LOVE OR HATE

Stefan

The hands on the wall clock were making sound in this pin drop silence. Since I had locked her down in the basement, I was being eaten up by an unsettling guilt so harassing her when she wasn't at fault. My mind was out of control and my heart was dead. There was nothing at all, no feeling, just hatred for everyone. And for my father, the hatred was aggressive.

Even after knowing that he had nothing to do with my mother when she was on her deathbed, he abandoned her and cheated on her. It was me who understood and watched everything from the shadows. She wanted him to be with her in her last moments but that cruel heartless creature left her to die.

How can I forgive him? I can't, I can never forgive him. It's just that I never had anything to prove. When I tried to raise my voice against him, I was shunned.