Morning light flickered through the curtains—uninvited, blinding.
I sat at the edge of the bed, body sore, but the pain had dulled. “I must’ve fallen asleep,” I muttered, pushing up and heading to the bathroom. One glance in the mirror made my stomach twist—pale, disheveled, hollow-eyed. I stepped into the shower, letting the water scorch my skin. But no matter how hard I scrubbed, I couldn’t wash away their faces. My brother’s cold voice. My sister’s emotionless stare. The betrayal. The weight of it clawed at me. I wasn’t raised with love—not from them, not from my father either. To them, I was a mistake. A stain. A curse. Only my mother had ever shown me kindness. And even that vanished when I turned ten. She changed overnight. The warmth in her eyes turned to ash. One day she told me I was powerful. The next, she said she regretted birthing me. I wrapped the towel around me, trembling. Why? I dressed in the same sweatshirt I’d woken up in. The walls felt closer now, suffocating. I needed out. The hallway was silent. Paintings lined the walls—landscapes, wolves, warriors. Beautiful. Intimidating. A life I didn’t belong in. I wandered until the corridor curved into a wider hall. One door stood slightly ajar. Curiosity won. A library. Shelves stretched to the ceiling, heavy with ancient tomes. The scent of old books and pine lingered like memory. The fireplace was cold, but something about the room was alive. Drawn by instinct, I moved toward a mahogany desk in the corner. Dust. Scattered papers. And one worn journal, left open. I hesitated—then grabbed it. One sentence caught my eye: “Serena was born under blood and suspicion… just like her mother.” My grip tightened. I sat down and turned the page. Flashback “You must never speak of it,” my mother whispered, tucking me in. Her hands trembled. Her voice didn’t. “Of what?” I asked, barely ten, already broken. “The night you were born. The things they say. The lies they believed.” “What lies?” “That you were cursed.” I blinked through tears. She wiped them gently, kissed my forehead, and whispered, “You’re not cursed, my little diamond. You’re powerful. That’s why they fear you.” I remembered that night clearly. The way she shook. The fear in her eyes. And then, the shift. The day she turned cold. Called me cursed. Rejected me like the rest of them. I flipped the page. “The elder council fears the prophecy. A she-wolf born beneath a crimson moon will bring fire to her bloodline, purging it of rot.” My breath caught. The moon was red the night I was born. My heart pounded in my chest. They didn’t plan to raise me. They planned to erase me. A growl rose in my throat, bitter and raw. I clutched the journal, fury simmering beneath my skin— Then the door creaked. I spun, claws ready. Kael. Of course. He stepped inside, his gaze locked on mine. “You’re not supposed to be in here.” I held up the journal. “Maybe you shouldn’t leave your secrets lying around.” He frowned. “That book’s not mine.” I blinked. “What?” He took it carefully, eyes scanning the page. “This is from the old pack archives… I didn’t know it was here.” “So you didn’t know about me?” His gaze lifted slowly. “No. But I’m starting to understand.” I stepped back. “Understand what?” “That you’re not just a banished she-wolf.” His voice was low. “You were betrayed long before your exile.” I laughed bitterly. “Congratulations, Alpha. You figured it out.” He stepped closer, cautious. “Serena, there’s more to this than you know. Prophecies like this don’t end quietly. They explode.” “I’m not a prophecy,” I snapped. “I’m just a girl who lost everything.” “No,” he said. “You’re a girl who was taken from everything.” Silence stretched between us, thick and heavy. His eyes flicked to my lips again. And I hated that I didn’t hate it. My wolf stirred. Confused. Drawn. I didn’t know what to do with him. I wasn’t ready to trust. But I wasn’t ready to run either. “You can’t fix this,” I said. “Whatever you think you’re doing—it won’t make it okay.” “I know,” he said. “But I can give you something your pack never did.” I stared. “What? More lies?” He leaned in, his voice a whisper of fire and smoke. “The truth.” My breath caught. “Then start talking.” He didn’t blink. “Tomorrow night. Full moon. I’ll take you to someone who knows what happened the night you were born.” “Why wait?” “Because…” he backed away, eyes unreadable. “Some truths are too dangerous to speak in daylight.” And just like that, he was gone. I stood alone in the library, the journal burning in my hands. My chest was heavy. My mind was racing. My world, once already shattered, now stood on the edge of something much bigger. They feared the prophecy. They feared me. And now, for the first time, I wasn’t sure if I feared myself too. Tomorrow, everything could change.The firelight flickered low in the small clearing, shadows dancing across Lucian’s sharp features. He sat opposite me, cloak draped over his shoulders, his crimson eyes glowing faintly in the dark like embers refusing to die out. For hours, he had driven me through merciless drills, and yet it wasn’t my aching body that kept me restless, it was the question clawing at me. Finally, I couldn’t hold it in anymore. “Who are you?” Lucian didn’t move at first. His hand stirred the embers with a branch, sparks rising into the night. The silence stretched until it felt like the trees themselves leaned in to hear his answer. “You already know what I am,” he said at last, his voice quiet, even. “A rogue. A man with too many ghosts.” “That’s not an answer,” I pressed. My voice was stronger than I felt. “You train me, push me to the edge, but you hide everything. Why? Why help me at all? You could’ve left me to die.” His eyes lifted from the fire and locked onto mine. For the first time, I
The forest had become my prison and my salvation. Every day, Lucian dragged me deeper into his shadows, breaking me down piece by piece only to force me to build again. The ache in my muscles was constant now, a burn that never left, but worse was the ache inside. The gnawing feeling of leaving my mate. I felt his presence through the bond, small but there. Lucian didn’t let me linger on it. “Again,” he commanded, his tone like iron. I staggered to my feet, pressing trembling palms to the earth. The light answered before I even called it, a hot pulse under my skin, begging to be unleashed. I clenched my jaw, fighting to keep it steady. “Don’t resist it,” Lucian said sharply. “Harness it. Mold it. You’re letting it control you.” “I’m trying,” I snapped, frustration crackling through me. Sweat dripped down my temple, stinging my eyes. “Every time I let it go, I see death. I don’t want to become a monster.” His crimson eyes were fixed on me, burning. “Then stop acting like
KAEL’S POVThe bond was tearing me apart. Every day felt like hell without her besides. Every search report comes back void. Every step I took, every breath I drew, I felt the hollow ache of her distance. Serena’s presence tugged at my soul like a fraying thread, pulling me toward her even as the void grew wider. My wolf clawed inside me, restless, snarling to run into the forest I shit into my wolf dashing into the forest, it been long I shifted, I climb into the mountains over seeing the ground, I have been searching day and night every trace lead of a dead end, frustrated my wolf howl into the distance, I have to go back to my pack I have been out for long, I promise myself I will surely find her, even if it the last thing I do. I will bring her back.I got to my pack heading to my office to do some paperwork, and one of my guards approached me. “The council is requesting your presence in the meeting room.” He said timidly. I waved him off. The beast in me had no patience for pol
Lucian didn’t believe in gentle beginnings. “Again,” he ordered, his voice cutting through the forest clearing like steel. My chest heaved, sweat slicking my temples as I crouched low. My fingers dug into the dirt, power humming just beneath my skin like a storm waiting to break. Every nerve screamed for rest, but Lucian’s crimson eyes burned into me, daring me to falter. “I can’t,” I muttered, my voice hoarse. “You can,” he said, tone sharp but calm. “You’re afraid of your strength, not of your limits. There’s a difference.” The words stung, mostly because they were true. Each time the light surged through me, I saw men falling, their flesh burning, their screams echoing in my head. That wasn’t a strength. That was destruction. Lucian paced around me like a predator circling prey. His cloak dragged softly against the earth, his presence impossible to ignore. “Your power feeds on hesitation. Doubt makes it wild. If you want to survive, if you want to control it” He stopped sudde
“Close your eyes.” I crossed my arms. “What is this, some kind of meditation trick?” Lucian’s gaze hardened. “Close them, or I’ll close them for you.” Growling under my breath, I obeyed. “Now breathe,” he said. “Slow. Even. Feel the air in your lungs. Hold it. Release it. Again.” It sounded ridiculous. I was the girl who’d burned soldiers alive, who was whispered about as cursed. And here I was, sitting in the dirt, breathing like a child learning patience. But as I drew in the air, something shifted. Beneath my skin, the wild storm stirred, restless, hungry. The more I focused on each breath, the more I felt it pushing back, testing the walls I was trying to build around it. My hands trembled, faint sparks lighting my fingertips.“Good,” Lucian murmured, close enough that his presence grounded me. “Don’t fight it. Let it rise, but keep it in your grasp. Like holding a blade by the hilt instead of the edge.” I clenched my fists tighter. The heat threatened to spill over, to swa
Lucian released me, stepping back with that same infuriating calm. “Better. But barely. If you keep letting it spill uncontrolled, you’ll burn yourself alive before anyone else kills you.”I looked up at him, anger rising again. “Why do you care?”For a moment, silence stretched between us. His expression gave nothing away, only the steady glint of gold in his eyes.Finally, he said, “Because if you die now, the prophecy dies with you. And I don’t waste potential when I see one.”Prophecy. The word coiled around me like a snare. I wanted to demand answers, to claw them from him if I had to. But my body sagged with exhaustion, and he only straightened, turning back into the shadows.“We start again tomorrow,” Lucian said over his shoulder. “And next time, curse girl, try not almost to kill yourself.”I wanted to snarl, to tell him I wasn’t his student. But the truth dug sharp inside me. For the first time since the prison, someone hadn’t called me a monster in fear, he’d called me a we