Bree stood from the table abruptly, clearing it of the plates they'd used to eat as she did.
Her mind was caught in the offer he'd just made her.
He's a stranger yes, but she been the one to open up to him and now he was offering her a way to the revenge she deserved.
She could have easily agreed to his terms and conditions but she needed time to think this through and decide it's what she wanted.
If she was doing this, it means she'd have to get used to him whose name she still didn't know and she'd also have to get used to his potty mouth and searing bluntness.
It didn't help that she'll also have to learn enough control to keep her hands to herself and her thoughts out of the drain around him.
He'd been very clear and precise on the 'no strings attached' point and if she was going to keep to that, she'd have to not get involved with him at all.
Well fuckedy fuck-ery', isn't that just peachy.
"You asked how you got here...."
She heard from behind her, just as she started for the kitchen.
His deep voice stopped in her tracks, velvety and sweet.
She turned to look at him, not sure what she was expecting to see.
He already had his eyes on her, the expression in their deep blueness, too deep for her to decipher.
They looked at her like they could strip her down to nothing and have a stare deep into her soul and she wasn't sure that was a feeling she liked.
She waited for him to continue, praying she didn't do something stupid last night.
"You begged me to take you with me to wherever I was going....."
There was a pause, a deafening silence threatening to engulf her before he continued.
"You didn't want to have to see either of them again. And hey, if you stay till the end, you get two million dollars from me"
That info had been so out of nowhere but she could take a close guess at why he'd told her that.
How cold of his royal ass-ness to throw her pathetic situation in her face just to get her doing his bidding and playing by his pipe.
And it was worse that she was falling for it because it was the only way out of her mess.
Maybe he'd seen the doubt and questions in her eyes or the uncertain quiver of her lips that always gave her away.
Either way, he'd seen it somehow and he'd played his hook card with that reminder.
If only he knew that he didn't have to.
He had her already at the point where he'd mentioned revenge. Because if there's any credit to her name, it'd be that she always gives back in twice the measure she receives.
And yeah, she keeps her words too.
She turned away from him, continuing back to the kitchen without saying anything in response to him, wondering if this in its entirety was the right thing to do.
He got on her nerves and probably thought of her as his temporal amusement but he was also offering her a way out of her mess that was Cole.
And an A-game revenge plan that only he knew the details of.
If only there was another way out.
Time passed and the day went in a blur.
She called in sick at work because there was no way in hell she was going in to the office looking like she barely survived a zombie apocalypse.
She needed to get herself together before she drags her ass into the gossip hot spot that's her office.
She had no intention of letting Cole and his cheating episodes ruin anything for her or put her life on a pause.
Her phone rang about the time she was done in the room she'd slept in, dressing it and getting her stuffs.
The caller ID display showed it was Nemy, the brunette who occupies the cubicle next to hers at the office.
The lively brunette was the only one she was remotely close with in all of her colleagues.
She had the energy of a fired bullet and cared about everyone, maybe a little too much.
She slid a finger across her screen to accept the call.
"Hey girl," Her chirpy voice carried from the other end of the line.
"Heard from Tracy, the secretary, that you ain't coming in to the home base today, that true?"
The vibe in her voice as she asked the question made her smile.
She was yet to understand why she called their office "home base" though.
And of course, Tracey and her loud mouth would let everyone at the office know of her absence, with a little or more twist to the info, before anyone actually missed her.
She was tempted to ask exactly what it was that Tracey had said but she realized she didn't give two piece of flying shit.
If only there was someone else to call for that.
"Yeah. Maybe tommorow."
"You don't have to worry, girl, I'm holding the storm here, not that you asked, of course."
There was that laugh that was particularly Nemy's.
At least somethings didn't change yet, this was like some anchor that she needed at the moment.
Something to assure her that it'd get better and everything will be back to normal, only better.
"Everything okay with you though?"
That concern was familiar too.
"I'm fine, Nems. I'll tell you all of it when I'm back."
"Woah, is Brianna Mathews actually offering to talk to me about something serious? I'm so holding you to that Bree."
For the first time since everything, she actually laughed.
That hadn't come out the way she'd intended for it to but she wasn't taking it back.
It felt good having someone to talk to, she was just realizing that now.
"Yes I did."
"I just hope you are okay, babe. Call me if you need me."
She said in a serious tone.
"Hopefully I'll hear my phone ring in all the chaos brewing here and come to your rescue. Come back soon."
She finished in her usual Nemy tone, before the line went dead.
Without pausing to think about it, Bree took her stuffs and left the room.
She needed out, needed fresh air that didn't reek of insulting riches and an asshole owner or betrayal.
He was no where in sight when she reappeared downstairs and she was thankful to God for the small mercy.
She'll do well without him or his attitude right now.
Without pausing or waiting a heart beat, she high tailed it out the door and out the gates of his mansion which, thankfully, was without the bodyguards that guarded his kind of people and house in the movies she's watched.
She'll come back later when she had that fresh air and have decided what she wanted to do.
For now, she was out of here.
Her box laid open in the middle of their bed while Bree went around the room, taking anything she thought she'd need and throwing them inside it.She's procrastinated this packing for a while now but it needed to be done and as a matter of fact now that Ryder was still at the office.She didn't want him to come home and find she was the only one delaying the vacation he'd taken the whole month to plan for them.Yeah, a vacation, more like a honeymoon except the kids, Karen and Issy, the new nanny, were coming too.In the couple of years that's passed, a lot has happened, none of which she regretted one bit.Not learning how damaged how husband had been before he waltzed into her life or that his plan had been to use her as pawn in his schemes to get revenge, none of it.That last part had hit harder than the rest, knowing that she could have so easily suffered for the crimes of someone who didn't even give two piece of flying shit about her.She'd taken her time to digest that piece
"You know you'll never hurt Xander, right?" She asked him quietly, and honestly, she had no idea what that did for him.He didnt know that, he's been afraid of that since he knew he was expecting a soon too and maybe, just maybe, that has affected his relationship with his baby.He wondered if she'd noticed, all the times he'd opt to hold Lexie instead of him, afraid that whatever had made his father get so awfully abusive to him might be nestled somewhere inside him.What if it was a bad trait living inside him too, waiting to grow and make him a monster too?It was the sole reason he hadn't wanted kids, ever, but Bree had come into his life and many things had changed with her presence.She'd made him want things that he had no right wanting, made him be live he deserved some good things in his life and now here they were, with two kids, one of them a boy......just like he'd been."I need you to understand this Ry, you'll never be like your father. You are a good man, one of the best
Bree knew that Ryder had gone through a lot growing up, hrll she knew he had had it tough growing up and has dealt with his fair share of traumatic experience, but abuse at ten?That was a lot to digest.It must have been so difficult for him, a different kind of hell even to loose the one person that genuinely loved him and have the other person who was supposed to love him now resort to abusing and molesting him instead.She couldn't stop the tears that rolled down the sides of her face as she listened to him tell it in that voice of his that couldn't choose between indifference, anger and pain.She could imagine him, so innocent, so small, so hurt and yet do afraid of the monster he calls father.No wonder his father snd hers had gotten so along together and had even made it as close friends.They were both bad pedophilic men, cut from the same nasty cloth.".......and just when I thought it couldn't get worse, he started bringing his friends over."Her breath caught in her throat s
Before he got into bed, Ryder had already made up his mind to tell Bree everything that she wanted to know about him and why he turned out the way he did.He didn't want a fight like the last time, that had been an absolute hell, and he didnt want to let his past keep winning.He wanted to get it out there, he needed to.This morning had shown him that, he might never be over those horrid incidents but it would be better to know he tried.And if he had to share it with anyone, then why not her? Why not the woman he was ready to spend the rest of his life with?Even though he hasn't popped the question, he knew that was his truth, he's been ready for that step for a while now and he'd ask her anytime from now."Baby please...."Her voice called his mind back from wandering off.He opened his mouth to, but the words weren't coming, his tongue sat heavy in his mouth, unmoving, while the forbidden images he's fought so hard to keep at bay flooded his head.His hand that held her close sque
Bree didnt know which bothered her the most this night between a tantrum throwing Xander who wouldn't calm down to anything and a Ryder she'd watched all day start to recoil into himself.But she'd be damned if he thought that she'd let him do that to both of them again.Not this time around, no.It was surprising still how fast his mood had swung from after she found him in the sittingroom with the last people on earth she expected to see today.He'd been okay at first, talking with them and even playing smug with her when she'd called him out on knowing they had guests snd not mentioning.But as the discussion in the room had settled more between herself and Larry, encompassing how much things had changed back home from when she left up until now and stuff, she'd noticed the start of his withdrawal. By the time Larry had come around filling her in on what had been decided on the case of her father, Nathan and Brandon, he'd been about ready to combust.She'd noticed, and before she c
The rest of the day passed in a blur for Ryder, centered around the two new men in the house and the babies they came to visit, mostly.It was nice to see Bree around other people that wasn't him and the kids, to see her around her own crowd.She needed this, he knew, because in these past months it's been just himself, the kids and Karen in her life, which wasn'tideal for anyone really.It must have been difficult for her, not having anyone or anywhere to go, especially in the times he'd been an absolute asshole to her and she must have needed someone to vent to, but she'd endured it without complaint.He hated that she had though, she should have said something, done something, but she hadn't and he couldn't even lay the blames at her doorstep now.He'd been all that she'd had here, away from her family, biological and adopted, and he'd fucked up royally.These thoughts and accusations in his head while he watched her bloom like a flower having its first taste of sunshine in a while
The memory of what happened in the bathroom stayed with Bree while she had her soak in the tub and an accompanying nice bath, making her flush every now and again.She never expected it to feel this good again, but Ryder had broken every of her doubts with how easily he'd made her body sing and how intensely he'd made her come.Her legs still felt shaky even after time had passed and she was out of the one room that now held a different memory for her.She'd worried that he didnt want her anymore since the babies came and mentally, she blamed it on her postpartum body and the scar that lined her flesh, the scar that marked her first step into motherhood.And those thoughts had almost made her hate it and herself too.But this morning, barely an hour ago, he'd shown her that she'd been worrying for nothing really.Her body ached sweetly even as she got dressed up, still humming from his sinful ministrations.The room was empty which means he'd taken the babies with him on his way out, s
"Then stay."That sentence, made only of two words, in that moment, sounded more powerful than any argument Ryder could think of.He wanted to, fuck, he's dreamed of staying, like she was asking him to and doing the things she was suggesting, but the fears he'd parroted to her were real for him.He didn't want to hurt her, shes been through enough in recent times to add that to her plate and he knew he might with how rough this could easily turn.She had no idea what she did to him, to his control and without it, he could do things that both of them would only regret later....While his head turned and tossed the pros and cons of indulging their flaming desires and fantasies right now, his eyes followed her body's slow descent until she dropped to her knees before him.She looked like an angel to him, in fact to him she was one, just naughtier and more tempting to his already thin control.Her dainty fingers reached up to the waistband of the sweatpants he had on and he just watched as
"Ryder.......please......"Bree could hardly believe the voice saying these words belonged to her.She sounded so different to her own self and that was probably because it's been a long while since she's had Ryder touch her like this.She was almost beginning to think they'd hit a drought in their sex life before this morning happened.The no sex rule made sense during her recuperation period she could understand, but even before that and then after, he'd still been reluctant to touch her in an suggestive way.It had bothered her enough to make her believe it was because she looked hideous to him now with her scars and all, but the eyes that had taken in every inch of her body just minutes ago had cleared her of worries.He wanted her snd he wasn't hiding that either.She arched her body as his fingers found her other nipple, catching it between his forefinger and his thumb and rubbing it mercilessly till she thought she'd come from the pleasure.Initially, she'd been afraid she might