CHAPTER 46: BETTER IN TIME
It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn toSee somehow I can't forget youAfter all that we've been through— Better in Time, Leona LewisA U T U M N
I was walking out of the school, on my way to the bus stop, when I saw him. It had been a long time since we've talked.
"Hey, Autumn!" he shouted my name and ran to catch up with me.
His smile brought up the first genuine smile I had today. "Hey, Ash."
Today sucked. After the math class, I had to endure watching Tyler in the cafeteria. He was looking at me with that pained expression on his face and as much as I wanted to run and hug him, I couldn't. He hurt me. It was his own fault that he was in so much pain. It was his own fault that we weren't together anymore.
One hand touched my arm and I looked up to meet Ash's worried face. "Are you okay?"
I
Truth is, I miss you. All the time, every second, every minute, every hour, every day. — UnknownYou don't have me but I'm filled with youIt's driving me crazyWhy are you doing this?Why are you making me into a fool?I'm warning you now, stop confusing me— BTS, Danger* * *A U T U M N"What are you doing here?" I closed my eyes and opened them again yet
We were sitting in a parked carStealing kisses in the front yardWe got questions we should not ask butHow would you feel, if I told you I loved you?It's just something that I want to doI'll be taking my time, spending my lifeFalling deeper in love with youSo tell me that you love me too— Ed SheeranTyler"Someone get some milk! Quick!" I shouted to no one in particular. When no one moved, I grabbed Jess and gave her a threatening look as I yelled, "Jess. Milk. NOW!"She abruptly nodded and ran towards the bar. "Mey, call 911!" I barked my order as both of my hands held Autumn's head and put her carefully on my lap. She was choking and her eyes fluttered rapidly. "Stay with me, Autumn. Stay with me."No no no, this can't be happening! It's one thing to lose her as a girlfriend but
T Y L E RI saw Mey, Jess and her boyfriend, the football player, and two other people sitting in the waiting room. I assumed the man was her father and the younger guy was her brother. Since I didn't know them well, and I didn't feel like interrupting Jess who was crying in her boyfriend's arm, I took a seat next to Mey."Hey," I propped my elbows on both knees and dipped my head down. "How is she?""The doctor said she will be okay." She offered me a smile, but since I didn't feel like smiling right now, I merely nodded. "That's quite heroic of you, making her drink all that milk. The doctor said your action saved her life."I heard the word heroic and that I saved her life yet I didn't feel any better. It was my fault she had to go through all this. If I haven't been quick enough, she could've died. I covered my face with both hands and tried not to cry in public and embarrass myself.I could feel Mey shifting in her seat. "I ju
Ain't nobody hurt you like I hurt youBut ain't nobody love you like I doPromise that I will not take it personal, babyIf you're movin' on with someone new'Cause baby you look happier, you doMy friends told me one day I'll feel it tooAnd until then I'll smile to hide the truthBut I know I was happier with youHappier byEd Sheeran*A U T U M N"Good morning, sunshine!" My brother's voice was so loud I could hear the echo inside my head."God, it feels like a hangover all over again!" I groaned as I stretched my body."Uh-huh," my brother, the big dumb dodo, slid the curtain opened and let the sun rays blinded my vision. "Hope that teaches you not to go clubbing by yourself.""Mother freaking fries," I pulled the duvet above my head to shed the light away. "Did you really have to do that?!""Yep," I h
They Don't Know About Us | One DirectionWhen I'm older and my little girl asks me who my first love was, I don't want to have to pull out the photo album. I want to be able to point across the room at you and say,'She is sitting right over there.'This was the fourth time Colton blew me up on our date, saying he had some works to do. I was okay for the first two, I told myself to be more considerate on the third, but now I simply couldn't take it anymore. This job started as something that he'd do to fill in his spare time when he wasn't on the field practicing football or having classes at school. Yet I started to feel like I was no longer his priority. It was either work or school o
Jess WilliamI rolled my eyes. Autumn always thought Colton had a crush on me, pretty much since fifth grade when we had to play as Mary and Joseph in Chrismas' play. "He doesn't.""I honestly think he does. And I'm not just saying that cos you're my friend and I want to tease you or stuff like that." She shifted in her seat to face me. "I legit caught him staring at you at least twice a day.""Now I know you're lying." I gave her a dull-look. "He and I don't even share any class other than Biology and History.""Exactly! I caught him staring at Biology, History, and during lunch break!" She gave me a pointed look.I sighed. "You're imagining things.""No, I didn't!" She crossed her arms and narrowed her eyes, pretending to be offended. "Just wait and see, Jess. I'm not joking around, he legit has a crush on you. A huge one if I might add."I shook my head, lost for words, and tired of arguing over the same matter.
J E S S I C A W I L L I A MI woke up the next day, determined to make the most out of it. It was my birthday after all. I refused to feel anything but happy. I washed my hair and dried it with the hairdryer before curling them using a curling iron. I put more makeup than usual but not too much. I wanted to look pretty, not out-of-place after all.I chose a long pink dress to wear. "This is my day!" I told my reflection in the bathroom mirror.Some people congratulated me as soon as I arrived at school. Cassandra gave me a kiss on the cheek, making me go to the restroom just to wipe her lipgloss off my face. The other cheerleaders were just giving me a hug. I left as soon as they started asking what Colton and I going to do later to celebrate.I didn't think he even remembered. Autumn and the girls brought a birthday cake and we ditched the first period to celebrate in one of the club's rooms. Carlton had
There's Nothing Holding Me Back |Shawn MendesI wanna follow where she goesI think about her and she knows itI wanna let her take control'Cause everytime that she gets close, yeahShe pulls me in enough to keep me guessing (mmm)And maybe I should stop and start confessingConfessing, yeahA U T U M N"Where are you? You said you only need to buy some gas twenty minutes ago," I restrained myself from yelling at my brother. Steven messaged me during my biology class, saying he needed to buy gasoline and would be back before I finished my last class of the day. But here I was, standing in the parking lot and there was no sign of him."Just stay in your class. Don't go anywhere, I'll be there in ten minutes top." I could hear him just starting up the car and I knew he'd have to go fast and furious if he wanted to reach here in ten minutes. The nearest gas