MasukBreakfast was already waiting when I came out. A spread meant for royalty, and yet it sat untouched, mocking me with its elegance. Croissants, glazed strawberries, jasmine tea steeping in white-gold china. It should’ve felt like luxury. It felt like a funeral.
I ate slowly, forcing every bite past a lump in my throat. The maids moved around me like I wasn’t there. Not a single glance. Not a word. It was only when one of them returned to clear the table that I gathered the courage to ask, “Is this all for me?” She paused, like she hadn’t expected me to speak. Then she nodded. “Master’s orders.” Master. The word crawled down my spine like a chill. I nodded, but the name clung to my skin like a bruise. For some reason anytime I heard it my brain assumed I was the slave. For a master to exist there has to be a slave, or isn’t that right? After breakfast, I roamed. The penthouse was quiet, way too quiet. With no signs of footsteps or voices. Just the distant hum of the city I was no longer a part of. Room after room, hallway after hallway… the place was enormous. I found a sitting room with floor-to-ceiling windows that overlooked a skyline I didn’t recognize. Below me, the world looked small but free. I sat near the glass and pulled out the new phone he gave me. Kyle’s name stared back at me from my favorites list. God. What would I even say? “Hi. I’ve been auctioned off. Legally bought. I signed the contract. I belong to someone else now. But how are you?” I stared at the screen so long my vision blurred. I wanted to hear his voice, but I was terrified of what it might do to me. In the end I didn’t call, I just couldn’t. The sun dipped low. The sky turned a deep orange. Eventually, I fell asleep curled on the smooth leather sofa, hugging the phone like it was a lifeline. When the knock came, it was soft. Too soft for how loud it felt in my chest. I opened the door, and a maid gave a small bow. “Master requests the signed contract.” Of course he does. I slipped into the silk robe over my nightdress and grabbed the folder from the table. The fabric clung to my skin like it belonged there. The lace neckline felt too low, but I didn’t have the energy to change. Maybe he wouldn’t even look at me. Maybe. I walked into his room like I was walking into a storm. He sat on the edge of the bed, elbows on his knees, head bowed like the weight of the world was on his back. His black shirt was unbuttoned halfway, sleeves rolled to the elbows. There was a drink in his hand. His jacket was discarded on the floor. My legs moved forward slowly. The plan was to drop the contract and get out. But then I saw something. A dark, drying stain on his collar. It was blood. My body moved before I could think. My hand lifted to the cut on his neck, not because I cared. But because I couldn’t stop myself. Was he hurt? Was it deep? Had someone tried to kill him? I reached for the fabric, two fingers brushing it softly. But things went awfully south when he grabbed me. Fast. His hand caught my wrist and in one fluid motion I was pulled forward and off-balance, landing against him. My body slammed into his hard chest. He was unbelievably warm. My heart pondered like a drum.“Don’t touch me unless you’re ready to be touched back,” he murmured. My breath caught. “I didn’t mean—” Just then, the world spun in one terrifying second, I was on the bed, pinned under him. My gasp got caught in my throat. My heart? Gone. It had leapt straight out of my chest in horror. He didn’t even speak. He just looked down at me like he was trying to decide if I was prey or poison. “Why did you touch me?” His voice was low and unsteady, like he was fighting an invisible restrain. “I… saw blood. I just wanted to see if—” “I didn’t ask for care,” he said, voice hardening. “And I sure as hell didn’t buy it.” I froze, short of words. The proximity was killing me and as if that wasn’t enough, he leaned in closer. I felt his breath on my cheek. “You walked in here,” he murmured, “In silk, tight, sweet. Looking like you wanted something.” “I didn’t,” I breathed. “I just came to—” “Bullshit.” My robe slipped at the worst timing and his gaze dragged down like a match over gasoline. “If you didn’t want to fuck me, you wouldn’t have come dressed like that.” “I didn’t choose this!” I snapped, voice cracking. “It’s what your staff gave me. I just wanted to drop the contract and leave.” “Liar.” He grabbed my wrists and pinned them above my head, his body pressing into mine. I could smell the liquor on his breath. Expensive, bitter and sharp, invading my nostrils without mercy. My legs were trembling, but I couldn’t move. He bent his head, mouth ghosting over my collarbone. Then to my neck. I gasped when I felt his lips, the sting of a kiss too close but he continued. Again, lower this time. I could feel his tongue leave behind heat that sank into my skin. “No,” I said. But it barely came out. He kissed the side of my throat again. His teeth scraped lightly, and I knew. He was marking me. A hickey bloomed just above my pulse. I squeezed my eyes shut, fighting everything rising in me. Not just fear. Not just shame. But helplessness and guilt. Kyle’s face burned in the back of my mind. His laughter. His promises. I was supposed to wait for him. I was supposed to be his. And now look at me. Pinned by another man, bought like an object and owned like a toy. I felt the tears before I even realized I was crying. It was silent at first. Then full and fast. I sobbed uncontrollably and that’s what made him stop. His eyes locked on mine. Something shifted in his gaze like the fog cleared, just a little. He cursed under his breath and pushed off me. “Get out,” he said, voice low and deep. I couldn’t move. I sat up slowly, wrapping the robe tighter around myself, still shaking. Still crying. “Now, Avelyn.” I stood. My legs didn’t feel like mine. The contract slipped from my hands to the floor, forgotten. I couldn’t give a damn about it. I walked out the door without looking back. And this time… he didn’t stop me.~ Avelyn ~ The next thing I knew my back was against the wall of the suite. Xander’s pressure against me was immediate and total, his lips claiming mine with the kind of certainty that left no room for hesitation, not that I had any. His mouth moved like he’d been thinking about this through every course of that dinner, every loaded glance, every second of that insufferable composure he’d worn like a weapon all evening.I kissed him back with everything I had. Not that I had much of anything right now. I couldn’t with his scent knocking out my reasoning. His hands found my waist and wrapped it, found my jaw and gripped it, found my hair and filled his palm with a fistful. He was moving like he couldn’t decide where to settle and had chosen everywhere simultaneously and I felt the wall solid behind me and him solid in front of me and the combination of both was making it very difficult to remember that I was a person with thoughts.“Xander—”“Don’t.” His voice was low against my mou
~ Avelyn ~I stared at the sky. At the ring. At him. Xander Sterling on one knee with an expression that had shed every layer of composure and was simply, entirely open in a way I had never seen from him before and might never see again.“I know what we’ve been,” he said, quietly. “I know what I was. What I put you through.” His eyes didn’t leave mine. “I’m not asking you to forget it. I’m asking you to let me spend the rest of my life making it right.” A breath. “You and Ciara. That’s all I want. That’s everything.”The city hummed below us. The drones held their formation. The candles moved in some invisible current of air.I nodded.I was aware I was nodding with a frequency and enthusiasm that was not entirely dignified but I could not locate my words so nodding was what was available to me and I committed to it fully.Something moved across his face. Relief, maybe, or the particular expression of a man who’d been holding his breath for longer than he’d admitted to himself. He too
~ Avelyn ~I didn’t know what Xander was planning this time. But I knew it was deliberate on his part. I’d asked twice and received the same response both time. A look that communicated that the question had been heard and would not be answered so I’d stopped asking and spent the better part of the week in a state of low-grade anticipation that I refused to call nerves.It was nerves.The women arrived at four.Three of them, professional and efficient, with more equipment than I owned in my entire bathroom. They set up in my bedroom with the quiet competence of people who did this regularly and knew better than to ask unnecessary questions, and then they got to work.I sat in the chair they’d positioned by the window and let them.That was the strangest part. Normally I’d have something to say, some observation, some deflection, something to fill the space. But I sat quietly while hands moved through my hair and someone else opened a case of jewellery and a third laid out a dress o
~ Avelyn ~Shopping with Xander was an experience I was wholly unprepared for.It wasn’t that he was difficult. It was that he was thorough. Every aisle, every option, considered with the same focused attention he’d given Ciara an hour ago. He picked things up, examined them, made decisions with the quiet efficiency of a man who was accustomed to being right.He also kept putting things in the cart that I hadn’t asked for and then moving on before I could object, which was a technique I recognised and deeply resented.“She doesn’t need that,” I said, for approximately the fifth time.“She might.”“She’s not going to need a cashmere blanket, Xander.”“You don’t know that.” He defended“She’s going to spit up on it within forty minutes of—”“Then we’ll get another one.” He placed it in the cart and moved on and I stood there for a second before following, because that was the only available option.But there were also moments, small ones — where he’d stop and hold something up and lo
~ Avelyn ~I heard the cars before I saw them.That should have been my first warning.I’d just picked Ciara up from daycare, a decision I was still adjusting to, the particular guilt of leaving a seven month old with strangers because her mother had been spending her mornings standing outside a billionaire’s gate like a woman with nothing better to do and we’d barely been home twenty minutes when I heard the sound of multiple engines pulling onto my street.I went to the window.There were three black cars parked outside my house. And emerging from them, with the kind of coordinated efficiency that suggested military training or very generous tips, were men in suits carrying roses.Not a bouquet.Roses, plural. Dozens of them. Stem after stem after stem, deep red and perfect, filling my small front path like a garden had relocated itself overnight.I stood at the window with Ciara on my hip and watched and said nothing for a long moment.Of course. Of course he did.Xander stepped ou
— Xander —She was still here.I’d told her to wait for the rain. A practical reason. Temporary. The kind of thing that meant nothing and I needed it to mean nothing, so I stepped back from the door and from her and put the appropriate distance between us and became myself again.“Wait for it to pass.” I kept my back to her. Easier that way. “Then go.” A pause. “Don’t come back to the house. Don’t send letters to the gate. Don’t stop by the office.”Silence.I had expected argument. That was Avelyn’s native language with me, push, parry, challenge. What I hadn’t expected was the quality of the silence she gave me instead. Heavy and considering.“That’s it.” Her voice was quiet. Almost to herself.“Yes.”“A week.” I could hear her moving, not toward the door, toward me. “A whole week and that’s what you give me. A list of instructions and a wait for the rain.”“It’s straightforward enough.”“It’s nothing.” The word came out with more force than the ones before it. “You know what you
~ Avelyn ~The morning of my antenatal appointment began quietly, almost deceptively so, as if the world had decided to behave for once. The driver opened the car door with careful attentiveness, the way everyone has begun to move around me lately, as though I am made of glass instead of bone and f
~Avelyn ~By the time the discharge papers were signed and the IV removed, the hospital felt less like a place of emergency and more like a place that had witnessed something fragile and decided to let it pass.Kyle handled everything.He spoke to the nurses. Collected the prescriptions. Repeated t
~ Avelyn ~The discharge from the hospital felt like stepping into a new kind of reality. Kyle had been there every step of the way, guiding me through the paperwork, the nurse instructions, the tiny but terrifying logistics of bringing a fragile life home. I clutched our daughter in my arms, wrapp
~ Avelyn ~The market smelled like citrus and salt and something fried I couldn’t name.For a second, just stepping out of the car felt illegal.Noise wrapped around me instantly. Voices layered over each other, laughter, vendors calling out prices, the shuffle of feet against pavement. It wasn’t r







