Chapter 7

Louen’s POV

I was staring at my reflection through the mirror while combing my hair, I can’t believe that this could happen. They we’re all wanting to buy me. They all want me under them, it’s scaring me even more.

I feel so tense and confused at the same time even though I don’t know what’s the reason for it. “Are you ok?” Erille ask when she noticed that I kept moving my hands and I’m sweating for no reasons.  

She held my arms and look at me in the eyes, fix my hair up and say, “Can you do your performance tonight? If you can’t just tell me.” She asks, I know she’s worried, I can see it through her eyes. I don’t want to her to take my job for me, because I’m like this. I need to work and do my responsibility. I smile at her and nodded, showing her that I can still do this.

Ibut deep inside of me, I’m so scared, I’m scared that people outside might fight as I step out of this room. Erille sigh before she shakes my arms, making me look at her and she said, “Let’s just swap, I’ll dance first before you so that you won’t feel anxious anymore” she said and tilted her head before she smiles at me and give me those, I got you look. 

I smile at her and nodded; God thank you for letting me have her beside me right now. “Thank you,” I whisper, “Always welcome,” after that she continue putting her lipstick on and I glance at myself to the mirror. 

I really feel uneasy, I don’t know why…

“El the main stage is yours,” they call my name for my performance but Erille instantly speak. “Let me dance in the main stage for now, she’ll dance after me” Erille said. “But Mamo said that El is the first dancer to dance?”

“I said I’m the first dancer for tonight period!” Erille fearlessly said. I sigh and shook my head down, pull yourself together Louen. You need to work, don’t be so stupid. But something inside me feels so uncomfortable, I just don’t know what’s the reason for it.

I feel nervous, and my heart keeps beating so fast. I don’t know myself right now, I know I can’t dance if I’m like this.

I tried slapping my face, so that I can focus but it just felt so useless. I stand up and watch Erille dance in the main stage.

Every guy standing and watching her there are fantasizing her, every move she takes and every sway her hips does, makes all the man go crazy for her. All the money is fall on the stage as the guys throwing money to her and cheering her out as she started stripping.

She lay down on the floor, seducing every man's eye that lay on her body, this is the domination she was telling me. The power that she holds while swaying those hips make all of this guy give money to her.

Her palms on her skin send fire to every man’s eyes. They we’re lusting over her and yet they can’t touch her.

I turn my back and walk back to my seat but Ma’am Cherille suddenly showed up and called my name just like what he did last night. “El” it sends me so much fear, but I glance at her and say, “Yes?” I ask.

“Where’s Erille?” she asks.

“She’s in the main stage Mamo” one of my co-dancers answered her because I can say a single word. She nodded then she looked at the stage before she went inside and walked towards my seat. “El, come with me.” she said and quickly grabbed my wrist. 

“W-why?” I ask, but just like a deja vu, she didn’t let me ask and pull me out of the staff room, and bring me upstairs. This is what I’ve been feeling from the very start, this is the reason why my heart kept pounding so fast.

My mouth felt so dry as I take my step on the staircase, and we head to that black door again. My heart is pounding so mad, that it really gives me a hard time to breath properly. 

My whole body feels so uneasy, my blood feels like it is exploding in tenses. 

I know behind that door is that man I saw last night, and thinking of him behind that door, makes me weak. 

“Don’t tell this to Erille,” Ma’am Cherille said and we both stop in front of this black matte door. My heart just wants to escape my body already, I can’t do this.

I can’t even produce a word; my feelings are bursting out of my whole system. I don’t know what to do anymore. I don’t know what will happen to me tonight. But one thing is clear inside my mind right now, I know that… 

I’m weak for this man behind this door…

She opens the door and let me in before she closes the door, the feeling I felt last night happens again and this feels like a deja vu. 

He refrained from facing the window and faced me with those dark stares, strong aura and dominant appearance. He’s like the high among all men. 

He’s like an alpha male wolf that could kill me in just a snap, “El” he called my stage name like it was the most beautiful name in the world, how could a simple El sound so beautiful like that. 

My heart beats faster as he takes his step towards me, I could see his veins on his arms while his hand is inside his pocket, he’s simple black matte shirt gives him that dark aura. 

He stands in front of me and say, “Nice to see you again El” my knees weakens as he speaks, his voice is so dominant and powerful. I felt goosebumps when he touches my hair.

He leans closer and softly kiss me on my cheeks, that’s the first every kiss on my cheeks that feels so sensual and tempting, I feel like it was hypnotizing me and making me fall for the most dangerous trap he prepares. 

I could feel him sniff on my neck and slowly touch my thin arms and slowly rub it with those warm palms, his other hand slowly wraps around my ways, as he moves closer making out body touch. 

“You smell so nice” he whispered into my ears purposely touching my helix. I could smell his mint breath and manly scent.

I feel so weak and small when I’m in his arms even though I’m 1.68 meters tall. His tall and big with this masculine body and his scent can also make me weaker. Everything about this man makes me weak, I can’t stand him. 

How can I dominate him when in the first place I already feel under him?  “Would you dance for me?” he whispers and gently kisses my ear helix. I don’t know but I am like a puppy who quickly follow what he said. 

I felt him grin before he faces me and say, “Not here” he said and reach for my hand before he holds it so gently and open the door for us, we went out of the VIP room and he bring me at the back exist of the club where a Red Ducati 6098 R is waiting for us.

He opens in using his car keys and open the door for me, I became like a robot who follows what he commands, I can’t even fight with myself right now. What ever he said feels so right.  

He drove us somewhere a bit far from the club, I felt so suffocated inside the car. His scent smells so good that I can’t handle it anymore, that makes me so weak, my hands are turning cold as ice while we’re inside his car, I could feel his powerful alpha male aura.

We stop in front of a big advance building; we enter the wide door beside and it’s like an elevator for cars. We reach the rooftop where there's an infinity pool with beautiful lights and this black penthouse above this gigantic building.

This is the biggest building that I’ve seen in my life, my dad has already made buildings like this but I could say that this is kind an amazing, the structure of the building is so powerful.

We both step out of the car; he opens the door for me. “As you please” he whisper before he smirk and gently hold my hand. We went inside the penthouse, and as soon as we stepped inside the lights automatically opened. 

The black walls that I thought suddenly turned into a glass wall, my lips parted as I looked at the whole view outside, this amazing. 

My eyes roam around the place, “Wanna live here?” he asks, I stiff hearing those words, I avoided his gaze because of that. I would never want to live here. I know he brought me here for his sexual needs. 

And if this is the day I’ll lose my virginity, I will face it. “You can live here if you want too” he said and reach for my hand and walk up the stairs, the second floor is filled with high ceiling doors, and it all color black. 

He brought me to the last door at the end of the hall and opened it, I was stiff when I saw a pole inside that room. Don't tell me he already brings a lot of pole dancers here? 

“I put this pole here yesterday for this” he whispered in my ears before he gently pushed me inside and closed the door. This room consists of one pole at the center and a black contemporary canopy bed in front of the pole and a leather chaise lounge chair at the side, nothing else but this three. 

He slowly let go of my hands and walked towards the bed while taking off his coat and loosening his neck tie. He sat on the brim center of the bed in front of the pole and rested his arms the bed. 

He clicks something on the small remote on his hand and suddenly the room turn into a dim blue light and a music play. 

I know why I’m here, I’m a stripper, I should do my job as one.

I hold the pole and look straight to his eyes, as he dominantly stares at me. Watch me like I’m the most beautiful he has ever seen. Fire in his eyes is see-through, temptation and possession. 

I started moving my hips, playing with the beats of the music and started lifting up my body in the pole and started making pole tricks. 

“Trust me, trust me, I don't like being alone thinking ‘bout ringing your line, I wish you would come home but I'm just tryna balance my space, I'm just tryna protect my space” his stares starting a flame inside my body,my blood is going crazy, he’s like a liquor that makes me drunk. 

He’s all attention is on mine, he’s not taking off his eyes on me, watch every move I take and sensually clenched his jaw and gulf. 

I slowly get drowned in his presence and set me on fire, I close my eyes and feel the music as I give my passion into this dance. The soft tone of music makes my body feel hot. 

I go down and stand up behind the pole, staring at those eyes, he stands up and start taking his step close to me, I don’t know but I continue dancing while he stands up in front of me and wrap those warm arms on my waist. 

He leans on my neck to take a sniff and I let him have crumpled feelings, that makes me go insane. 

“I don't really need the pain but I love to feel the pain maybe I could use a break, so we just might have to wait, 'cause we're way too in love, Just to fuck and let go ‘cause we're way too involved, Just to cut and not call” the music keeps playing and his lips started touching my neck, and his hand softly caresses my back. 

His left hand slowly went down on my hips down to my thighs and gently lip it up, reason for me to stand dancing and hold into his arms for balance support. But he held my hands using his right hand and put it above my head and leaned it on the pole. 

He started leaving wet kisses on my neck and up to my jaw before he started giving me soft kisses on my cheeks. I just close my eyes and start feeling his sweet kisses and the way he makes me feel so delicate. 

His thin lips are so soft, the way it touches my skin builds a hot temptation inside my whole system. The music keeps playing and the seduction the lyrics bring adds more sexual sensation with every touch he makes. 

I weaken when his lips touch mine, slowly moving it and gently sucking my lower lips, he’s pinching my thighs a bit and move pinned me in the pole using his body even more, that makes me feel something bulge on my stomach. 

The way he moves his lips is like drugs that could start to rule my whole body and soul, heat is surrounding my body, I could feel his left hand touching the edge of my dress and slowly lifting it up. 

Touching my two-piece bottom, and teasingly pulling the garter down, until he removed it on my legs. He stops kissing me and looks at what he gets, he urges a smile before he tensely stares at me and sniffs at my two-piece bottom. 

I don’t know but seeing that it just heated up my whole face, I would like to cover my face out of embarrassment but he locked it above my head. I just avoided his gaze and try to look away, but he held my chin and make me face him. 

“Don’t look anywhere when my eyes are on you, I’m possessive, I want all your attention” he whispered, before he let go of my bottoms, on the floor and continued kissing me again. 

I started kissing him back but my eyes widened when I felt that warm hands on my wetness, “Hmm” I can’t help to react when those palm touches my skin.

“I’ll start” he whispers and goes down to my next, starts kissing and licking my skin making me whimper in heat. He’s hands start playing with my wetness as he keeps me distracted to his possessive kisses on my neck. 

His movements slowly started two get rough as he inserted his finger on my wetness, he let go of my hand before he lifted me up and pushed my weight through the pole as he started thrusting his fingers inside of me. 

I wrap my arms on his neck and lean my head on his shoulders, as I keep gasping for air because what he’s doing down there makes me lose oxygen on my whole body. I breathe heavily and he moves his hands faster and continues to be rougher and aggressive. 

Then he started sucking my neck, “Hmmm” I whisper and bite his shoulder as I shiver on it because of the pleasure I’m feeling down there. He continues doing what he’s doing on my neck and in my wetness at the same time. 

I’m going crazy, this pleasure is drawing and stimulating so much strength on my body, I hold him and hugged him tightly as I felt something inside of me starting to build up, I know that’s a women orgasm and I don’t want to let it go because it would be so embarrassing while his finger is inside of me. 

“Don’t control it El, let me make you satisfied” the moment that he speaks and thrusted his finger deeper, is also the moment I release that liquid down there. I hide my face on his neck as he removes his hands on me and holds my waist. 

I went down and continue to hide my face on his neck, I feel him chuckled before he gently pushes me away to see my face and slowly remove my mask. 

As he saw my bare face, he stopped for a second before he aggressively cupped my face and kissed me. He kissed me like I was the most precious thing he owns. “Now I really won’t let you dance there anymore” he whispered between our kisses. 

After those kisses, he pulls my dress down revealing my nakedness in front of him, he gazes at me like he's going to devour me, before he kisses my eyes, nose, cheeks, and lips. “I’m really owning you from this day” he utters in a husky voice before he makes me turn my back on him, and I saw a mirror behind the door, that face the pole and the bed. 

I could clearly see my whole nakedness through my reflection, and also his dark eyes that stare at my reflection also. He kisses my shoulder gently by not breaking those stares and he slowly wraps his hands on my small waist and slowly moves down to my wetness. 

He just let me watch what he’s doing before he went one step backward and started unbuckling his belt and opening his pants. “Hold into the pole will you” he ordered while still locking those hot stares on me. 

I followed what he said and held onto the pole with my two hands. He pulled my waist one step backward and slowly pushed my back to bend over the pole. I could see myself in this position before he let out that hard thing he’s hiding. 

I could almost fall on the floor witnessing that kind of thing, is that supposed to be that big? Would that fit me? 

He bends over my back before he makes me look at him and kissed me on my lips, as he started positioning himself. 

I close my eyes so tight in fear of what it would feel like, am I gonna rip apart with that thing?

I felt the tip of it on my wetness and started penetrating me, “AHHH!’ I shouted in pain between our kisses, making a stop and looking at me with frowned brows. “Don’t fucking tell me…” he stops, and tears started to fall from my eyes. 

It’s so painful! I’m gonna die..

“You're a virgin '' he whispered before his eyes darkened even more and clenched his jaw. 

He removes his things slowly and I cry in pain and carry me and put me on the bed before he positions above me. He gives me a sweet peck on my cheeks before he wipes my tears and says…

“This time I’m really marking you as mine”