LOGINStaring at the note one last time, I tucked it into my apron before switching on the vacuum machine.
Its loud hum echoed throughout the entire room, helping me to shut off the chaotic voices in my head. Matthew had left earlier in the evening to meet with Leo and Mr. Sterling to discuss some business. That is the only reason I am currently cleaning the house at ten o'clock at night. I was trying everything I could to calm my anxiety over whatever trap Sterling might be planning next. It had been two days. Two full days of agonizing over the easiest way to come clean to Matthew. Serge had told me to come clean or he would, and I realized the best possible way out of this nightmare was for me to tell my husband the truth myself. But why did I feel like Serge already held the upper hand here? Yesterday, Matthew had received a call from Serge asking if they could talk over coffee along with Leo about a business opportunity. Of course, Matthew was absolutely thrilled. I, on the other hand, couldn’t seem to wash the sheer horror off my face when Mat told me about the meeting. Sighing, I turned off the vacuum, pinching the bridge of my nose. I couldn’t help but imagine the worst coming from that meeting. I was fully intending to come clean within these next few days; he had absolutely no right to destroy my life and my marriage before I could at least try to fix it. Pulling my apron off, I threw it onto the chair before reaching for my phone. I dialed Matthew's number, but it went straight to voicemail. I dialed a second time, only to get the exact same response. Biting my lower lip, I reached back into my apron and pulled out Serge's business card, flipping it over to view the handwritten text before punching the digits into my dial pad. With one last deep breath, I pressed the call button and placed the phone to my ear, waiting anxiously as it began to ring. A single second felt like a full, agonizing minute while the line rang. I couldn't stop myself from biting my nails in pure nervousness. Please pick up, please... “Hello?” My breath hitched. An oddly familiar, deep masculine voice sounded on the other end of the line. “Mr. Serge Sterling’s phone. Who is this, please?” he continued. I pulled the phone away from my ear in utter shock Matthew? What in the world was he doing answering Serge’s phone? Quickly, I disconnected the call before he could notice my caller ID on the screen. Placing the phone face down on the counter, a violent wave of panic and intense nausea shot straight through my entire body. Suddenly feeling completely sick, I bolted to the bathroom. I flung the toilet seat up faster than I thought possible before violently throwing up my entire dinner I had eaten earlier today. Sitting back on my heels, I heaved a little more before finally forcing myself up to wash out my mouth, looking at my reflection in the mirror, I couldn't help but let out a bitter, hollow laugh at the girl staring back at me. The girl who had completely ruined everything she had ever worked toward and believed in, all because of one reckless night of relentless passion. I had to fix this. Serge knew exactly what games he was playing, but he was going to have to get through me first. With a new, fierce sense of confidence from my reflection, I headed into the bedroom and pulled out a stunning red satin dress. It stopped right above the knees and featured a daring, low cut open back. I had bought it as a small gift to myself from my paycheck two months ago, though I never actually believed I would have the courage to wear it. Slipping it on, the satin flowed against my body like a second skin, perfectly catching the curve of my wide hips and accentuating my slim legs. I paired it with black stilettos and a small red clutch bag. Pulling my hair out of its messy ponytail, I quickly curled the strands into thick, bouncy waves, adding a light layer of spray to make it shine under the lights. I applied a bold, thick layer of crimson lipstick before looking at my transformed self in the mirror. I wasn't usually one for makeup, so I didn't own much apart from a few lip products. Rising up onto my tiptoes, I reached for the expensive bottle of Hermes perfume I had bought and hidden away from Matthew. It was reserved strictly for special occasions, and tonight definitely felt like one. Satisfied with the look, I headed back to the kitchen and grabbed my phone, ignoring the small, sharp pains radiating through my stomach. I opened the Find My Hubby tracking app and waited anxiously while the GPS signal located Matthew’s phone. ...St. Barks’ Suites and Hotel... I smiled in silent victory before ordering an Uber. It didn’t take long for the car to arrive, and we headed straight for St. Barks. Soon, a massive, gleaming seven story luxury building came into view. The glowing gold neon sign displaying the words ST. BARKS’ SUITES AND HOTEL confirmed that I was in the exact right location. I paid the driver before quickly stepping out of the cab into the cool night air. There were multiple luxury vehicles rolling up to the entrance with a team of valets handling each one. The men stepping out of the passenger seats each had a beautiful, elegant women draped on their arms, dripping in melodious dinner dresses and carrying exotic designer handbags, their expensive perfumes catching the wind so strongly I could smell them from across the pavement. Standing in front of this magnificent building reminded me of all the reasons Matthew shouldn’t be here. Why I shouldn’t be here. Places like this were reserved strictly for the tycoons of the city, the elite financial advisors, senators, prime ministers, and foreign ambassadors. They were places for people whose middle names carried more social weight and respect than a room full of average people, places for men who never had to worry about outstanding bills or meticulously budget for a monthly paycheck. I took a deep, steadying breath, chanted a silent mantra of encouragement in my head, squared my shoulders, and walked directly toward the grand entrance. To my surprise, the front host politely asked for my coat and inquired where I was heading. “The... um... Sterling party. I am here to see Serge Sterling.” I didn’t know what else to say, and his name was the very first thing that flew out of my mouth. “Is he expecting you, ma'am?” the host asked politely. “Ah... yes. He is.” No, he absolutely wasn't. “One minute, ma’am, let me confirm that with his floor shortly.” “There is no need for that. I was expecting her.” A deep, commanding voice cut through the air directly in front of us, making me freeze instantly. Serge Sterling was standing a few feet away in all his intimidating glory. He was wearing a flawless black tuxedo with a crisp white dress shirt and a matching black silk tie. His jawline looked neatly shaved, and his dark hair was carefully combed back. He looked... absolutely ravishing. Clearing my throat, I tried to hide my surprise in front of the hotel host as I walked up to him, extending my hand in a formal greeting gesture to keep up appearance. “We are well past that, don’t you think?” Serge murmured, tilting one dark eyebrow up as his eyes scanned my red dress. Ignoring the sudden, violent backflip my stomach just performed, I got straight to business. “How did you know I would be here?” “You called me,” he retorted smoothly. Without warning, he pushed his large hand around my waist and pulled my body flush into his. I let out a sharp gasp, shock flooding my entire system. Was he completely out of his mind? What if Matthew saw us standing like this? He bends his head down to my ear, his breath hot against my skin and whispers, “How about we give your sweet husband a little show?” Ready to give him a piece of my mind, I violently pushed his hand off my waist and stepped aside. “You must be completely insane. Where is my husband?” He let out a low chuckle that quickly hardened into a grit of his teeth, before I could react, he grabbed my hand firmly and began leading me down a long, red painted hallway. “What do you think you're doing?” I whisper yelled at him, desperately trying not to attract the attention of the passing wealthy guests. He just let out a low grunt in response, keeping his long stride until he came to a complete stop near a wide opening. “What is the meaning of all this, Mr. Sterling? Can you please let go of me?” I asked, completely irritated by his cruel games. Without a word of warning, he grabbed my waist again and turned my body toward the large hall room directly opposite us. We were standing in a dimly lit corridor, but the adjoining room was a bright, vibrant casino filled with exotic men playing various table games. My breath caught completely in my throat when my gaze locked onto a familiar mop of messy brown hair near the center table. Matthew. He was actively betting and drinking, with Leo laughing right by his side. They seemed to be having the absolute time of their lives, completely oblivious to the world. Slowly, Mr. Sterling lowered his mouth back down to my ear, his large hand around my waist tightening. “For my silence, pleasure me. Right here. Right now. In front of your man.”The morning sun was blinding when I finally opened my eyes, the cold space beside me on the mattress instantly bringing me back to reality. He was gone. The sheets on his side of the bed were completely smoothed out, leaving nothing behind but that faint, lingering scent all over. I lay there for a minute, staring at the ceiling, my chest aching. “I can’t control how much I need you, Ava” That whisper from the dark echoed in my head, making my heart do a sickening backflip. Had he actually said it? Or was it just a vivid, desperate hallucination cooked up by my own stressed out brain? I shook my head, forcing myself out of bed before the nausea could hit me again. I couldn't afford to get sick. Not today. After a quick shower, I padded down the quiet hallway, trying not to get lost in the process. I didn't see Abby or the baby anywhere, but the heavy doors to Serge’s home office were slightly ajar. I pushed the door open, trying to look confident. Serge was
I spent ten minutes in front of the bathroom sink, scrubbing off the scent of Serge’s mint and tobacco off my skin, but nothing could wash away that heat of his fingers. My hands wouldn't stop shaking. I forced my swollen lips to stay flat as I pulled my damp hair into a loose bun, and threw on a simple grey oversized shirt to hide the pink marks on my neck. Walking down the grand staircase, I almost felt like I was marching toward an execution but when I stepped into the dining room, crispy smell of roasted chicken and garlic hit my nose. My stomach immediately rolled, a sharp wave of leftover nausea hitting the back of my throat, but I forced it down. I couldn't throw up. Not again. .“Oh, Ava! Come, sit down,” Abby’s sweet voice cut through to me. She was already seated at the massive marble table, pouring water into the crystal glasses. Serge was sitting at the head, of course. He had changed into a cotton black t-shirt, looking completely relaxed, as if he hadn
AVA POV Serge lets out a deep growl against my mouth, his large hands immediately flying out to wrap around my wet waist, lifting me off the floor as he pressed his mouth back into mine with a force that almost shattered whatever sanity I had left in me. The hot water from the shower head was burning against our skins, but I couldn't feel the chill of reality anymore. My fingers clutched desperately at the now damp fabric of his white shirt, tearing at the buttons as I pulled him closer, drowning in the taste of him. It was heavy. Brutal. I didn’t know what was happening to me lately but he seemed to be the only solution. I had this chaotic rush of adrenaline that made my head spin out of control every damn time he was next to me and in these seconds, of us like this, nothing ever mattered to me, not my husband, not Leo or even the burning sensation of my wedding ring on my finger because it all didn't exist. All I knew and needed right now was this bruising pr
Wait. What? The word echoed around my ears, dancing like a loose bullet. Nanny? Serge Sterling had to be kidding , he didn't blackmail me with that video, ship my husband off to some godforsaken training facility upstate, and drag me to his glass tower just to make me change diapers? My mouth opened, but nothing came out. my tongue feeling like a dry piece of wood. I stood frozen in the entryway, fingers gripping the strap of my cheap duffel bag so tightly the canvas was digging into my palm. I wanted to turn around. I wanted to run straight back to the elevator, hit the ground floor, and sprint all the way back to my cramped kitchen. But I couldn't. The weight of Serge's fingers was still burning against my jaw and that image of me naked and pinned against a door was still playing into the back of my eyelids. If I walked out those doors, my marriage was dead by noon. “I... yes. Hello,” I finally managed to choke out. My voice sounded weak, complete
The denim jeans felt stiff and really heavy against my fingertips. I stood frozen in the cramped laundry room, my wide eyes staring at the splattered cluster of brownish red stains trailing along the lower cuffs of Matthew's trousers. Blood. It was undeniably human blood. A sickening wave of blind panic and horror curled through my stomach, making my breath hitch in my throat and my mind started its overflow thinking. Did he get into a bar fight with Leo last night? Was he mugged on his way home from the restaurant? My hands shook so violently I could barely hold the weight of the denim. Is this why he was acting awkward earlier today? I threw the trousers into the washing machine, slamming the lid shut with a loud bang before turning on my heel. I padded out of the laundry room with my bare feet toward the kitchen counter. Where was my phone? I needed to talk to Matthew right now and demand an explanation. Reaching the counter, I pushed myself forward to grab my cell b
A sharp blaring noise cuts through the silence in the bedroom and I jolt awake, pushing up, my heart pounding within my ribs out shock before I stretch out to the small clock on the nightstand and slum it off. It was nine o'clock in the morning. An aching throbbed behind my temples, a hangover from yesterday’s hours of crying on the bathroom floor, and the suffocating psychological warfare I had endured at that hotel. All which I had hoped were nightmares but weren’t.Sighing, a smile stretches on my lips as a rush of victory flooded my veins. I sat up in bed, my smile widening and spreading across my lips and face. For the first time in weeks, the crushing weight on my chest now felt a little lighter. I had done it. I had actually looked that notorious billionaire/ CEO Serge Mr. Sterling dead in the face and I had spat a furious no directly into his arrogant face. I hadn't caved to his demonic twelve month contract. I hadn't let him buy my dignity or regulate my body with
AVA POVMy fingers were trembling so as I pulled the file open, desperate to see what was under but horrified at the thought of it all together. From where I am standing, I could hear crushing thunder, an indication of a heavy storm coming up.An all took familiar sense of nostalgia hit me. Serge
LEO STERLING POV “Let’s go, buddy,” I grunted as I helped Matthew up, throwing his heavy arm over my shoulder to stabilize his weight. He was such a complete light head!!Four glasses of cheap whiskey at the casino and he was already completely out of it, his words slurring into incoherent mess w
“Matthew,” Leo called out, reaching a hand to my husband. Matthew staggered directly into his arms, completely ignoring my presence after Serge practically commanded them to leave. “Babe... Mr. Sterling here is a really good boss,” Matthew purred, a sharp hiccup cutting him off mid sentence. “S
“What the actual fuck.” He was breathless, his eyes tearing between Serge and me. I could tell he was about to pounce. I tried to step toward him, desperate to reassure him that it wasn’t what it looked like, that none of this was real or mattered. But the heavy steel cuffs around my hands pul







