LETHU
Something was trying to kill me in my sleep.
It posed as a blurring sound repeatedly attacking my ears. I groaned, my hand patting until I found the source just on the pillow next to my head. I fought the urge to throw the phone against the wall. My fingers tapped until I hit the right button, the monster shutting the fuck up.
Another groan pulled from me, burying my head back in my pillow to close my eyes. My body was tucked so perfectly and I felt like a burrito, toasty warm. I could hear the faint rumble of thunder and the rain beating down against my window. Skipping work had never been so appealing. The devil in me whispered and advocated for the idea over and over even when we knew missing work was not an option.
The sound came again, a bloody war I tell you. I screamed at this point. Whoever set this second alarm was the devil’s spawn. I giggled because however that second alarm was set, it saved my life more than once, actually every day. The second alarm ripped the fatigue away just like that, leaving me smiling as I turned it off then I shuffled out of the cocoon of covers. There were some things I learned never to question as I grew up. Like how I would always leave my phone in the charger yet wake up with it on my pillow every morning or the second alarm I never set. I had a lot of theories but the truth was, I probably did it all in my sleep as my father had suggested when I let him know there was a ghost in my room.
I rolled over, giving Mr. Bubbles one last hug. There was just something about him and my bed that always drew me in. Sleep, lord, I loved sleep. I would always wake up satisfied, always happy. My smile grew wider, pulling the covers off to jump out. I wiggled my hips sinuously, giggling at my actions. My heart drummed with nothing but pure happiness and I was blushing, even though I couldn't explain why.
I flapped the flat sheet with this amazing scent hitting me as it always did. I gave up figuring out its source years back. But I never switched my laundry detergent nor any of the toiletries I used since I was sixteen. It was coming from somewhere and I did not want it to go away. I made the bed, rushing to the bathroom.
My tune picked up, the water pouring from the shower. I connected my phone to the house speaker with a jam coming up. Nothing would stop me from throwing my own concert of one. My toothbrush was in my hand. I sang and slid across the floor with the beat dropping. Then they wonder why I was always late for work. It was a pity they didn't know that I doubled as a rock star in the morning and a lawyer during the day.
I jumped around, rushing to rinse my toothbrush so I could sing the bridge of the song. The high note hit and I was there for it, sounding like a chicken screaming for help which left me giggling harder. I stripped off my silky sleepwear. I don’t know what prompted me to wear such a thing but all I know is that every time I went to bed, something sexy was on my body. I never questioned myself, I just did what my heart told me to.
The concert was rounding up to a crescendo in the shower as I threw everything I had out. My wits came about me some thirty minutes later. I jumped out of the shower, frantic, pulling this and that before throwing everything on my body. I wore my heels as I hobbled down the stairs, recalling the file I was supposed to read through the night but gave myself to sleep instead. I shook, exasperated with myself. I was so not getting a permanent position with the firm. I sighed. I could be more serious about life but I slacked off a lot. I did the bare minimum and Dad would be so disappointed in me if he was still here.
There was no time to eat my breakfast. I ran out of the house as if it had caught fire. There was also no time to go back into the house to grab my umbrella. The rain wasn’t that heavy anyway so I could wing it. If I missed the bus again, I could forget about the internship I'd slaved away for. I don’t know, it was disappointing now that I was actually doing the job. The thought that I would be doing that all my life depressed me. I loved being a lawyer so I don’t know why I suddenly hated working at the firm. I was one of three assistants to one of the big lawyers in the firm but looking at him, I did not want that life.
My heels clicked as I sprinted out, my hair already a mess of curls flying in all directions, with my shirt untucked and my bag barely held in hand. I turned the corner only to catch the last glimpse of the bus as it was gliding down the block. My hand came at my face, sighing.
“Shit!” I stomped my feet, getting side eyes from parents who had just put their kids on the bus. I apologized but I could not help cursing again. I quickly pulled out my phone, looking for someone I might call but it was useless. The only useful number in my phone was my Dad’s, if only he was still alive. I huffed, running my free hand through my hair. I was a disheveled mess. What kind of lawyer would I even be, always late? I needed to take life a bit more seriously than this.
'Lethu Ferraro, you need to get your shit together girl'. I talked to myself in my head, not making me feel better at all because I might have also been crazy. I groaned, looking around for a miracle but suddenly there was this sleek Range Rover turning the corner.
My heart thrummed in a nervous beat. I thought of flagging it down but I shook my head. I would just wait for the next bus, they weren't likely to give me a ride anyway. I brought my phone up again, just staring at it like the idiot I was but then, before my eyes flickered up.
The Range Rover stood idle right before me. It was such a sexy car, all sleek and straight lines. Someday I'd spoil myself with their latest model. The dark-tinted window of the passenger’s side opened and there, staring back at me was an adonis. He wore a baby blue shirt. It wasn't fully buttoned, so it beckoned my eyes to the elegant arch of his neck and the firm beginnings of his pectorals. A sexy man in a sexy car. It should have been a crime. The car surely suited him, my eyes lying on the Rolex around his wrist, and hell, I knew it wasn’t fake. I bit my inner cheek, barely functioning.
“Morning,” he greeted, polite and smooth.
That voice for crying out loud!
“Do you need a ride?”
God was clearly working overtime to make up for my stupid decisions. I needed to stop it with the hour-long showers. I blinked over and over again, almost swallowing my tongue.
There was something off about all this but such a decent and good-looking man could not do anything bad to me, right? What would he even do with me? I am just a Betty and surely he had a girlfriend way hotter than my washed-up ass.
I bit my lower lip, I was super late.
“Uhm, yes, where are you heading?” I asked, giving my brain time to come to its senses.
“City, I have a meeting at nine with the Screwz group.” The man said.
I did not even know how I was able to hold a straight face and keep my voice firm. A sharp breath nearly escaped me. The Screwz group offices were just a street from my firm so he would drop me right at the door.
It was God sent.
“Okay, thank you.”
There I was, opening the door myself. I hopped in, closing the door and that was when I noticed the two other men sitting in the back seat.
The car began moving, my heart drumming nervously. I did not want to offend anyone, so my glances never lingered on any of them for too long. Both men seemed preoccupied with their phones. I was uneasy now, and getting in the car seemed like a dumb move.
A voice was telling me to jump off but a more rational part told me to stop overreacting. I sat back, not sure if to slide the seat belt on or not. I decided against it, if anything happened, it would only hold me back.
The tension in the car grew heavy as it moved down the road. The window was rolled up, and I was startled. Damnit! I was freaking out and when the doors locked I was holding on by a hair string to my calm.
I am just overreacting, most cars lock themselves when having moved for a few minutes, right? I told myself, trying to relax but who was I kidding, I probably looked like a chicken in the rain.
Even swallowing became hard as the car drove passed familiar surroundings. I did not know why that comforted me because the trees would not jump out and help me when something happened.
“I need to take something from my colleague, it’s not far from the road.” The man broke the silence, the car already turning off the road. I gulped, nodding my head at that with familiar grounds left behind. The fear was at the neck at that point. My hand was shaking so much. It crawled to the handle slowly but surely, ready to just unlock manually and jump out any second from then. I was shaking so hard yet not trying to alarm anyone. I did not even know what the other two men were doing behind me. I felt as if they were watching me.
The car hit what seemed to be a large pothole. I was jostled with a yelp, losing all focus only to scream out as hands came over my mouth from the back. I kicked out, trying to squirm out of their hold. By the time I realized a cloth was pressed on my mouth and nose, it was too late. I had already inhaled enough.
I was petrified by the fear coursing through me. I tried fighting it, tried holding on to consciousness but it was a war I was never going to win. How could I have been so stupid?
No one would even know.
No one would even care.
No one would find me.
The moment my brain kicked back into consciousness, I knew something was wrong. Something was very wrong. By the time I became aware of the pain in my wrist, I had already been overwhelmed with panic and fear. My body felt foreign, heavy and my mind was foggy. Fighting through the fog made me feel worse. My cries echoed throughout the empty space. My heart beat so hard I thought I was having a heart attack. I felt my ankles burn harder, bound just like my wrists. My head hung low. The chair I sat on was cold. I knew I was stripped down to my underwear. Too many times I had watched such videos, women warning us all to be aware, to stay alert because sex trafficking was real and there I was, having literally thrown myself at them, opened the door and hopped in like an idiot. There was is escaping now, I thought, weeping my heart out. I kept on thinking of all the things that could go wrong. Another part of my brain was trying to figure out the best way I could leverage myself and get
“I will hunt them all. I will hunt their children and grandchildren. I will burn their filthy bloodlines from this world.” Each word was a promise of violence, his voice low and dangerous even I shuddered in his embrace. He growled it in a way even I could see it in my head. The anger was seeping from him, his chest rising up and down in shallow furious pants, sending me up and down with it since my head lay there. He chuckled, a dark chuckle that should have scared me but all I did was cling to him. Could it even be called a chuckle with how frightening it was? My eyes were closed, never getting enough of that scent. I was gulping it like cold water on a hot day. It was way better from its source. My mind was in confusion, wondering how? How had he gotten his scent on my bed all through the years? Six years? It was impossible. Who was he? What was happening? Too many questions yet I was too shaken to ask them. As of then, he was my armor, my protector. I could wear him and nothing
The doctors arrived, a team of five, filling my room. None wasted time, all sorts of equipment as they observed me through and through. I just wanted to sleep, tucked on my stranger’s side as he stroked my arm softly. Too much had happened already. I did not need more people probing and touching my body. I did not even have the energy to speak so I just turned pale by each second. I wanted everyone gone, everyone to just leave me alone except for one. There was only one person I wanted to hold me as I wept my heart out. “Miss Ferraro, I am afraid to ask but I have to. While in captive, were you sexually assaulted?” One female doctor stepped up. The words bounced in my head, and suddenly I was back in the room with the man ripping away my underwear and touching my body. I felt so dirty, shrinking into my stranger even more whilst he wrapped his arms around me. I could hear his heart drum with such force, so much so his chest could do nothing but violently shake. My head shook, not on
ELIO “Run!” The word came out as a harsh groan, the man scrambling from the floor wet with nothing but blood. The house was dark and empty, bodies littering the once-white tiles. Blood was all that coated me, dripping from the very seam of my shirt which had once been white yet as of then, bleeding itself. I shook the chain in my hand, the man running to slip and fall but he scrambled back up. I stalked after, my chest pounding hard with my head not any different. I could not even breathe, the anger having me think I would pass out. I angled it from side to side, wanting to roar out loud. The men who had hurt my belle, my flower, my Lethu were killed way too quickly. There was no regret than how easy I let them off but my only goal had been my angel, she was all that had mattered at that point. Now that she was secure, I would do anything to raise the dead so I could bring those vile men back and show them what I do to disgusting rats who cross me. The cries from the pathetic man
LETHU My head stirred, my body being swung over. My arms wrapped around what I would say were strong shoulders. My legs wrapped around a waist so instinctively as if I had done it way too many times. Warmth, such thick addictive warmth spread all around me, and I could not help but snuggle deeper. My head lay on a shoulder, feeling such warm feelings I could never explain. The person began moving with such ease. I was so secure I could barely feel the movement. I was drifting into more profound sleep than before, my heart beating with such harmony it was soul-healing. Water plopped down, echoing and pulling my mind to stir from the dreamy state it was in. As I slipped back into the world of the living, the sharp pain could suddenly be felt. My whole body was aching but one was too intense, having me moan. I wanted to twist and curl around yet where I was, there was no curling for me. My face buried deep into warm skin, growling. The moisture between my legs suddenly registered in
Elio changed the sheets and made the bed. He took out my heating pads, setting them up before mentioning for me to walk over. My body stood like a tree, dumbfounded as I watched with my brain having thrown the towel. I finally snapped into a walk, sinking into the opened cover, and snuggled in. He tucked me in as if I was his little princess which I would not mind being, honestly. I did not fail to notice the blanket added for me, not wanting me to get cold at all. He pulled out the remotes for the television, turned it on then lowered to place a kiss on my forehead.My world was spinning so fast I would faint.My father was the last person to lay his lips on my forehead before Elio yet Elio’s was way different. It had my heart just explode with such emotions, feeling the tears creep up but I swallowed them back. Butterflies flapped in my belly with such vengeance. I found myself scared because I had never felt such intense feelings pour over me. As cold as it was with the wind heard
The tray was picked up. Elio bent over my body. My head was by his armpit and I had never wanted to dig my face in an armpit so much. His t-shirt had the thread count of a t-shirt an angel would wear, so thick and definitely expensive. His scent just attacked me so rudely and left me defenseless. He sat the tray before me and took the plate of eggs with a fork. I hated eggs with a passion, smiling as he took them away before I threw up. The plate of croissants was picked up by myself, taking one and munching on it. Of course, he had not made them but they were delicious, and maybe it was because he had touched them. I nearly laughed hard at my thoughts. Imagine choking hard and knocking the tray with the food and coffee spilling. I swallowed fast, hiding the grin by taking another bite. I picked up bacon. You could never go wrong with meat when it came to me. The bacon was warm, sure he had made it. It was just in the middle of crunchy and soft like I liked it. God, he knew me too w
The dishes were cleared away. I snuggled back and finally picked up the remote to put on Netflix. I wanted to stay mad at Elio for forcing me to take my medication but I was melting away very quickly. It was drizzling out, making the setting even more amazing for me. So many movies popped out, the door opening with Elio walking in. He slipped into the bed and nearly had me giggle as he adjusted my heating pad. He removed the one at the back and turned it off before holding my body so possessively.My body was pulled into him with such ease. It took everything in me not to moan. I loved that he did not ask, he just did what he wanted with me. He adjusted the heating pad again. My pain was long forgotten, him my painkiller as I drowned in absolute bliss.I could not function for the longest time, just settling into his chest which was the most amazing thing ever in the world. His chest was hard and warm, feeling so safe, so comfortable and so adored if I dared to even say. What was this