CHAPTER HUNDRED AND THIRTY EIGHT

"You know you'll never hurt Xander, right?" She asked him quietly, and honestly, she had no idea what that did for him.

He didnt know that, he's been afraid of that since he knew he was expecting a soon too and maybe, just maybe, that has affected his relationship with his baby.

He wondered if she'd noticed, all the times he'd opt to hold Lexie instead of him, afraid that whatever had made his father get so awfully abusive to him might be nestled somewhere inside him.

What if it was a bad trait living inside him too, waiting to grow and make him a monster too?

It was the sole reason he hadn't wanted kids, ever, but Bree had come into his life and many things had changed with her presence.

She'd made him want things that he had no right wanting, made him be live he deserved some good things in his life and now here they were, with two kids, one of them a boy......just like he'd been.

"I need you to understand this Ry, you'll never be like your father. You are a good man, one of the best