AIYANA
The warmth in my chest that uncontrollable fire dancing inside me, was still there, as if the ancestral flame had taken root in my body. But what once felt like a privilege now only brought agony.
With every step I took, I could feel the eyes of the pack weighing down on me cold, harsh, relentless. The disdain on their faces cut deeper than any words. They saw me as an intruder, a threat. Not one of them. And if that wasn’t enough, I had to face Isabela’s hatred and the rejection in Maxim’s gaze.
Isabela approached with a venomous smile on her lips, her eyes gleaming with latent hatred. I could almost feel the tension pulsing in the air.
"You really think you can just be the 'chosen one,' Aiyana?" she said, her voice low and sharp, as if each syllable was meant to wound. "Your mother was a witch, and now you think the flame chose you by chance? Don’t believe that lie. I know what you are. I know you did something to alter the result."
"W-what? I didn’t..."
My throat tightened at the accusation. My hands trembled slightly, but I squeezed Alyssa’s hand harder, seeking a bit of security. I already felt the weight of my mother’s legacy, but hearing that from Isabela... it was like a blade driven deep. I remembered so little about my mother.
"I didn’t choose this!" My voice came out raspier than I expected, but I held it steady, trying to keep the rising anger under control. "I’m not my mother."
Isabela gave a sarcastic little laugh, crossing her arms with a look of contempt. Alyssa squeezed my hand even tighter, as if to pass courage to me through her touch.
"Oh, sure. Like it’s that simple. You’re not your mother, but you’re the same. A witch." She took a step closer, her voice lower now—almost a whisper, but poisonous. "And now you’re going to try to steal what’s mine, like your mother stole your father? She took him from my mother."
Isabela’s words hit me like a punch to the stomach. I barely had any memories of my mother, but she had always been the source of the pain I carried. And now Isabela was twisting it into some bitter lie, trying to make it seem like I was stealing something I never wanted.
My grandmother appeared at my side like a storm in the shape of a woman. She stood firm, unyielding. She looked at Isabela with a fury I rarely saw in her.
"SHUT YOUR MOUTH, ISABELA!" My grandmother’s voice thundered through the heavy air between us. She placed a firm hand on my shoulder, shielding me, and then, with eyes like knives, locked her gaze on Isabela. "Don’t you dare speak those words to your cousin. Don’t you dare! You don’t know what you’re saying, and if you continue, you’ll regret every syllable."
"Enough, Isa." Maxim. He was tense, fists clenched at his sides, his face overtaken by a rage burning in his eyes. I could see the pain in him, but it wasn’t directed at me. He was furious, with himself. And with me. "I don’t need this. I don’t need you, Aiyana. I… I love Isabela, and I’m going to stay with her. I’m not ignoring my feelings because of some stupid flame."
I couldn’t help it. My heart clenched, and a lump formed in my throat. He... he hated me? Before, he didn’t even know I existed, and now he saw me as the source of all his suffering. The scorn in his eyes was like a knife driven into my chest.
The air was thick with tension, and everyone around seemed to be waiting for the outcome. Scott Blackwood, Maxim’s father, stepped forward with a posture full of rigid authority. When he spoke, his voice rang out like a verdict.
"The flame never chooses wrong, Maxim." He looked at his son with calculated coldness, as if he cared more about the family’s honor than any feelings. "Everyone must respect the power of the ancestors. It chose Aiyana. There’s nothing more to discuss."
Maxim didn’t respond right away, but his eyes overflowed with contempt as he looked at me. He took a step back, distancing himself from everything that came with the choice.
"The flame may have chosen, but I didn’t. I won’t let this control me." He was defiant, his voice tight with anger, as if his last shred of resistance was breaking with each word.
Scott sighed, resigned, as if he had expected this reaction. He looked at Maxim, then at me, and his voice fell like a decree.
"The decision will be reviewed when Aiyana turns twenty-one. Until then, we wait."
Those words "we wait" fell over me like a curse. It wasn’t just a matter of time; it felt like my life, my fate, had been put on hold. Wait for what? I didn’t want any of this either.
The feeling of being seen as an intruder, someone who didn’t belong, intensified. My eyes met Alyssa’s. She smiled softly at me, as if to say everything would be okay. And with that, a small wave of relief washed over me, though the weight of rejection still pressed on my shoulders.
But then, I looked at Maxim one more time. The hatred was still there, in his eyes, and it was like something inside me shattered. I couldn’t take it anymore. Not the stares, not the words, not the unbearable pain rising in my chest.
I looked at my grandmother, felt the warmth of her hand on my shoulder, but the pain inside me remained, sinking like a heavy anchor. It was as if the weight of the world had settled on my shoulders, and every look, every word, was a reminder that I didn’t belong. I didn’t know what to do with that.
I whispered, more to myself than to anyone else:
"I’m going to the forest..."
And then, without looking back, I started to run. I didn’t know exactly where I was going, but I felt that if I stayed, I would collapse. Isabela’s voice, Maxim’s rage, the pack’s stares... all of it was crushing me, and I couldn’t take it anymore.
I ran without direction, my thoughts jumbled, my heart heavy. I needed space, air, something to ease the pressure. But more than anything, I needed to get away from all of them. If I stayed there, in front of them, I would drown. So I ran without looking back.
AIYANAMax’s chest rose and fell violently, as if he were trying to keep some beast inside him. But failing."Are you trying to torture me?" he growled, his voice hoarse, caught between pain and desire. "Is that it, Aiyana?""I… I don’t know how I ended up here." I tried to pull the towel, cover something, anything, but the fabric betrayed me, slipping easily, spreading across the mattress as if it too wanted to abandon me. "Damn it…"I tried to turn, to retreat, but he was already over me.Max moved with animal speed, and suddenly I was lying on my back, his weight pinning me to the mattress. One of his hands gripped my throat, not squeezing, but firm, possessed. The other supported his body beside my face, his muscles taut, veins bulging, as if he might explode."Do you have any idea what you’re doing to me?" he whispered, his voice torn, his eyes blazing. "You lie on my chest with that fucking towel and think it won’t tear me apart inside?"His eyes roamed my body as if every expos
AIYANAVardam opens the book and shows me diagrams. Energy lines. Protection circles."Most witches barely scratch the surface. A thread of magic, and that’s it. But a few… a few are like us. Gifted.""Gifted?" I ask, trying to hide my discomfort.He takes a vial with a dark liquid and sets it on the table."Arkan, for example. Meredith as well. Both went beyond what’s considered the standard limit among witches. They’re on a higher level, which is why they believe they’re superior."His eyes don’t leave mine."She doesn’t work with alchemy. She prefers other methods… more visceral. Meredith uses control magic. Voodoo dolls, personal objects. If she gets something that belongs to you a strand of hair, a piece of clothing, she can invade your body with pain."My stomach twists. The thought of someone like her by Arkan’s side is enough to give me chills."And Josefina. Is she involved too?""Josefina is young, but she was born in the midst of power. Raised as heir to Meredith’s dark leg
AIYANAI didn’t know what to expect from a father lost and found. Maybe an awkward hug, or a dramatic apology straight out of some cheesy romance Alyssa would try to shove on me. But Vardam gave me none of that.And deep down, I’m grateful for it.He didn’t call me “daughter.” He didn’t try to fill a role that was never his. He just introduced himself as someone who knew more than he was telling, which seems to be the theme with everyone in my life, and offered what he could: answers, guidance, training.Still, when I’m near him, it feels like I’m trying to decipher an ancient riddle. As if he carries every piece of my puzzle and is testing whether I deserve to see them.
AIYANAI slipped out of Icarus’s arms and finished pulling on my shirt, fumbling to find my pants, tugging them on in a rush while his touch still burned against my thighs.I had one leg in when Maxim appeared on the second-to-last step of the staircase.And his gaze burned hotter than any touch.He froze.He didn’t say anything at first, not in the first second, maybe not even in the next. But his eyes said everything. His clenched jaw, his fists tightening, his gaze sparking with a maddening mix of rage and hurt.“I thought you were dead,” Maxim finally growled, his eyes darkening. “But no. You were just... busy.&rd
AIYANAThe attic of Vardam’s house was covered in a fine layer of dust. The slanted ceiling filtered the late-afternoon light through cracks in the roof, painting the space with orange hues and long shadows.Icarus walked to the center of the room, nudging a few objects out of the way with his foot. I followed him in silence, watching his precise, almost calculated movements, like he always knew exactly where to step without making a sound, as if the whole world were a minefield and he had memorized the map.It was only when he turned to me, arms crossed, that I noticed.“You’re... wearing gloves?”He glanced down at his gloved hands as if he had forgotten. The gloves were black, thin, looked like lightweight wool, but reached just past his wrists.“Yeah.” His answer was quiet, almost defensive. “Lethal touch, remember? Better not risk it.”My stomach tightened. It hurt, in a strange way. Not out of fear, but for him. For everything he carried and hid behind irony and silence. He spok
AIYANAVardam raised a finger, demanding silence for a brief second."Arkan was one of my brother’s most powerful disciples. A brilliant apprentice… and deeply corrupted. But he wasn’t the only one. If he made contact with the others… then there’s a legion lurking. Waiting."He looked directly at me. I felt a shiver crawl up my spine."Aiyana… everything revolves around you."A sound of scorn escaped my lips before I could stop it."Why is it always me?""Because you are impossible," he replied, and noticing my offended expression, added, "You shouldn’t exist."