LYRA
The first thing I noticed was his smell — pine, cold night air, and something metal and wild in the back of my throat. It was the smell of my defeat. It was his. "Behold, little wolf. Shadowfen will be your new home. It's nothing like the ruins of the place you lost." He bent forward and whispered very softly, just to me, against my ear. I did not look at him. I maintained my stare on the dark fortress before us. "A prison is a prison no matter what you call it. And I am not your 'little wolf.'" He emitted a harsh, humorless laugh and spurred his big horse closer until his leg brushed mine. Heat scorched me, painful and unwelcome. "Oh, but you are. You just don't know it yet. You carry the scent of my victory on you now. And it intoxicates." His eyes were heavy, crawling over me like a rough caress. I flinched, my skin warming where his gaze lingered. "You're a monster." "I am an Alpha. And you are my prize. Learn the difference. It will make your life here much easier." The courtyard rang with the howls of wolves and screeching metal, and before I was able to get my footing on the cobblestones, a guard yanked me off the horse, his expression twisting in a grimace as pain cut through my shoulder. "Move it. The Alpha has quarters prepared for you." The guard's grip dug into my aching arm, but Kael's tone sliced through the noise, icy and commanding. "Easy, Torvin. I told you to keep her contained, not hurt. Her room has a good view, and it would be a pity if she were too bruised to appreciate it." The guard's grip loosened at once, fear in his eyes, as he led me through cold stone corridors to a solid oak door which creaked open and crashed behind me with a loud bang, the lock snapping into place andI was alone. I grasped the handle, pulling until my arm throbbed, but it would not move. I searched the room… a travesty of luxury with silk sheets, fire blazing in the hearth, and a silver platter full of fruit. Then I saw the window, its glass covered by thick iron bars that framed only a sliver of twilight. “A cage is always a cage," I breathed into the quiet, my voice shaking with rage burning hot inside me. Later there was a gentle tap, then a turning of a key. A girl around my age or so entered, carrying a tray of food and a basin of steaming water. She looked down, little and timid. "The Alpha said you must eat and tend your wounds." Her tone was soft, barely above a whisper. I turned on her, fury aimed at someone else. "Did he? Does he tell you to breathe too? I want nothing that comes from his hands.” I snarled in rage and ripped the tray out of her hands. It crashed to the stone floor, food flying everywhere, water splashing on the hearth. The girl flinched but did not shift. She only looked at the mess, her body shaking. "Get out! Tell your Alpha his prisoner would rather die!” She looked up, and I realized the fear in her eyes wasn't for me… it was because of me. "Please, miss. Please, no. You have to eat. You have to let me fix that cut on your arm." "I said no. This has nothing to do with you." Her voice fell to a whisper. "It matters to me. He instructed me to ensure that you are cared for. If he returns and finds you still injured or famished. He will be displeased. With me." I froze as the meaning landed, ill and cold. "He would punish you? For my actions? For my defiance? She didn't answer, gave only a quick, shaking head nod and quickly set about cleaning up the mess. Her hands shook so hard she fumbled and dropped a bit of bread twice. "He is strict. But he is fair. He protects his own. It is my duty to care for what is the Alpha's. Please… let me do my duty." She set a slice of bread and a glass of water on the table and then hurried off. The lock clicked, trapping me with her words. What is the Alpha's. I scowled at the bread, my stomach twisted. Fair. The word resounded in my mind like a sick joke. Time dragged. I paced the room from end to end, ignoring the gnaw of hunger in my stomach, holding only rage. Then the lock turned again. This time the air disappeared. Kael stood in the doorway, his presence heavy and stifling. His gray eyes scanned the room, resting on the untouched food before settling on me. Something dark danced in their depths. "Starving won't do you any good," he said to me. "And it makes you look weak." I spat in his face. "I'd rather die than take anything from you. I'd rather die here than be your possession." He came into the room in long, predatory strides, covering the space between us. He arrived at the table, his back to me, calm and commanding. "That is what you do not understand, little wolf. Your life and death are no longer yours to determine. They are mine." He turned, holding a piece of bread between his fingers. He approached me, and that vile pull I hated made it hard to breathe. He extended the bread. "Eat." My jaw was clenched. "No." His face stiffened. The silence that followed was heavier than screaming. His rage was so fierce I could feel it against my skin. "That wasn't a request." He closed the distance in a blink. His other hand came up, not to hit, but to wrap around my jaw in a feigned coarseness. His thumb brushed over my cheek like a caress, but his hold was unyielding, forcing me to look up into his eyes. We were barely inches apart. I could sense the heat of his skin, smell the pine and night air on his body. My heart raced, trapped in my chest. He forced the bread against my lips but I clenched my teeth, a tear cutting through the grime on my cheek. I fought but it was useless… he didn't move. A tense, wordless struggle hung there between our faces as his eyes flashed into mine with possession, cruelty, and something that had nothing to do with hunger. His voice dropped to a whisper, his breath against my lips and giving me an uncomfortable shiver of heat. "Open your mouth, Lyra. Eat."LYRAMy bedroom is silent in a manner that's louder than the slamming door. It's screaming in my ears, a shrieking echo of what has just happened… of what I let him do, what I did. I'm leaning against the rough wood, my breath coming in irregular, ragged gasps, and my fingers are at my mouth. They're burning. Actually burning, like his mouth branded me. I can still taste him… pine, night, and something dark and sweet, something that's just Kael… and it's everywhere, sunk into me. I scrub at my mouth with the back of my hand, hard, until the skin burns, but it doesn't help. The heat just spreads, down my throat, into my chest, a slow, throbbing ache that feels like betrayal."It meant nothing," I whisper to the vacant room, my voice low, the words a lie even to my own ears. "Just a strategy. Another means of breaking me."But my body does not care. It's vibrating, alive, remembering the implacable wall of his chest under my hands, the bruising but possessive manner in which his hands g
KAELThe door shuts behind her and the atmosphere in my chambers shifts. It grows thicker, charged. I feel her before I even turn… a pull in my blood, a wild, angry strength that is just… Lyra. She's standing there, and I can feel her silver eyes on my back, tracing the scars there, each one a story, a failure, a lesson. I let her look. I let the silence between us grow, a test, the first of many tonight. She's the one who breaks it, of course she is… her voice flat and firm, a shield she thinks can protect her."You wanted to see me?"I turn slowly, making sure she gets a good view of everything that I am, the firelight traveling over old scars and spare muscle. I want her to see the man, not the Alpha… real flesh and blood. In my hand, I hold the dagger, the obsidian wolf carved into the hilt, the steel catching what little light there is. It's a part of my will, my history. I hold it out to her, hilt forward… an offer, an appeal, a confession maybe, a death wish maybe. I don't know
LYRAThe noise in this hall is too loud, and it’s taking away my breath… more like choking me. Even the bowl of stew in front of me now looks like a grey mush, another remainder that I don’t belong here, another part of this cage, another thing I’m supposed to be grateful for, another reminder that I’m here and my father is dust. I keep my head down trying not to make an eye contact with anyone, my shoulders are tight but still every looks feels overwhelming, every whispers feels like I’m being judge, and I just want to scream, to flip this whole table and watch there feast burn.Then Fenris appears, all snarl and heave, and he walks by like a boss, and his shoulder bumps into mine. It was quite obvious that it was on purpose but I stand my ground, I refuse to let him have the pleasure of seeing me upset, I just grip the edge of the table so tightly that my knuckles turn white."Heh," he mutters, in a dark and nasty tone, and he pretends to trip and spills his mug, that the whole sc
KAELSilence is a weapon, and it's cutting sharper than any knife right now. This room's fire crackles, but loudest of all is her… the sound of her anger, the heat of her skin under my hand, the taste of her hatred and something more, something that's just… her. It's ringing in my head, tugging at me when I can least afford it. Not with Roric standing there, smelling of impatience and old leather.He slams a red marker on the map. “The scouts are back. Silvermane’s testing our borders. They’re getting bold.”I don’t look at the marker. I’m stuck on the memory of her jawline… the sharp angle of it, how it felt like fine steel under my thumb. “Expected. Silvermane’s just the claws. Not the brain.”“It’s Isolde’s doing,” Roric grunts, his voice like grinding stones. “She’s using them to see if you’re distracted. If we’re weak from Ravengarde.”Distracted. The word strikes me like a blow because it's true. She's in my mind when I close my eyes… silver eyes flashing on a face streaked with
LYRA My lips still burned as I sat on the edge of the bed, my fingers tracing the swollen outline where his mouth had claimed mine. It wasn’t a kiss, it was a brand. His words played in my head like poison, repeating: every escape attempt, every act of defiance, every time you forget your place — it will end like this. I swallowed hard. He meant to break me, to show who I belonged to, but it felt less like a warning and more like a dark promise. He called me “little wolf.” I was trapped, but not tamed. Not yet. The emptiness inside me was not surrender.The heavy oak door creaked open, snapping me from my thoughts. I flinched, bracing for him, but it was only the servant girl. She kept her eyes down, her nervousness clear, carrying a silver tray with clean linens, a wool dress, and a bowl of steaming water.She walked to the bed without speaking, her steps careful, never meeting my eyes.My voice was rough, nothing like my earlier screams. “You… you came back. I didn’t expect it.”S
LYRAHis promise was a poison running through my blood. “Each rebellious throb you provide. I will relish. Each and every one of them. Until you break.” The words coiled around my pain, a fatal whisper that drove me to pace inside the golden cage. Break? He thought I would break? He'd taken my father, my home, my future. He would not take my soul. He would not relish anything but my dagger in his chest. I swore it on my father's grave.I was standing at the bar window, the moonlit courtyard tease. Freedom burned my soul. He would be looking forward to tears. He would be looking forward to cowering. He would not expect me to fight back so soon."Every pulse of my heart…" I breathed into silence, my voice raw. "You want them? Come and take them, you beast son of a bitch. But I promise you, the last one will be yours."Early the next morning, there was a creak on the door. It was the same servant-maid who entered, head lowered, full of that same unspoken fear I was learning to know. This