KAEL
Silence is a weapon, and it's cutting sharper than any knife right now. This room's fire crackles, but loudest of all is her… the sound of her anger, the heat of her skin under my hand, the taste of her hatred and something more, something that's just… her. It's ringing in my head, tugging at me when I can least afford it. Not with Roric standing there, smelling of impatience and old leather. He slams a red marker on the map. “The scouts are back. Silvermane’s testing our borders. They’re getting bold.” I don’t look at the marker. I’m stuck on the memory of her jawline… the sharp angle of it, how it felt like fine steel under my thumb. “Expected. Silvermane’s just the claws. Not the brain.” “It’s Isolde’s doing,” Roric grunts, his voice like grinding stones. “She’s using them to see if you’re distracted. If we’re weak from Ravengarde.” Distracted. The word strikes me like a blow because it's true. She's in my mind when I close my eyes… silver eyes flashing on a face streaked with ashes, a kingdom’s worth of defiance in one single look. "Let them look," I mutter, my voice low, a growl I'm scarcely holding in. Roric slams his fist onto the table and the room seems to shake. "We should annihilate them. Now. A killing blow. Show them our power." He doesn't notice the depths… only the immediate threat. "And waste blood on her guard dogs? That's what she's counting on, Roric. Isolde wants us tired, injured, looking the wrong way." I turn from the map and pin him with a look. "Let them believe we're distracted. By the girl. By the… spoils of war. Let them believe I'm a king gone soft." He scoffs, weighed down with contempt. "The girl is a distraction. She's a liability. If they see how much attention she draws… " Something in me snaps… a possessive cord pulled tight. "She is not a liability." The words are quiet and deadly. "She is the bait. And if you call her a figure of destruction again, Commander, you'll be cleaning latrines for a year." Roric doesn't so much as blink, stubborn as ever. "Forgive my lack of poetry, Alpha" he says. "But I do not see the sense in keeping a viper caged so close to the throne." “Isolde required her dead for a purpose," I say, sitting forward as the plan unfolds in my head like smoke. "A purpose deeper than politics. Lyra is the rightful heir. So long as she lives in my keep, Isolde's claim is a sham. The eastern lords, the old blood… they look to Lyra. She's the key to legitimacy Isolde will never have." He's listening now, listening intently. "So you believe Isolde will come here at risk? For her?" “Desperation," I repeat, relishing the word like victory. "It's all tyrants understand. We look weak, we taunt her, and when she comes at us with everything she has… thinking she's killing a careless king and his troublesome prisoner… we annihilate her. Piece by piece. Lyra is the pressure point. She baits the real enemy.” "And in the meantime?" Roric asks, folding his arms. "We give her a nice cell and hope she doesn't slit our throats in the middle of the night?" My lips form a chilly smile. "Nice? No. That undermines the trap." The plan is whole now… cold and tactical. "We keep her close. We keep her on her guard. Always." I lean across the map, my voice dropping so that he alone can hear. "I need her to feel the walls closing in, Roric. Gradually. Let the pack complain. Let them show their disdain. It wears on her. Makes her cling to what appears like certainty." "Details," he says, the pragmatist always. “Her meals arrive cold. Not rotten… just unappealing. Guards ‘accidentally’ brush past her in the halls… a shove, a reminder she doesn’t belong here. She asks for something? Deny it. Let her ask twice. On the third ask, give it like you’re doing her a favor… like she owes us.” “Why the theatrics?” he asks, frustration biting his voice. “Why not just isolate her?” “Isolation breeds determination," I say to him, the sour reality leaking out. "This… steady, low-level irritation? It wears someone down. I need her worn down enough that she'll go looking for someone to hang onto. And the only anchor in this entire damned keep is me." Roric looks at me, eyes that have seen too much. He's known me too well. "You say you need her desperate to trust you. I've seen her blaze. Is all of this strategy, Kael? Or is the desperation… yours?" My back stiffens, rigid. He's overstepped. "Do not dare to read my intent, Commander. My intent is the safety of the pack. The downfall of our enemy. Nothing more." "With respect," he says… and for a change he actually means it, the bastard… "she's a sharp weapon. Keeping her close is dangerous. Know the difference between a pawn and a partner." She is mine. The need hits so naked and stark I grit my teeth to keep it from roaring out. "She will be exactly what I need her to be. Her defiance is merely misplaced energy. When she finally knows the truth, it will be of worth to me. Until then, it is of worth to the plan." "You've never been this subtle," Roric responds, the words more accusation than observation. "You prefer a cleaner weight." "This is not an ordinary enemy. And she…" I break off, her face searing in my brain, the taste of her lips a brand… desecrating and promising simultaneously. "She's not an ordinary subject. She's too smart for simple lies. She must be convinced. With real fear from outside, and unwilling, conflicted protection from within. From me." I stand straight, the Alpha giving the last order. "The objective is discomfort, Roric. Not harm. If a guard harms her, they face me. Personally. She should never need to fear for her life within my walls… only her comfort, her sanity, her future. If she is secure here, she'll come to… relish it in time." “Understood," he repeats, his voice without inflection. "The subtle knife. Not the bludgeon. We make her an outcast, push her to the only one who lays claim to her." "Precisely." I turn my attention away from him and to the screaming map. "I require her to be distracted. I require her to be questioning all of Ravengarde, questioning me. Ensure that the Silvermane reports make their way into the mouths which speak to her. I need her to know the threat of the outside world coming in, to view this keep… my keep… as the only frail sanctuary she has left." Roric nods once, short and curt. "It's a dangerous game, Kael. Depending on an angry, unstable prisoner." "It's the only game," I say to him, not looking at him. "Now go." The door closes behind him, firm and final. I'm alone again with the fire and her memory. The plan is flawless, a web of pressure and manipulation so exquisite it deserves admiration. So why is my chest tight? Why does the vision of her spitting on my boots feel more substantial than all the carefully selected words I've just spoken to my best friend? She’s under my skin, that little wolf. And the worst part… the part I’ll never admit to Roric… is that some part of me, the part that isn’t Alpha but just a man, is starting to enjoy the ache.LYRAMy bedroom is silent in a manner that's louder than the slamming door. It's screaming in my ears, a shrieking echo of what has just happened… of what I let him do, what I did. I'm leaning against the rough wood, my breath coming in irregular, ragged gasps, and my fingers are at my mouth. They're burning. Actually burning, like his mouth branded me. I can still taste him… pine, night, and something dark and sweet, something that's just Kael… and it's everywhere, sunk into me. I scrub at my mouth with the back of my hand, hard, until the skin burns, but it doesn't help. The heat just spreads, down my throat, into my chest, a slow, throbbing ache that feels like betrayal."It meant nothing," I whisper to the vacant room, my voice low, the words a lie even to my own ears. "Just a strategy. Another means of breaking me."But my body does not care. It's vibrating, alive, remembering the implacable wall of his chest under my hands, the bruising but possessive manner in which his hands g
KAELThe door shuts behind her and the atmosphere in my chambers shifts. It grows thicker, charged. I feel her before I even turn… a pull in my blood, a wild, angry strength that is just… Lyra. She's standing there, and I can feel her silver eyes on my back, tracing the scars there, each one a story, a failure, a lesson. I let her look. I let the silence between us grow, a test, the first of many tonight. She's the one who breaks it, of course she is… her voice flat and firm, a shield she thinks can protect her."You wanted to see me?"I turn slowly, making sure she gets a good view of everything that I am, the firelight traveling over old scars and spare muscle. I want her to see the man, not the Alpha… real flesh and blood. In my hand, I hold the dagger, the obsidian wolf carved into the hilt, the steel catching what little light there is. It's a part of my will, my history. I hold it out to her, hilt forward… an offer, an appeal, a confession maybe, a death wish maybe. I don't know
LYRAThe noise in this hall is too loud, and it’s taking away my breath… more like choking me. Even the bowl of stew in front of me now looks like a grey mush, another remainder that I don’t belong here, another part of this cage, another thing I’m supposed to be grateful for, another reminder that I’m here and my father is dust. I keep my head down trying not to make an eye contact with anyone, my shoulders are tight but still every looks feels overwhelming, every whispers feels like I’m being judge, and I just want to scream, to flip this whole table and watch there feast burn.Then Fenris appears, all snarl and heave, and he walks by like a boss, and his shoulder bumps into mine. It was quite obvious that it was on purpose but I stand my ground, I refuse to let him have the pleasure of seeing me upset, I just grip the edge of the table so tightly that my knuckles turn white."Heh," he mutters, in a dark and nasty tone, and he pretends to trip and spills his mug, that the whole sc
KAELSilence is a weapon, and it's cutting sharper than any knife right now. This room's fire crackles, but loudest of all is her… the sound of her anger, the heat of her skin under my hand, the taste of her hatred and something more, something that's just… her. It's ringing in my head, tugging at me when I can least afford it. Not with Roric standing there, smelling of impatience and old leather.He slams a red marker on the map. “The scouts are back. Silvermane’s testing our borders. They’re getting bold.”I don’t look at the marker. I’m stuck on the memory of her jawline… the sharp angle of it, how it felt like fine steel under my thumb. “Expected. Silvermane’s just the claws. Not the brain.”“It’s Isolde’s doing,” Roric grunts, his voice like grinding stones. “She’s using them to see if you’re distracted. If we’re weak from Ravengarde.”Distracted. The word strikes me like a blow because it's true. She's in my mind when I close my eyes… silver eyes flashing on a face streaked with
LYRA My lips still burned as I sat on the edge of the bed, my fingers tracing the swollen outline where his mouth had claimed mine. It wasn’t a kiss, it was a brand. His words played in my head like poison, repeating: every escape attempt, every act of defiance, every time you forget your place — it will end like this. I swallowed hard. He meant to break me, to show who I belonged to, but it felt less like a warning and more like a dark promise. He called me “little wolf.” I was trapped, but not tamed. Not yet. The emptiness inside me was not surrender.The heavy oak door creaked open, snapping me from my thoughts. I flinched, bracing for him, but it was only the servant girl. She kept her eyes down, her nervousness clear, carrying a silver tray with clean linens, a wool dress, and a bowl of steaming water.She walked to the bed without speaking, her steps careful, never meeting my eyes.My voice was rough, nothing like my earlier screams. “You… you came back. I didn’t expect it.”S
LYRAHis promise was a poison running through my blood. “Each rebellious throb you provide. I will relish. Each and every one of them. Until you break.” The words coiled around my pain, a fatal whisper that drove me to pace inside the golden cage. Break? He thought I would break? He'd taken my father, my home, my future. He would not take my soul. He would not relish anything but my dagger in his chest. I swore it on my father's grave.I was standing at the bar window, the moonlit courtyard tease. Freedom burned my soul. He would be looking forward to tears. He would be looking forward to cowering. He would not expect me to fight back so soon."Every pulse of my heart…" I breathed into silence, my voice raw. "You want them? Come and take them, you beast son of a bitch. But I promise you, the last one will be yours."Early the next morning, there was a creak on the door. It was the same servant-maid who entered, head lowered, full of that same unspoken fear I was learning to know. This