LOGINEthan's pov
I woke up smiling.
No, scratch that grinning.
For once, the weight that had been resting on my chest was gone. Today was the day. My first day at Warner Industries. My first move towards making something that was mine, not Connor's, not my family's, not a handout.
This was going to be a good day.
I sprang out of bed and yanked the curtains wide open, drenching the room in morning sunlight like some soap opera movie montage. I caught a look in the mirror — hair flying out in every possible direction, eyes gleaming a little too hard with nerves — and just laughed out loud.
"Pull it together, Banks," I snarled at my own reflection.
I dressed in the outfit I had set out the night before — clean white shirt, black trousers, black tie. I even took out the gel and smoothed my curls back, trying to look more sophisticated, more. corporate.
But as soon as I caught sight of myself, I stopped dead in my tracks.
That wasn't me. That was a person who was too willing to fit in somewhere he hadn't even made it past the door yet.
I rinsed out the gel, dried my hair with a towel, and brushed out curls to frame my face as they did always.
"There," I said quietly. "I am not losing me due to this job."
And that was that. I marched out of my apartment, head held high, grinning like an idiot at commuters on the subway.
By the time I got to Warner Industries, I was a force to be reckoned with. The building glittered like a steel and glass fortress, inspiring and intimidating simultaneously.
Inside, I smiled at the receptionist, at the security guard, at every other individual until I was called to Madam Cheryl's office on the executive floor.
I knocked lightly, pounding heart.
"Come in!" a friendly voice beckoned.
The moment I came in, I was welcomed by the kind of smile that makes you feel instantly comfortable.
Madam Cheryl was sitting behind her desk, poised in a blue suit, pearls buttoned at her throat, silver hair wound into a glossy chignon.
"Well, would you look at that!" she said, rising to shake my hand. "Our new recruit! Ethan Banks, I presume?"
"Yes, ma'am," I answered quickly, but she waived her hand.
"Oh, none of that 'ma'am' hooey," she said, chuckling. "It's Cheryl. Madam Cheryl if you absolutely must be melodramatic about it — some of them still persist in calling me that, I am sorry to say — but just Cheryl is quite sufficient for me."
I let out a sigh of relief. "Alright. Cheryl."
"Good." She motioned me to a chair. "Now, before we get you tossed to the wolves, let me take a gander at what sort of man we've hired."
I blinked, shocked, until she laughed once more.
"I'm joking, sweetheart," she said. "Sort of. But tell me about you. What brought you here?"
Somehow, with her eyes soft and listening, I found myself talking more than I had meant to. I talked about moving to New York, about searching for the right job, about having something to prove to myself.
Ah, she said knowingly, leaning back in her chair. "So you're a fighter. Good. We need fighters around here. The ones who coast don't stay."
"I am definitely not coasting," I said with a little smile.
"No, I don't think you are," she said with a smile. "Well then, let's get you on your feet. We've got a live project in progress at the moment, and there's nothing better than the way to learn is to be put right in the thick of it."
I nodded hungrily. "I'm ready."
She winked. "That's what they all say. Come along, Mr. Banks."
As we walked along the corridors, she just went on speaking freely, asking me where I was living, whether I'd found a good coffee shop, whether I'd got lost yet on the subway.
"You look like my nephew," she said at one point. "Bright-eyed, set on something, and a little frightened beneath it all."
I laughed stiffly. "You're not far wrong.".
“Oh, you’ll be fine,” she said with a pat on my shoulder. “If you’ve got me on your side, you’ve got half the battle won already.”
I liked her. Really liked her. It felt good to have someone in my corner from the very start.
But then she opened the door to the boardroom.
And everything shifted.
There were already a couple of individuals seated at the long, shiny table. I took the only empty seat next to Cheryl, one chair left open at the head of the table.
I glanced at it momentarily, wondering whose it belonged to, when the door opened again.
And in he walked.
Aaron Warner.
My chest constricted. My breath hitched.
He was brutally dressed in a charcoal suit, crisp white shirt, black tie. He took all the air from the room.
And then he sat down. Beside me.
No even look my way.
I hated it. I hated the icy remoteness, the deliberate rejection.
But I could not help but think of it. The memories came crashing over me like a wave.
"You're mine, Banks. Your fucking mine — this body, this voice, this heart — it's all mine."
I pinched my eyes tight, attempting to shove the voice out of my head, but more memories seeped in.
*"His number keeps going to voicemail," Connor had said to me six years previously, his face tightening with frustration as I toyed with my fingernails until they bled.
I know, because I had called him a million times. No answer
"He isn't home. His mom won't tell me anything. I don't get it," Connor had said,worryetched in his features.
And that was when I had finally allowed the tears to spill, silent and burning, brushing them away on the back of my hand before anyone had a chance to notice.
"BANKS."
The mention of my last name snapped me out of my reverie.
I turned around and was met by Aaron's frustrated, gray eyes.
"I asked you to introduce yourself to the board," he said, voice silky but laced with annoyance.
I gulped. My throat closed up.
What was he doing here, anyway? Why was he in this project team?
Why couldn't he just make me believe he left?
I got up, cleared my throat.
"My name is Ethan Banks," I said, attempting to sound steady. "I'm a new employee in this fantastic facility, and I'm looking forward to working with all of you lovely individuals."
There were tense smiles around the table.
With the lone exception of Aaron.
"Sit down," he commanded me with a brusqueness, eyes scanning over me with an intensity that left me feeling as though I'd just been weighed and found wanting.
I sat quickly, thudding heart.
Slouching slightly towards Cheryl, I whispered, "Why is he here?"
She blinked at me, then smiled gently, covering it with her hand.
"Oh, darling," she whispered back. "He's heading up this team. AW? That's Aaron Warner, silly."
She laughed at my face, but my enti
re world changed.
The boardroom felt suddenly cramped, the table too close, the air too thin.
Because this was no longer a job.
This was war.
Ethan’s POVI called Connor’s number again.Right into voicemail.My thumb hovered over the screen, my heart pounding so hard in my ears that I could have sworn the sound was coming from inside my head. I tried again, like the fourth attempt would somehow magically differ from the previous three. Like the universe would finally figure I'd sufficiently panicked, sufficiently suffered, and grant me his voice.Voicemail“Fuck,” I whispered, pulling my hand through my hair.“I hadn’t known this would happen.” Except: “I hadn’t known—or how could I have known that telling the truth would cause all this: breaking bones, shredding lungs, reopening wounds that were never quite closed?” “I sat on the edge of my childhood bed, bouncing my knees, my foot tapping out its time on the floor, more like a tremor than movement.”Perhaps I should have waited.This notion scratched its way up my chest and embedded itself there. Perhaps I should have broken the news to Connor in private. perhaps I
Connor’s POV“The rage didn’t disappear all at once.”It was a fire that it ignited in itself, a fire it sustained with charcoal-like devotion even after the flames were extinguished. I paced back and forth in my apartment for close to an hour before I managed to steady my hands, before I managed to relax my jaw sufficiently so that I wasn't wincing from tooth pain. I had not felt regret. No, not exactly. But a similar sensation.I sat on the edge of the couch, in the hotel reception, elbows on my knees, I refused to book a room, something clawed at me definitely not regret but maybe guilt in the way Mandy looked at me like she was disappointed. I finally reached for my phone.Jack picked up on the second ring.“YeahA word. Flat. Guarded.“Where are you?” I asked.“Hospital“Another pause. “With Mandy“Yes“With… him?”“YesClosing my eyes, I exhaled slowly through my nose. “Which hospital?”“He told me,” he said. I nodded although he couldn’t see me. “I’m coming.”He didn't arg
Ethan’s POVI did not know how I managed to remain so idle.I'd spent the entire day staring obscenely at the wall across from where I slept, as if it might magically open up and give me some direction. My body ached as though a part of me had been hollowed out and filled with dead air. I felt as though I both felt and didn't feel at the same time. Thoughts swirled through my mind in a fractured cycle: a phrase begun, a fear glittering but not defined, until even standing up became a chore.When I finally made a move, my legs betrayed me and weakened beneath me, as if they belonged to someone else.The bathroom light was too bright. I turned on the shower without thinking, turning the knob until the water was ice cold. The cold slammed into me as soon as I stepped into it. I needed something, anything to penetrate the migraine that had taken residence behind my eyes for weeks now.The water poured down over my head, down my face, down my back. I put my hands against the tile wall an
Mandy’s POVI could hardly breathe.When I saw the blood, my body reacted on its own accord.It was more than a dislike, and it never had been. Blood had a peculiar, primal effect on me. My stomach churned, churning hard enough to make the nausea turn a spin cycle in my mind. Cold beads of sweat formed on the lower half of my back and on the back of my neck, and the palms of both of my hands were slick. My vision began to constrict, as though the walls were closing in around me. It was a phenomenon that had occurred on several occasions before, andIt was so much of it.It splattered the wall, slicked the floor, and soaked into Aaron's clothes, making it impossible for me to see the original color. My ears were ringing. The air was heavy and metallic.I had to swallow hard to prevent myself from vomiting.Connor was cornered, like an animal in the corner, puffing for air, his chest heaving, his eyes wide and unfocused, like a mad dog that had finally been dissuaded from attacking
Aaron's POVI should have seen this coming.This image weighed heavily on my mind long before any punch landed on my flesh. Inevitable and heavy, like the hand of fate catching up with me at long last, six years into my game of evasion. I didn’t know where Ethan was, but I didn’t have to. Connor’s presence told me all I needed to know.He knew.He knew Paul.He knew about all the deceits.“He knows there is a wedding, a Benson, a company, a way in which I have wrapped Ethan in half-truths and desperation, naming it love,” he said, his voice a low, monotone hum, a drumbeatHow could I blame Ethan for telling him? Ethan had sat in this house, had played the part of my fake fiancé, had grinned in photos, had tolerated whispers and persuasion and my silence. He had borne the weight of my secrets as though they were his transgressions.If anything, this—that whatever Connor had planned for me—was a shadow of what I deserved.Before the door had scarcely finished opening, the first punch ha
Mandy’s POVCheryl was smiling.This alone should have warned me.I moved closer to her with the boxes in my hand from rearranging my office earlier.She was standing in the middle of the hallway outside of her office, her head perfectly coiffed, her shoes clicking softly against the marble floor as if everything was just fine in the world. Which, given the current state of the company, the press, and the general disaster of Aaron and Ethan's engagement, was kind of insane."Morning,” I said, taking it a little slower. “What’s going on?”Her expression was like she’d been anxious to share some positive information. 'Oh, Ethan’s brother was just here.'I blinked. “What?”Cheryl adjusted the boxes in her arms. Connor— he had just left. He wanted to see Aaron,”There was relief in her face. Real relief. Like a weight had been lifted.My eyebrows furrowed so tightly they hurt. “Connor. was here?”“Yes,” she nodded. “And honestly? Thank God.”My stomach fell.Before I could pose another qu







