CHAPTER TWO
I woke in a dimly lit room, the scent of smoke and pine clinging to the air like an uninvited guest. Rough wood beams lined the ceiling, and soft golden light filtered through linen curtains. The warmth from a nearby fireplace wrapped around me like a blanket. It smelled clean. Earthy. Masculine. Like him. Memories of last night slammed into me. My heart thundered. I shot upright—and pain exploded in my shoulder and abdomen. I gasped, biting down a scream. “Careful,” said a voice beside me. I whipped my head toward the sound, nearly spraining my neck. An older woman stood there, tall, olive-skinned, with long hair braided down her back. She held a basin of water and a washcloth. Her face? Completely unreadable. “You’re safe,” she said, setting the bowl down. I narrowed my eyes. “Define safe.” A humorless smile tugged at her lips. “Alive. Warm. Not bleeding out in the forest. That’s a good start.” I threw off the blanket and swung my legs over the edge of the bed, ignoring the fire in my muscles. I looked down—bandaged legs, bare skin, a shirt that wasn’t mine. A reminder of everything. My claws nearly shredded the mattress. “Who undressed me?” “You were unconscious. Bleeding. Do you prefer infection?” she asked dryly. “I prefer consent.” Her expression didn’t change. “No one disrespected you. I’m the healer. You were safe in my hands.” I wanted to believe her. But my wolf didn’t trust anyone—not with my body. Not even with my name. “Where is he?” I hissed. “You’ll see soon enough,” she said, lifting the bowl. “Try not to tear your stitches proving how tough you are.” She left. The second the door clicked shut, I stood. Weak, shaky—but standing. My wolf howled in protest, but I pushed through the ache. The room was too tidy. Windows are large enough to escape without shattering glass. The door? Heavy. Thick. Probably locked. Trapped. My chest tightened. Then the door opened. And there he was. Alpha Kael. He filled the doorway like a shadow—tall, bare-chested, storm-gray eyes locked on me like I was a puzzle he meant to break open. Doesn’t he own a shirt? “Think you can keep me here?” I snapped, straightening. “I’m not keeping you,” he said smoothly. “I’m letting you heal.” “Same thing.” “You collapsed at my feet. Bleeding.” “And that gives you the right to strip me? Lock me up?” “You’re not locked in.” I stormed past him, yanked the door open, and glared down the hallway. Two guards stood casually at either end. “Really?” “They’re for protection. You’re a guest, not a prisoner.” “Don’t insult me. I know a gilded cage when I see one.” His jaw twitched. Just slightly. But I saw it. “I saved your life.” “I didn’t ask you to.” “You were dying.” “Then you should’ve let me die.” The words sliced through the air like a blade. I didn’t flinch. He stepped forward, slow. Controlled. Inches away. “You don’t mean that,” he murmured. “You don’t know me.” “Not yet.” His gaze flicked to my lips, then back to my eyes. I hated how my wolf stirred inside me—confused, tempted. “You don’t get to play savior,” I said. “You don’t get to wrap me in soft sheets and call it safety.” “I never said I was your savior.” “Then what do you want?” He didn’t answer right away. Instead, he turned, walking to the window. Rain dripped from his hair down the scars across his back—long, brutal reminders of battles fought. Or won. Finally, he said, “You’re not the only one fate has cursed.” I froze. “What’s that supposed to mean?” He faced me again, slower this time. “You think I wanted this bond?” he asked. “You think I chose a half-dead rogue with fire in her eyes and blood on her hands?” “Then reject me.” His jaw clenched. “You don’t know what you’re asking.” “I do,” I snapped. “This bond doesn’t make me yours.” He stepped closer again—quieter, more dangerous now. Like a predator circling prey. “You want freedom. I understand. But freedom without direction is just destruction.” My throat tightened. “I’ve been surviving alone since birth. I don’t need your help.” “And where did that get you?” he asked. I slapped him. Hard. His head turned slightly from the blow, but he didn’t retaliate. His arms stayed at his sides. Controlled. “Don’t speak to me like I’m weak,” I said, voice trembling. “You have no idea what I’ve lost.” “I know what loss tastes like,” he said calmly. “But if you keep fighting everything, you’ll lose yourself next.” I turned my back on him. My fists clenched. My breath hitched in my throat, the sting of unshed tears burning behind my eyes. But I refused to let them fall. “You don’t get to break me down just to build me in your image,” I whispered. “That’s not strength. That’s control.” Silence. Then I heard the door open. “You’ll have clothes by morning. And food. When you’re strong enough, we’ll talk again.” “I don’t want to talk.” “I wasn’t asking.” The door shut behind him. And I stood there—angry, shaking… but mostly furious at myself. Because a part of me didn’t want to leave. A part of me felt safe in his hands.The firelight flickered low in the small clearing, shadows dancing across Lucian’s sharp features. He sat opposite me, cloak draped over his shoulders, his crimson eyes glowing faintly in the dark like embers refusing to die out. For hours, he had driven me through merciless drills, and yet it wasn’t my aching body that kept me restless, it was the question clawing at me. Finally, I couldn’t hold it in anymore. “Who are you?” Lucian didn’t move at first. His hand stirred the embers with a branch, sparks rising into the night. The silence stretched until it felt like the trees themselves leaned in to hear his answer. “You already know what I am,” he said at last, his voice quiet, even. “A rogue. A man with too many ghosts.” “That’s not an answer,” I pressed. My voice was stronger than I felt. “You train me, push me to the edge, but you hide everything. Why? Why help me at all? You could’ve left me to die.” His eyes lifted from the fire and locked onto mine. For the first time, I
The forest had become my prison and my salvation. Every day, Lucian dragged me deeper into his shadows, breaking me down piece by piece only to force me to build again. The ache in my muscles was constant now, a burn that never left, but worse was the ache inside. The gnawing feeling of leaving my mate. I felt his presence through the bond, small but there. Lucian didn’t let me linger on it. “Again,” he commanded, his tone like iron. I staggered to my feet, pressing trembling palms to the earth. The light answered before I even called it, a hot pulse under my skin, begging to be unleashed. I clenched my jaw, fighting to keep it steady. “Don’t resist it,” Lucian said sharply. “Harness it. Mold it. You’re letting it control you.” “I’m trying,” I snapped, frustration crackling through me. Sweat dripped down my temple, stinging my eyes. “Every time I let it go, I see death. I don’t want to become a monster.” His crimson eyes were fixed on me, burning. “Then stop acting like
KAEL’S POVThe bond was tearing me apart. Every day felt like hell without her besides. Every search report comes back void. Every step I took, every breath I drew, I felt the hollow ache of her distance. Serena’s presence tugged at my soul like a fraying thread, pulling me toward her even as the void grew wider. My wolf clawed inside me, restless, snarling to run into the forest I shit into my wolf dashing into the forest, it been long I shifted, I climb into the mountains over seeing the ground, I have been searching day and night every trace lead of a dead end, frustrated my wolf howl into the distance, I have to go back to my pack I have been out for long, I promise myself I will surely find her, even if it the last thing I do. I will bring her back.I got to my pack heading to my office to do some paperwork, and one of my guards approached me. “The council is requesting your presence in the meeting room.” He said timidly. I waved him off. The beast in me had no patience for pol
Lucian didn’t believe in gentle beginnings. “Again,” he ordered, his voice cutting through the forest clearing like steel. My chest heaved, sweat slicking my temples as I crouched low. My fingers dug into the dirt, power humming just beneath my skin like a storm waiting to break. Every nerve screamed for rest, but Lucian’s crimson eyes burned into me, daring me to falter. “I can’t,” I muttered, my voice hoarse. “You can,” he said, tone sharp but calm. “You’re afraid of your strength, not of your limits. There’s a difference.” The words stung, mostly because they were true. Each time the light surged through me, I saw men falling, their flesh burning, their screams echoing in my head. That wasn’t a strength. That was destruction. Lucian paced around me like a predator circling prey. His cloak dragged softly against the earth, his presence impossible to ignore. “Your power feeds on hesitation. Doubt makes it wild. If you want to survive, if you want to control it” He stopped sudde
“Close your eyes.” I crossed my arms. “What is this, some kind of meditation trick?” Lucian’s gaze hardened. “Close them, or I’ll close them for you.” Growling under my breath, I obeyed. “Now breathe,” he said. “Slow. Even. Feel the air in your lungs. Hold it. Release it. Again.” It sounded ridiculous. I was the girl who’d burned soldiers alive, who was whispered about as cursed. And here I was, sitting in the dirt, breathing like a child learning patience. But as I drew in the air, something shifted. Beneath my skin, the wild storm stirred, restless, hungry. The more I focused on each breath, the more I felt it pushing back, testing the walls I was trying to build around it. My hands trembled, faint sparks lighting my fingertips.“Good,” Lucian murmured, close enough that his presence grounded me. “Don’t fight it. Let it rise, but keep it in your grasp. Like holding a blade by the hilt instead of the edge.” I clenched my fists tighter. The heat threatened to spill over, to swa
Lucian released me, stepping back with that same infuriating calm. “Better. But barely. If you keep letting it spill uncontrolled, you’ll burn yourself alive before anyone else kills you.”I looked up at him, anger rising again. “Why do you care?”For a moment, silence stretched between us. His expression gave nothing away, only the steady glint of gold in his eyes.Finally, he said, “Because if you die now, the prophecy dies with you. And I don’t waste potential when I see one.”Prophecy. The word coiled around me like a snare. I wanted to demand answers, to claw them from him if I had to. But my body sagged with exhaustion, and he only straightened, turning back into the shadows.“We start again tomorrow,” Lucian said over his shoulder. “And next time, curse girl, try not almost to kill yourself.”I wanted to snarl, to tell him I wasn’t his student. But the truth dug sharp inside me. For the first time since the prison, someone hadn’t called me a monster in fear, he’d called me a we