THIRTY-NINEAfter showering, I stared into the mirror in my bathroom and failed to wipe off the grin on my face. Needless to say, the shower was soothing and helped me collect my thoughts. Jaxon filled my head more than I wished and the worst part is that I liked it and it made me giddy. The way he held me and reassured me had left me powerless, craving for more and a real mess. In the beginning, I never thought Jaxon and I would ever be in each other's presence without wanting to cut each other's throats. I never thought I would ever love the idea of being in his arms. It all seemed unbelievable and impossible. How did I find myself as Jaxon's mate?'Exactly how other people find their mate,'It was a normal thing for mates to bump into each other and discover that they are mates but this was so different. Jaxon and I were two different people from different setups and we grew up knowing different things. I would have never thought that the man that most werewolves feared would be my
FORTYI looked at the ice cream that was on the table and sighed. Spending some time having ice cream was not how I expected it to end the day. The place was nearly empty with only a few people hanging around and still having ice cream. People had obviously chosen to avoid ice cream because of the weather. It was getting cooler and cooler by the moment, bringing a cooler temperature the night. I did not even want to have ice cream but somehow I found myself in the ice cream parlour. Unlike the last time we were here, I sat on one of the seats inside and did not sit outside. I took one of the tables that were in the corner and hid from prying eyes. Somehow sitting there made me feel peaceful and I was able to collect my thoughts yet I was not ready to collect myself and head back home.Home? Could I even call Jaxon's home my home? My home was back in the CruelCrown pack and sadly, Jaxon had crumbled it to pieces. I could not even call it home without the people that made it my home. I
FORTY-ONE"Ana..." Someone was calling my name but the sound was so distant that I could not concentrate on it or in which direction it had been from. "Ana..." It continued but this time my body was being shaken. The shaking soon became fast and annoying."...Anabelle," My eyes opened and the first thing I set them on was Jaxon's hard chest that was above me.I gasped and quickly closed my eyes before I heard a chuckle. I opened my eyes and Jaxon was staring at me with full amusement. His eyes scanned my face and he fell back beside me. I let out a sigh and tried to regain the remaining of my senses after staring at Jaxon's body in the morning. I would land myself in jail if I ever said that Jaxon's physique was not um...tempting or arousing because that would be a lie. His presence itself made me smile and the events of the night before made my smile widen further. He had apologized in his messed-up way which consisted of claiming me possessively.I felt his arm around me and heat ru
FORTY-TWOTHIRD-PERSON POVHe could not sleep no matter how inviting the thought of sleep seemed, Jaxon could not sleep but could only look at the woman that lay in his arms. Her breaths had finally gotten silent and less rushed, she had nestled up to his chest with her hands resting on his chest. She looked so peaceful and unreal in his eyes. Sometimes it took him a while to stare at her in order to believe that the moon goddess had actually blessed him with a mate. She had blessed him with a beautiful one too, she was everything he could not tolerate yet she was everything he wanted. He had accepted that being submissive is boring after she had wrecked his home in the beginning.She had been like an untamed small animal back then, he could have easily squashed her with his wrath for being disobedient and always challenging his authority but he did not...he could not. He wanted to see how far she could go when it came to putting up a fight but he found himself unable to control his e
FORTY-THREEAs I finally closed off the last file of the day, a sigh escaped my lips and I smiled at what I had achieved. Cora had agreed to help me with fulfilling a few duties since I was not yet officially Luna. The duties ranged from simple tasks of taking care of pack feeding, newly mated pack members and other things. I never had a single clue on how food manufactured by big human companies ended up in packs around the globe and today I found out how they do it. It was a game of mind games with our species spreading out in the normal world as big businessmen and businesswomen owning shares in large companies in order to make sure that some of these products are distributed to packs under the pretence of normal exports. It was not risky in any way because a normal human could cross any pack and would think it is a normal small village or town. With small shops and standard malls, packs gave a normal look to any person.I was only worried about one thing...as I went through the li
FORTY-FOURMy arms unwrapped from Vera's body and I shrugged her fingers out of my hair, creating some distance between us. I sat up, rested my back on the headrest and looked at her with scrunched eyebrows. She looked back at me with a sorrowful look but she looked as if she did not regret anything. I could not understand her words, why would she tell Jaxon to stay away from me? She knew that I had grown to like Jaxon's presence, she knew that I had finally accepted him as my mate after everything but somehow she told him to stay away from me..."I told him to stay away from you," she repeated."I heard you the first time. Why would you do that?" I asked, my voice was full of disbelief."He is nothing but a danger to you..." her words were dragged out with hesitation but she seemed to be determined to speak her mind despite knowing my foreseen reaction."Did you tell everyone else the same thing?" She remained quiet for a while and only fiddled with her sweater. "Yes, I told them to
FORTY-FIVETwo weeks had passed since I had woken up and everything had fallen back to place. Vera had apologised to everyone and then I had not heard from her until I had decided to visit Milo at the parlour and ask him about her, he had assured me that she was okay and was trying to get everything figured out. I felt guilty because she was my best friend and I had been horrible at my job because I could not even keep up with her life. In all the days, I had never asked her about her and Milo or how it felt to have a mate. But I had decided that maybe a bit of time away from each other would be what it took to rekindle our friendship and sort out everything. I had begun tending to the tasks that Cora gave me on a daily and found myself interacting with more of the pack members on a daily. It was a relief indeed to see new faces and hear new voices. Most of them were friendly and would assure me that I would make a great Luna but not everyone would be happy and positive towards chang
FORTY-SIXMy thoughts kept on going back to the incident I had with Jaxon's aunt, Melanie in the bathroom. I was packing up my things and was about to grab my things when a voice caught my attention. When I looked up I was met with the face of a young girl with rich curls bouncing off her face. Everyone had gone and only I was in the room so when I saw the girl I was a bit shocked because I had not heard the door open. Cora had promised to drop me off and had gone to see Alec while I packed my things. Not hearing the door opening was probably due to the fact that I was constantly caught up with my thoughts. She sat down on the chair across from me and rested her arms on the table."Hi, can I help you?" I smiled at her, she looked friendly with the dark huge eyes that adorned her round face. She did not look over the legal age.She breathed in and her eyes seemed to scan above her before she brought them back on me. "That depends, are you the Luna or not?" "Um...I gue-...""Seems like