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KOOKIE:
Today is the day my life changes.
I recently turned eighteen, and there is no mate in sight, which gives me hope that Alpha Prince Levi is my mate.
Today is my induction—the day I finally step into my role after years of studying werewolf medicine abroad. My pulse races as excitement fills me, but mostly because I get to see Levi again after three years.
I exhale shakily, smoothing my dress as I stand before the mirror, staring at my reflection. The silk fabric clings to my figure, the deep blue color complementing my pale skin. Luna sent it days ago as a congratulatory gift for passing my final exams. The thought makes me smile because I know Levi must have picked it out—blue is his favorite color on me.
Levi has been my best friend for years, and we practically grew up together with my father being Beta. As kids, we always believed we were meant to be mates. Even our parents believed it, and Luna used to joke that if I wasn’t Levi’s mate, she’d exile our mates so we could be together.
Things became rocky after I left at fifteen to study werewolf medicine, but it got worse a year later when Levi left for the compulsory training for Alpha Princes across the country. Our communication weakened as we had to rely on letters. Last year, we hit an all-time low—he would only send a letter every three months, and for weeks now, I haven’t heard from him.
This is mainly the reason I am tensed. Did he find his mate yet? I would kill myself!!
A knock on my door snaps me out of my thoughts, and I rush to open it.
“Kookie! We’re late, and my mother is breathing fire,” my friend Bell huffs as she steps inside, hands on her hips. Bell is from this pack, the Opal Moon Pack, and she is the best thing to happen to me in medical school.
I nod, grabbing my clutch from the bed, but my gaze lingers on the small wooden box beside it—the one filled with Levi’s letters. My fingers twitch to open it, to read the messy handwriting that once made my heart race, but I don’t.
“You ready?” Bell asks.
I take a breath, nodding. “Yeah. Let’s go.”
**
We step into the induction hall, where rows of pack members from across the country fill the space, murmuring excitedly. Love fills the air as many students reunite with family, friends, and love interests. Bell spots her parents and leaves at once.
“Kookie!” I hear my name.
I spin around to see my parents, dressed elegantly, their faces beaming with pride. A warm rush of happiness floods me, and I run into their arms.
“We’re so proud of you, baby,” my father murmurs, squeezing my shoulder gently.
I laugh, holding them close, but my eyes search the crowd over their shoulders for Levi. My heart rate drops when I don’t see him. He should be here—he promised he’d be here to watch me walk the stage.
I bite my lip, touching the pearl necklace he probably picked out as I try to steady my voice.
“Where’s Levi?” I ask, and there is a moment of silence as my parents glance at each other weirdly.
Then my mother clears her throat.
“He’ll be here soon, sweetheart. The Alpha and Luna are on their way now.”
There is something off about their response, but I can’t quite place it. Still, as long as Levi is coming, I don’t care.
“Kookie!”
I turn at the sound of Luna Jasmine’s voice. She smiles brightly, her arms outstretched. I look around again—Levi is still nowhere to be found.
I force a smile, letting her pull me into a hug, but my heart isn’t in it. Impatience grows within me, but I try to mask it.
Alpha Luke stands beside her, holding a bouquet of roses. My heart lightens a little, because apart from my parents, Levi is the only person who has ever given me roses. He knows how much I love them. Maybe he’s just late, caught up in some important Alpha Prince duties.
“Congratulations, Kookie,” the Alpha says warmly as he hands me the flowers.
“Thank you,” I murmur, clutching them tightly and sniffing them.
I’m about to ask about Levi again when a sudden rush of scent fills my lungs. It smells like cedar and rain. My wolf stirs excitedly, rolling around inside me. It howls, and thugs at me, letting me know my mate is here.
Without waiting, I rush outside, ignoring my mother’s calls.
The scent leads me toward the parking lot, and my pulse pounds as I spot a sleek black car pulling up—Levi’s car. Happiness floods my chest as my fingers tighten around the flowers. The door swings open, and Levi steps out, his tall frame commanding attention. His golden-brown eyes lock onto mine, and for a moment, everything else fades.
The word “Mate” echoes in my head, and our eyes glow momentarily.
I don’t hesitate.
“Levi!” I scream at the top of my lungs, then I run to him like a little child, colliding into his chest as I throw my arms around him.
I expect his warm, muscular hands to wrap around me, to pull me close, but they don’t. Levi stands stiff like some statue with no emotions.
Confused, I pull back just in time to see the passenger door open.
A woman steps out. She is beautiful, tall, poised, her hair cascading in soft waves over a designer dress. I try to convince myself she is just a friend, but she catwalks toward us, anchoring her arm to Levi’s.
The flowers slip from my fingers, hitting the pavement at my feet.
I look up at Levi for an answer.
“Kookie, meet my fiancée, Amber.”
KOOKIE:A scream tears through my lips as I open my eyes to find myself on the bed, fucking naked. It wakes Elias up too, and he jumps out of bed to find himself in his underwear. My heart pounds really hard, and my breathing becomes rapid. I try to recall what happened the previous night, but the memory is just blank.I cannot remember getting drunk or high, because I cannot do that while pregnant. It will affect my baby, and…Levi!My eyes widen as he crosses my mind. I jump out of bed, searching for my clothes hurriedly. I do not know what the hell is going on, but if Levi meets me in this condition, then it is about to get fucking worse.Just as I am about to throw on my shirt, the door of the room swings open.“I do not care what Kookie says, Elias, I want you gone…” Levi stops the moment his eyes land on me in my underwear.His body freezes up, and I
KOOKIE:I spend the rest of the afternoon angry. I do not know who I am angry at the most, but the feeling just won’t leave my mind. The number of times I have cried is unhealthy, and it makes me worry I will give birth to an unhealthy baby, but does it really matter?Levi’s actions in the afternoon still baffle me, and I just do not want to believe it is real. Here I am, putting my life on the line for him, just to make sure his mistakes do not catch up with him, and he is angry I got a visit from Elias. If he only got a visit from Amber, then it wouldn’t be this bad. She came with a whole child — one that stands a chance of robbing our baby’s future.I cannot imagine the chaos that would unfold in the future for Blue, and how long can we fucking hide this? One day she will know the truth. She will realize how cruel the world is, and how much her mother has suffered. Thinking of her little smil
KOOKIE:Elias pulls out his phone, showing me the supposed text from him. I read it aloud.“Elias, I need you. Levi has betrayed me once more. Amber has a son , and I am pregnant again. I do not know what the hell to do, and I do not know if the baby is his or yours.”My blood runs cold as I see the text. The number isn’t even saved on his phone, so how the hell did he think it would be me?“How did you think or believe that was me?” I ask, and he shrugs.“It sounded urgent, and I was thinking. I called, and you were crying. You insisted I come visit, saying I should call your actual line when I get here,” he says, and I am about to speak, but he beats me to it. “You know logic is out of the box with you, Kookie. I do not trust him one bit, and I will always be here in a heartbeat if you need me.”A huge lump forms in my throat as my eyes
LEVI:“I cannot ascertain the real birthday of this child. Therefore, I do not recognize him as my own,” I say with brows drawn down.I know how patriarchal the elders are, and it is my duty to stand up for Blue. She is my only recognized heir, and she will rule with or without a husband. Kookie is doing a great job. I do not know how I would have held it down without her, and I hate that she has to go through all this. The test of fate is a bit on the high side.“Then maybe this will help jog your brain a little.” Amber marches into the room, holding another paper with a smug smile on her face.She walks up to me, handing it to me. I stare at it. It is a birth certificate. It states her son was born in March, and I know Blue’s birthday is April. This makes him a month older than her. Everything about this is fucking fishy, but what evidence do I have? All this has been meticulously planned out, and I am losing my mind.My jaw tightens as I slam the paper onto her chest.“The news is
LEVI:Throughout the night I couldn’t sleep. A part of me is certain the child is not mine, and the other part is scared I may have made a mistake I cannot quite remember. It scares me. Like it fucking scares me because of the damage it will cause to my marriage.I want to be strong for Kookie, but how can I while I am the one causing her pain? Throughout, I glare at her, wondering if I deserve her, and why the goddess is punishing her for making her end up with someone as worthless as me. She could have had Elias. He loves her, and there has never been a case of another woman with him. He was even ready to take up responsibility for Blue.I do not think I would have done that for a random woman who wasn’t my mate. Maybe the only thing keeping me together with Kookie is the fact she is my mate.“Goddess, please,” I mutter.Kookie’s body moves on the bed, ruffling the sheets
KOOKIE:Amber calls her son out of the room while my dad makes the transfer. I walk up to him calmly while he tries to back away.“I am not going to hurt you,” I say in a small voice, and she frowns.“Back away from my son.”“I am trying to do my job, and the DNA samples won’t collect themselves!” I raise my voice a bit before looking at the boy. “Can you give me a strand of your hair, boy?” I ask, and he nods.Before I can reach for his hair, he plucks one with a wince. Then he chuckles, handing it over to me.“I love doing that,” he says, and I flash him a smile.“Aren’t you a cute little boy?” He blushes for a second before I stand straight, looking at Amber with eyes squinted.I walk up to Levi, plucking a strand of his hair, which makes him wince in the same manner the boy did. Everyone looks shocked, and I know in their hearts they already







