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SO I SAT THERE IN THE DARK AND LET THE PAIN CONSUME ME

ผู้เขียน: Ray Nhedicta
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Chapter 49

Max

Saturday came too fast and too slow at the same time.

I rode to the hotel in a daze, stared outside the taxi but seeing nothing. The restaurant was nice. Too nice, really, with soft lighting and quiet music and the kind of atmosphere that suggested romance.

Freya was already there when I arrived. She looked beautiful. Happy. She stood up and hugged me, and I hugged her back even though it felt all wrong.

We sat down. Ordered food I didn't taste. Made small talk that felt like pulling teeth.

"Max, are you okay?" she asked finally, her brow furrowed with concern. "You seem... I don't know. Distant."

"I'm fine," I lied.

"Are you sure? Because if something's wrong, you can tell me. I want to help."

And that's when I knew I couldn't do this anymore.

"Freya," I started, then stopped. Tried again. "We need to talk."

Her face fell. "That's never a good start to a sentence."

"I know. I'm sorry. I just..." I took a breath. "This isn't working. Us. This relationship. It's not fair
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  • THE HOCKEY ALPHA WANTS ME   I LET MYSELF FALL COMPLETELY INTO HIM.

    Chapter 57MaxI shiver as Ace leaned in and pressed a slow, sure kiss to the inside of my thigh. His lips were soft, but there was nothing gentle about the way he touched me. “Fuck, Max, you’re so hot like this,” he whispered, and heat exploded through my body, fueling me.My fingers kept moving in and out of my ass, the tightness gripping me and making me ache. Ace sat across from me, seeming calm, but his eyes burned with everything he wanted from me. His chest rose and fell, steady and patient, like he was savoring every second of it.“Insert another.”His quiet command left no room for hesitation. My body reacted before my brain even caught up, the need to submit so deep. I pushed another finger inside, my ass stretching a little to accommodate my fingers.I can imagine how I look. I definitely look like a slut, with my legs spread out and an erect dick.I looked like Ace's slut. And I don't mind, I only want to please him completely. I wanted him to own me, to take me apart

  • THE HOCKEY ALPHA WANTS ME   I INSERTED MY MIDDLE FINGER AND HEARD HIM GASP.

    Chapter 56MaxI had never done this before, never even thought about it, but with Ace, I wanted it.I wanted to taste him, feel him, make him lose control the way he was making me. His eyes widened, then darkened, a hungry edge to them that made my stomach flip.“You sure?” he asked, his voice rough, like he was barely holding it together. “Because, fuck, Max, I’d love that, but... you don’t have to.” His hand slowed on our cocks, giving me a moment to think, but I didn’t need it. I was sure, surer than I had ever been about anything.“I’m sure,” I said, cutting him off, my voice firm despite the nerves. I slid down the wall, my knees hitting the carpet.His dick was close to my mouth, that was desperately waiting for him.My heart raced, a mix of anticipation and fear, but the want was stronger, drowning everything else out.I leaned in, kissing the tip of his cock, tasting the salt and heat of him. He was so big, bigger than I expected, and the thought of taking him in my mouth was

  • THE HOCKEY ALPHA WANTS ME   YOU’RE GONNA WRECK ME. THAT FEELS... SHIT, SO GOOD.

    Chapter 55Max"Yeah,” I pant, my hand still working him over, matching his rhythm, feeling him pulse under my fingers. “I want you. All of you.” My voice cracks, and I don’t care. I’m past caring about anything except him, his hands, his mouth, the way his body feels against mine. I want to drown in this, in us, and forget every doubt, every hurt, every moment that isn’t this.He undoes my button, tugging my zipper down with a slowness that’s pure torture, his fingers brushing my skin as he goes. He’s giving me time to stop him, to pull back, but I don’t. I can’t. His hand slips inside my boxers, wrapping around my bare cock, and I nearly lose it right there, the feeling of his rough, calloused fingers on my skin too much. “Fuck, you’re so wet,” he murmurs, his voice thick with awe, like it’s a gift he can’t believe he’s getting. He strokes me from base to tip, slow and firm, his thumb swiping over the head where I’m leaking, spreading it around until I’m slick and trembling.“G

  • THE HOCKEY ALPHA WANTS ME   HIS WORDS HIT ME DEEP, STIRRING SOMETHING I’VE NEVER LET MYSELF FEEL BEFORE

    Chapter 54MaxMy hand’s wrapped around the thick, throbbing length of him through his sweatpant, and it’s like I’m holding something alive, something that’s got my heart slamming so hard I can feel it in my throat. Ace is rock-hard, straining against the pant, the heat of him burning through the fabric into my palm. Just feeling him, solid, pulsing, so damn real, makes my own dick ache, trapped in my pants, begging for release. My head’s spinning, a raw mix of need and something deeper, something that’s been building since the first time I kissed him.I’ve always been good with control. Five years with Freya, and I kept it together, never let things go too far, never lost myself. Even when we finally did, it was because she pushed for it, her hands guiding me past my own walls. I was careful, always thinking, always holding back a piece of myself. But with Ace? Fuck, I’m unraveling. I want to touch him everywhere, taste him, feel him in ways I’ve never let myself imagine with a

  • THE HOCKEY ALPHA WANTS ME   FUCK, HE FEELS SO HUGE.

    Chapter 53Max His hair stuck up in every direction. His eyes were red-rimmed. "I'm trying here. I'm trying to fix this, to make it right, but I don't know how. You won't let me close enough to try.""Then try harder." The words came from somewhere deep inside me. Somewhere primal and desperate and aching. "Kiss me until I forget. Kiss me until when I look at your lips the only thing I see is your mouth on mine. Touch me until the only hands I remember are yours. Stay with me until those images fade and all that's left is us."Ace's breath caught audibly. His eyes went wide, then dark. His hands fell to his sides, clenching into fists."Max..." His voice was strangled. "Don't...""Why?" I was still on the floor, looking up at him, completely vulnerable. Completely exposed. "Why not?""Because when you talk like that..." He closed his eyes, his jaw clenching. "When you say things like that, I want to do things with you. Things that probably aren't a good idea right now when you're up

  • THE HOCKEY ALPHA WANTS ME   WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO, MAX?

    Chapter 52MaxThe kiss was desperate, hungry, filled with weeks of pain and longing and words we'd been too angry to say.His fingers threaded through my hair, angling my head to deepen the kiss. I grabbed onto his shoulders, his skin warm and solid beneath my palms, and kissed him back with everything I had. Every apology, every regret, every ounce of love I'd been holding back poured into that kiss.He tasted like mint and something uniquely him. His lips moved against mine with a desperation that matched my own. Like he was trying to memorize every curve, every angle.When we finally broke apart for air, he rested his forehead against mine. Our breath mingled in the small space between us. "I love you too," he whispered against my lips. "God, Max, I love you so much it terrifies me. So much it keeps me up at night. So much I can't think straight when you're around. I've loved you more everyday for the past five years."My chest felt too full, like my heart was expanding beyond w

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