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Chapter 15: What I can't have

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last update Last Updated: 2025-12-13 01:36:58

Noah POV

I don’t remember walking back to my room.

One second I’m closing her door and the next I’m standing in the middle of my bedroom, my chest heaving like I ran miles with my hands shaking and Riley’s taste still on my tongue.

I want to go back.

God, I want to go back so badly I’m dizzy with it.

My knees almost give out, and I slap my palm against the wall like that can hold me together. But It doesn’t—nothing could.

I bow my head, forehead pressed to the door, my eyes squeezed shut like if I can’t see, I won’t feel.

But I do.

My whole body is vibrating with it.

With her taste.

With what I just did. What I stopped myself from doing even though every instinct I had was screaming, take her, take her, take her.

I drag a hand down my face.

I can still hear her—those broken sounds she made, the little gasp when I dropped to my knees, the way she said my name right before she came. Like she was confessing. Like she was giving me something she didn’t know how to take back.

I grip my ha
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