like an object and owned like a toy. I felt the tears before I even realized I was crying. It was silent at first. Then full and fast. I sobbed uncontrollably and that’s what made him stop. His eyes locked on mine. Something shifted in his gaze like the fog cleared, just a little. He cursed under his breath and pushed off me. “Get out,” he said, voice low and deep. I couldn’t move. I sat up slowly, wrapping the robe tighter around myself, still shaking. Still crying. “Now, Avelyn.” I stood. My legs didn’t feel like mine. The contract slipped from my hands to the floor, forgotten. I couldn’t give a damn about it. I walked out the door without looking back. And this time… he didn’t stop me.
~ Avelyn ~The Elvans let her in, I was glad but I knew they weren’t doing me a favor but because Ariana’s mom had called and how could they refuse a daughter of an aristocrat?There were nights we called each other into the small hours, trading secrets like we were buying them cheap. We were a nervous little pair, two girls who had learned early how to make a life with the pieces other people threw at them.You learn the language of loyalty in bits. It isn’t pledged with grand gestures but it’s a sandwich you share on a rainy day. It’s a promise that you won’t tell, even when it would be easier to lie. It’s a phone call that lasts until one of you falls asleep.The years shifted and I fell in love quietly, clumsily with someone named Kyle. He was a constant that did not look like a life-saving raft. He was steadiness in the form of late-night medical textbooks and a laugh that landed in my chest like someone coming back home. I told myself, in the quiet places, that love would be a
~ Avelyn ~The stage fell away first. Not the lights, not the music the stage itself, the world beneath my feet collapsing into a single moment that smelled like sweat and spilled wine and panic. I remember the fall, the way the floor came up to meet me faster than my brain could decide whether to be ashamed or afraid. I remember the sting along my hip and the metallic taste that bloomed in my mouth. And then, instead of my reflexes to kick in, instead of me to jump back and and continue my moves like nothing happen. I couldn’t and I didn’t.I lacked the strength to pull myself up. So I stayed down and like a film snapped backward into memory lane. I found myself in the past. It was raining the first time I met her.Not the polite drizzle we get now, it was a proper, theatrical rain that makes the gutters sing and corkscrew silver ribbons down the pavement. It was one of those afternoons that smells of wet chalk and petrol, the sky flattened to a single grey sheet that refused to
~ Avelyn ~I hadn’t heard from Ariana in four days.Four whole days.I checked my phone every hour before training, between stretches, before stepping on stage even in the damn bathroom like some lovesick fool. Still nothing. The last message I’d sent was still hanging there, unread, like it was mocking me.You okay? Call me when you can.That was all I’d written, but what I meant was please, please, please tell me you’re safe. Tell me I didn’t break you too.The silence that followed was so loud it drowned out the music in my head.By morning, I’d gotten tired of pretending not to care. I told myself she was just busy, maybe her phone was dead, maybe she was mad but no matter how many excuses I invented, my chest still felt like someone was twisting it from the inside.So when I couldn’t take it anymore, I did the one thing I swore I’d never do again. I went looking for Xander.Maybe he could find her. He definitely had resources, connections, ways to reach people that I didn’t.Ev
~ Avelyn ~The sound of heels and soft bass echoed off the mirrored walls and before I even stepped through the glass doors of the training room the smell of perfume, sweat and expensive desperation hung thick in the air. A smell I was starting to recognize as the signature scent of the clubs under Xander’s empire.I walked in quietly, clutching the strap of my bag as if it were an anchor. The others girls were already there. Stretching, laughing, whispering. And of course, staring.Not directly like before but I could feel their eyes slice into me like tiny blades, slipping away the second I turned my head. They’d whisper behind palms, lips twitching, eyes flicking in my direction as if I were some exotic creature that had wandered into their enclosure.Great. Another day, another silent circus.I spotted Alice at the far end of the hall, perched on her yoga mat like a colorful bird about to burst into song. Relief washed through me instantly. I made a beeline for her, ignoring the m
~ Avelyn ~I searched for them until the music started to sound like noise, loud noise pounding against my skull. But Kyle and Ariana were no were in sight.The corridors in this place all looked the same and it was making my head dizzy. Seeing the same old glossy floors, mirrored walls, perfume and liquor hanging thick in the air. Every time I asked someone if they’d seen a red-haired girl with a sharp tongue and a man who looked like he was built to save lives in the emergency ward, I got the same answer, blank looks or a lazy shrug.Finally, a security guard in black said they’d left. “Together,” he added. “Got into a car a few minutes ago.”That made my stomach twist. Kyle would never just… leave. Not after what happened between us in the garden. And Ariana, she had enough fire in her to chew me out for an hour at least.So why leave?I lingered by the exit, scanning every passing face, hoping they’d reappear, but they didn’t. The whole thing felt off, but what else was I suppose
~ Avelyn ~Then he spoke again, “Under the bed now. Unless you want to lose your feet when this is over.”For a full second, I just stared at him. Surely I’d misheard. Xander? Helping me?But his tone wasn’t one that invited second-guessing. I dove under the bed before the thought even finished forming. The floor smelled faintly of wine and cedarwood. From the sliver of light between the rug and the frame, I saw his bare feet move farther towards his arm chair. His steps were ever so calm and deliberate. A complete contrast to my hammering heart. Next, I saw the sight of boots. Three pairs and heels belonging to that woman.“Master,” one of the men said, his voice too respectful to hide the tremor. “We’ve come with a report. It concerns a girl named Avelyn.”My heart dropped to my stomach.Xander’s voice came lazy, indulgent. “I’m listening.”The woman spoke next, I recognized those soprano voice that yelled at me earlier in the crowd. Her tone was sharp with self-righteous venom. “S








