The walk to the birthday banquet was quite far. The ceremonial hall was on the other side of the pack close to the busy areas, and the house I stay in was near the outskirt of the pack.
*murmur*
*murmur*
As I near the banquet, I sense the glances around me outside, along with their whispers. I can already imagine how worse the stares would be once I step inside.
And indeed, the stares of the pack members literally pierce every part of my face and body. The moment I stepped in, the chatters had suddenly ceased and all eyes snapped in my way.
Even without meeting any gaze, I understand the unspoken question lingering in the air.
‘What is she doing here?’ Their eyes all seem to convey the same words.
I unconsciously gulp at the attention. Perhaps feeling some sort of challenge from their gaze, my back straightened up and my gaze remain forward with bolder steps towards Jared and my family in front of the moon goddess statue.
‘’I heard Miss Sienna pleaded the Alpha to invite the Luna.’’
‘’They’re twin sisters after all.’’’
‘’What sister kills her other sister out of jealousy?’’
‘’Hmph! The Luna is sure lucky to have kind sister like Miss Sienna.’’
‘’Miss Sienna is truly kind.’’
From the surrounding whispers along, I denoted that Jared must have listened to my twin sister, Sienna. Or else, I wouldn’t be finding myself here just like the past.
‘He must really like her.’ I thought sadly as I climbed the small set of stairs and stand before Jared and my family.
‘’Selena!’’ A pale Sienna happily greets me from the wheelchair with my elder brother glaring behind her.
‘’....Sienna.’’ I hesitantly nod, opposite her enthusiasm.
‘You still look beautiful...as always.’ I observe my twin sister’s sick countenance. It has been a long time since I last saw her, and even though she appeared thinner than before, her beauty still shone radiantly.
Blonde hair that seemed to glow like gold, and oceanic blue eyes that sparkled like the jewel sapphire under the lights.
According to my parents, Sienna must have inherited the blonde hair from our lineage because none of them had blonde hair that shined like hers. My mum had dirty blonde hair, while I and my brother had brown hair like our father’s.
‘’I wish I can hug you, but my legs....I’ve been on the bed for two years so forgive me, little sis.’’ Sienna laughs lightly, but I couldn’t match her happiness and just remain silent.
‘’Your sister is speaking to you, Selena.’’ Simone calls out on my attitude, but I straightly ignore him and shifts my gaze to Jared on the side.
‘’I’m here.’’
Right now, I wasn’t in the mood to please anyone, especially not my family. Perhaps, tomorrow I would regret my actions and later apologize, but now, I just want to return to my bed and shut out this reality.
Sienna did not deserve the complicated feelings I bear towards her. She was also innocent in this situation.
Jared held my gaze for a moment with a familiar indifferent expression, different from what I saw the previous night.
‘’May I make announcement, pack members.’’ He suddenly speaks up after turning away from my stare. Puzzled, I watch as the entire hall murmurs ceased and everyone focus their eyes on him.
‘’I, Alpha Jared Henderson of the Northern Moon pack reject Luna Selena Monroe as my mate and Luna.’’ My mate announces loudly to the spectating pack members, regarding me with cold eyes. ‘’As the Alpha, I also strip your right as my pack member.’’
In other words, I have now become a werewolf with no pack.
A rogue.
‘’W-Wh...’’ I did not expect this development. A rejection and banishment? ‘’Wait, Jared....’’ I try to intervene, but he retorts with a sharp edge.
‘’This is your punishment for your crime towards Sienna, rogue.’’
‘’B-But I-I didn’t do anything....’’I defend myself. ‘’I-I am innocent.’’ I also stare at my family, in hopes that my words would reach them, but they acted the same as Jared, regarding me with cold eyes, void of warmth and affection.
Just like always.
If only I had the evidence....
Something clicked suddenly in mind. Right, the evidence.
I snap my gaze towards Sienna who flinched at my fervent gaze. ‘’Sienna, tell them. Tell them that I was innocent on that day. You told me to wait near the border. We wanted to explore the human society on our birthday together.’’
I almost wanted to smile when I suddenly realized. Why haven’t I thought of this?
Sienna was the evidence, my evidence. She could tell everyone what truly happened on that day and the reason I was near the border. She could prove that I was innocent.
‘’T-That...’’ Sienna stutters at my words and timidly avoided with my gaze. ‘’I-I can’t remember...’’
‘’W-What?’’ I widen my eyes at her words.
‘’I-I have no memories of what happened on that day, S-Selena.’’ Her voice shakes as she continued avoiding my stunned gaze, perhaps from guilt. ‘’I’m sorry.’’
‘’N-No...’’ I shake my head in denial. ‘’You-re lying. Tell me you’re lying.’’ I close the short distance between us, but Simone, perhaps sensing my intention, swiftly stood protectively in front of her, blocking my path with a loud scoff.
‘’How heartless can you be, Selena? Sienna doesn’t have all her memories, yet the first person she calls out on the hospital bed was you.’’ He glares. ‘’Besides, we all know that Sienna doesn’t like the human society as much as you do. How much lies will you continue to tell us, Selena?’’
‘’B-But...she said so. Sienna told me to wait....’’
‘’Enough!’’ My father suddenly yelled from his spot beside my mother, and his indifferent gaze was directed towards me.
‘’Dad...’’
‘’I have no criminal as my daughter.’’ His words were brutal, stopping whatever I wanted to tell him, and also shattering my heart to more pieces.
‘’The Alpha’s words are the law of the pack. You are no more a member of the Monroe family. Pack your things out, and don’t cause any more troubles.’’
My eyes trembles at the rest of his words. I shift my gaze to my mother, who turned away from me without hesitation. My brother continued, acting vigilant towards me, and Sienna whom I expected to at least help my situation, avoided my gaze.
No one, not one of my family members was on my side. Even the kind and beloved Sienna.
‘’P-Please Jared.’’ I still did not give up and turn to my mate for a last hope. ‘’Y-You have to believe me. I am innocent. This is a false accusation.’’
I even try to convey my feelings to him through the mate bond, only to realize that I couldn’t connect to Jared. Our incomplete mate bond was broken from his rejection. The impact of it deeply hurts, but I have been trying to ignore the pain because of this sudden banishment.
Jared didn’t look in my way and turn to some pack members. ‘’Take her away.’’
‘’P-Please don’t...I’m begging you, all of you.’’ I wanted to reach him, but my steps suddenly halted on the spot, and my body starts to tremble. Bristles of fur began to appear on my skin, and before I knew it, my vision shifted a sharper one.
Snarl
My werewolf takes over on the spot.
An awkward silence settles in the atmosphere between the father and son. Jared stares at his son, who did not give him a glance after Selena left them and walked away.*Growl*A faint rumble sound breaks the silence, so tiny that one’s ears wouldn’t catch easily, but Jared was a werewolf and an Alpha at that. The grumbling sound was more audible than ever to him.‘’You’re hungry.’’ He states the obvious to his son, who stopped halfway across the room.‘’I’m not!’’ Jared met the gaze of his son, who turned back in defiance. His face flushed pink, probably feeling embarrassed.Jared did not bother to argue with the stubborn pup and moved over to the landline on a small stool by the wall.‘’What do you want to have for breakfast?’’ He asks, dialing the phone number of the reception. Now on the couch with his tablet, Lucian did not reply him when the receptionist picked up the call. Jared had no choice but to order whatever breakfast they had available and appropriate for a five years old
By 2:00pm I was already at the pack house. Glances and whispers pour my way as I walked inside and straight to the Alpha’s office. I paid no mind to the attention from the pack members.In the hallway of the office, I cross paths with Simone, whose gaze darkened immediately. His displeasure was written all over his face.‘’Why did you do that to mum, Selena?’’‘’I am not obligated to answer your questions, Beta Monroe.’’ I talk back quite confidently if I say so myself.‘’Mum and Dad have forgiven you, Selena.’’ He still speaks, despite my refusal. ‘’Can’t you put the past behind us and move on? They’ve been heartbroken since Sienna’s death.’’Put the past behind and move on?Don’t make me laugh.‘’I can say the same for you and the pack members, Beta Monroe.’’ I throw back his words. ‘’It seems Sienna wanted you all to forgive me regardless of the truth and lies. However, I want to ask if you all have truly forgiven me?’’‘’......’’‘’Thought so.’’His silence wasn’t a surprise. It w
What?My eyes grew wide at those words.The pack doctor rejected his mate?I didn’t know this. In fact, no one knew about this. There were many assumptions about the pack doctor’s mate. Some say she died from a rogue attack. Others say she died from old age. After all, the pack doctor was one of the oldest werewolves in the werewolf society.Just like Elder Vladimir.I did not expect to hear this as the truth.‘’Back then, human mates were not widely accepted as now.’’ He narrates briefly. ‘’I was quite arrogant to find out my mate was merely a human as the best pack doctor in the werewolf society.’’‘’I wanted to broaden my horizon as a medical doctor and enrolled in a university among the humans. We met there as medical students.’’ He continues, looking deep in his memories. ‘’Long story short, she was very open to my werewolf side, but I rejected her even after we fell in love.’’I listen to his story quietly.‘’The last time I heard of her was about her funeral. She got happily ma
My mother, or should I former mother tears up at my slips up and rushes towards me. Before I could react, she pulls me into her embrace and my body stiffens in response.‘’You’re alive....You’re truly alive....’’ She sobs softly, her shoulders trembling along with her cries. I didn’t know how to react to this unexpected development. As far as I’m concerned, she has always been cold towards me after that incident.How come she was hugging me now? Was my initial assumption wrong? Did my family....at least one of them...ever missed me?‘’Why did you depart from us suddenly, my dear Sienna?’’My body turns rigid at her words, my heart dropping to the pit of my stomach utterly cold. My hand reaching her back also froze in the air.My dear Sienna....Did I mishear that?‘’I am Selena.’’ I correct indifferently.Jared has unconsciously called me Sienna in the past. I have heard more than enough from him and him alone. I did not want to hear more from anyone again.My mother freezes momentari
Breakfast today was quite awkward.Jared slept over, probably because of what I said to him. Although my greedy side wanted to hide Lucian away from him forever, I couldn’t do that.Especially not after I saw how eager Lucian seemed to meet him.However, what I saw this breakfast was far more different from what I expected.Asides the estranged relationship between Jared and I, Lucian, for some reason, acted indifferent and reserved throughout the breakfast. He treated Jared the way one would treat a stranger.Jared also didn’t help the situation. He silently ate without trying to communicate with Lucian. It was very awkward for me to even to speak up and try to deepen the relationship between them.Jared eventually left after breakfast, saying that he would stop by another time. Later on when I asked Lucian the reason for his attitude, he merely pursed his lips silence, not giving a reply.Though I somewhat had an inkling why Lucian acted that way.‘’Lucian, can you get the milk on
‘’You must warn your pack members, Alpha Henderson.’’ I say from the couch as soon as Jared opened the door. I calmly turn my head towards him, meeting his gaze head on without falter.‘’I take it that the head teacher has informed you of what happened between Lucian and those pups?’’‘’......’’ Jared holds my gaze for a moment before walking inside and closing the door.‘’He’s asleep?’’ He asks first.I nod without a word and stand up, leaving my phone aside on the couch. Before Lucian went to bed, his tears lasted for quite a while. He had even dozed off in my arms, but I had no choice but to force him awake to wash him up and have him eat dinner.‘’Yes, he is.’’ I walk up to him, putting a reasonable distance between us, and faced him. ‘’Has the head teacher informed you of what happened today, Alpha Henderson?’’‘’...He has.’’‘’What are your thoughts on this?’’ I ask, intentionally testing him. Even if I instinctively knew the outcome of this question, I still held a bit of hope.