TANYA’S POV
My eyes trailed over my reflection in the mirror as I got rid of all the makeup. My bracelets and accessories made a clattering sound with each one I tossed away. Anger and hatred surged through me; the image of his face flashed in my head, and the urge to break all his bones soared higher. Pausing a little, I sent myself glances, taking note of how well my wedding gown complimented me—never had the thought of marriage crossed my mind, but this! This wasn't how I thought it would be. Granted, it was expensive, no doubt, but I had imagined my wedding to be the ethereal one that would give me butterflies in my belly as I walked down the aisle to my charming prince if I ever decided to. But definitely not this! Sighing, my fingers fiddled with my earrings, and soon, it was lying on the table, too. But what now? What was to happen after the wedding vows? The wedding night? Was I really going to have sex with a man I despised? Pulling down the sleeves of my dress, I heard the door click open, then his clear footsteps as he trailed in. But I don’t turn. However, I could feel his intense gaze against my bare back. I continued to struggle with the side zip, hoping he would ignore me and leave. Or were we to stay in a room like married couples? A soft sigh escaped my lips. It's funny how I never got to tell him my condition. Now that it crossed my mind, would he have really killed me if I said no? The scent of his cologne wafted into my nose as he materialized beside me, undoing the zip instead. Our fingers touched barely before I pulled my hand away. He fiddled with it for a while, my heart pound rate increasing with each second his touch lingered on my skin. “Didn't know it would be tight,” He confessed, his words slicing through the thickened atmosphere. “No problem, it's over now,” I responded and felt him take a few steps back after the sip came undone. Without thinking, I slipped out of the dress and stood there in my black-laced underwear. Fuck! He was still here. I tried to cover myself, feeling my cheeks burn under his gaze, but then he turned around. “I'm going out,” he mumbled, taking something from the drawer. “You're not even going to spend some time with me on our wedding night?” The words slipped out before I could think straight. He froze, then turned to send him a long stare. A dry laugh rumbled through his throat. “We're not actually married, Tanya. Feel free to get some sleep and move around the house. Later.” He informed me, and I immediately felt stupid. Without saying anything else, he walked out of the room, shutting the door behind him. No sex! It's not like I wanted it, but come on? I was supposed to stay married to a man who didn't even look surprised to see me half-naked. Creeping onto the bed, I took a deep breath, my eyes darting around the room. This was my life now, living here, pretending to be the perfect wife. Maybe if I played along, he'd let me move around, and he'd let me go out. I'd gain his trust, and the moment he let his guard down, I'd run away and never look back. The lukewarm water cascaded down my hair, washing away the grime of the day. I scrubbed my body meticulously, trying to erase not just the dust but the lingering scent of fear of being held captive in a gilded cage. When I stepped out, towel clutched, my reflection in the mirror was a stranger. Dark circles under my eyes, a tense line etched between my brows. This wasn't the Tanya who was naive and hopeful. This was the woman who'd danced with death, tasted betrayal, and lived to tell the tale through the scars that hung desperately on her face. I made my way to my side of the wardrobe, which he had instructed the maids to prepare. There were a few clothes there, new ones. In the end, I chose a free-flowing flora nightgown and slipped it on, the cotton soft against my skin, before heading downstairs. As I descended, the grandeur of the mansion revealed itself, but my attention was quickly drawn to two men dressed in black stationed by each exit. Bodyguards, a constant presence in Rodrigo's world A shiver ran down my spine. This wasn't just a home anymore; it was a fortress, and I was the unwilling prisoner. A young woman, eyes wide with something akin to terror, jumped as I cleared my throat. "Is there anything to eat?" I asked, forcing a smile. "I'm famished.” I completed. My eyes moved over her face. She looked weary and tired, as though she had seen death too. Her wrinkles were hiding under her makeup. Poor soul! One day, I would love to hear how she got her. “I, uh, I was just preparing some rice, Señora," she stammered, her gaze darting between me and the doorway. "Rice sounds wonderful," I smiled, trying to dispel the tension hanging heavily in the air. “Why the long face?" I ventured, my smile faltering. "You look like you've seen a ghost." Her lips trembled. "It's nothing, Señora," she mumbled. But the tremor in her voice was like a crack in a dam, revealing a torrent of fear. I knew the source—Rodrigo's ruthlessness. “Bring the food up to my room, please," I said, my voice laced with a quiet authority that surprised even me. Later, the food arrived. The rice was fluffy and smelt delicious. Despite the tension coiled in my stomach, I found myself savoring each bite. When I finished, I decided to take the plates downstairs to wash them. I had already grabbed the sponge when the maid walked in, finding me at the sink, "You don't need to do that, Miss Tanya,” she protested, taking the plates with hurried hands. "It's no trouble," I said, a genuine smile gracing my lips. "What's your name?” “Maria," she mumbled, her gaze flitting to the door again. My eyes followed hers, and there was nothing but a bodyguard standing there. Rodrigo’s CCTV. Would he kill her, too, if she made a simple mistake? "Well, Maria, thank you for the delicious food," Turning towards her, I informed warmly. "It's been a long day. Have a good day.” I added and made my way out of the room. My eyes took a last glance at the heavily built men littered everywhere like garbage. I was nothing but a prisoner now, but not for long because I was going to find all means to get out of this place. Even if it meant seducing the Devil. I retreated to my room, the weight of solitude pressing down on me. I sank onto the bed, exhaustion finally claiming me. Sleep, however, was a reluctant visitor. Every creak of the floorboards, every rustle of wind against the window, sent my heart into a frantic drumbeat. Suddenly, the door burst open, slamming against the wall, and he stumbled in, The Devil. His face was a mask of pain and fury, his clothes stained with blood and dirt. His palms were left out. He looked bruised up and bloody, as though he just killed an entire town. Limping towards me, I caught his eyes blazing with a raw emotion I couldn't decipher. Concerned, I rose to my feet, my voice cautious, "What happened, Rodrigo?” My heart racing. Who was this man?TANYA’S POVHe ignored me, his body entire of a storm of suppressed rage. I stretched out my hand to touch him without thinking because I was drawn to soothe the fresh gash on his cheek.It was more like I wanted to feel it. I needed to confirm if it was indeed blood. It couldn't be right. There was no way my husband would return on our wedding night drenched in someone else’s blood.I watched him flinch away, his hand shooting out to shove me back."Don't!" he snarled, his voice rough with barely contained violence. "This isn't any of your concern." He reminded.His words were like a slap in the face. I recoiled, stung by the venom in his tone.But he was right. I was nothing to him.I watched as he stumbled towards the bathroom, slamming the door behind him. I stood there, frozen, the silence echoing my shattered hopes. The anger I'd suppressed for so long roared to life, hot and fierce. How dare he treat me like this? After everything I'd endured, I was nothing more than a bother
TANYA’S POV The black sequin dress accentuated my curves as I stood before the mirror, my palms gliding against my thighs as I posed. I couldn't help but wonder where he wanted to take me, and he provided no detail or explanation. What a brute. My fingers were in my hair, a nervous habit, twisting a rogue curl around my index finger as the doorknob clicked. My breath hitched. It was too soon. I wasn't ready. But ready or not, the door swung open, revealing a man in a sharp black suit standing in the doorway. "Sir Rodrigo instructed me to come get you, ma'am," he stated matter-of-factly. “Do you know where we're going?” I asked, applying lipstick. He paused, the silence stretching uncomfortably between us. His stare, sharp and calculating, scanned me from head to toe before settling on my eyes. "That's not my concern, ma’am.” "Right," I breathed, returning to the room one last time. He moved aside, gesturing for me to follow. As we descended the grand staircas
TANYA’S POV“Stay away from Tanya, Fabio," Rodrigo's voice growled, his jaw clenching. He took a threatening step towards his mirror image“Easy, brother," his replica chuckled, his voice a lighter echo of Rodrigo's. "Can't I talk to my sister-in-law?"Sister-in-law? My mind reeled. Twins. That's why they looked so alike, why I'd felt that unsettling disconnect.Rodrigo's glare was icy, his gaze flicking to me and then back to Fabio. "It seems your wife can't even tell us apart," Fabio drawled, his eyes sparkling with mischief, and I felt my heart sink.Rodrigo's fingers tightened on my arm, his voice low and urgent. "Follow the guard to our table. Now.” He ordered, and I could tell that he meant every single word. He was obviously boiling.I stumbled after him, my head spinning like a top. As we walked, I couldn't help but glance back. Rodrigo was whispering something in Fabio's ear, a warning, a threat. I couldn't tell, but he looked pissed. The lively rhythm of the party slowly d
Tanya's POV I woke up to an empty room. Rodrigo must have left as usual. This mansion was too quiet and boring, and the nightmare that I was trapped in, called marriage, wasn't helping things. "I can't keep living like this," I muttered to myself, throwing the covers aside. The plush carpet beneath my feet did little to comfort the emptiness that loomed in the air. Making my way downstairs, the grand staircase echoing my solitary footsteps. In the kitchen stood Maria, the head maid, busy preparing something while engaging in a lively conversation with the other maids. The clinking of utensils and the hum of their chatter filled the room. "Morning, Tanya," Maria greeted, her eyes briefly meeting mine. "Morning," I replied, attempting a smile. I poured myself a glass of juice, wanting to immerse myself in their warmth, even if just for a moment. But as I approached the clutter, a sudden hush fell upon the kitchen, like a curtain dropping on a stage. The other maids exchan
TANYA’S POV A soft resounded on the door."Who's there?" I questioned as I silently hoped that it wasn't the monster.But somehow, I knew it couldn’t be. After all, monsters don’t knock."It's me, the guard, Sanchez. Mr. Rodrigo sent me," came the muffled response."Come in, then," I let out.The door slightly opened, and then he proceeded in—a visible brown envelope in his right palm."Mr. Rodrigo wanted you to have this." He informed, stretching it towards me. My eyes darted over it as I contemplated on what best to do. I couldn't think of the best reason why he would send me anything.“What is in it?” I questioned.“I guess you would have to ask the Boss, Ma’am.” He threw it at me, and it sounded a bit rude.Not wanting to push the conversation further, I took it from him, noticing a white note slightly out, causing me to curiously open it gently.“Go out and do stuff that women your age do. Treat yourself." The words played out.My eyes moved over his credit card sitting in my ri
Rodrigo's POV I stormed towards the sleek, black car, the anger burning within me like an unquenchable flame. Tanya's actions this morning had ignited a fuse of frustration, and the weight of it settled heavily on my shoulders. Carlos, one of my most trusted men, stood stoically beside me. "Why didn't you bring the file?" I demanded, turning sharply to face him before entering the car. "You almost made me look stupid with Gonzalez." Gonzalez and I had illegal dealings together, shrouded in the façade of a legitimate business partnership. Any misstep could jeopardise everything. Carlos lowered his gaze, a flicker of regret in his eyes. "I'm sorry, boss. I mistakenly brought the wrong file. It won't happen again, I swear." "You're right. It won't," I replied coldly. Without hesitation, I reached for the cold metal of my pistol, a familiar weight in my holster. In an instant, a gunshot pierced the air, and Carlos crumpled to the ground, lifeless. The silence that followed was
TANYA’S POV Cracking my eyes, it trailed over Rodrigo’s head, lying against my chest. Yesterday, I’d found him drinking himself into a stupor, and I invited him to get some rest. All attempts to move proved abortive because his weight practically pinned me down. I decided just to let it go and lie down. I couldn’t help but sniff his hair, and for some reason, it smelt like lavender, making my stomach twitch. He began to stir awake and stretch. It wasn’t until he fully cracked his eyes open that he sat upright. “What am I doing here?” He asked in a gravelly voice as he rubbed his temples. “You were mad drunk last night, and I didn’t want to let you sleep on the stool in the wine cellar,” I answered, feeling a little sad that he had to stand just when I was enjoying the moment. “That explains this migraine,” he muttered, more to himself than to me, as a frown formed on his face. Peeling the blanket off him, he got on his feet. “I feel like shit,” He complained, a palm on
TANYA’S POV “Did you just come in or…?” I questioned, after letting out a sigh of relief. “I just got back.” He answered plainly, his voice firm and his posture unwavering. How could he act like I wasn't half-naked? Our eyes met, and I held his gaze. I’ve been around him since, and I always knew he had pretty eyes, but seeing it this close made me appreciate them even more. I began to feel a bit uncomfortable and gently averted my gaze, going to my wardrobe to look for something nice to wear. searching through my pile of clothes, I could feel the heat of his vision on my back. I didn't bother to look, but I could tell that he was staring at me. I finally grabbed a nice silk nightgown, and then I froze. Looking over my shoulders, my eyes moved to the corner. “Do you just plan on standing there?” I questioned, my voice a little shaky. He didn’t respond. Instead, he just stood his ground. I could tell that his eyes were hovering all over me. A part of me felt embarras