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'Sugar, Smoke, And Silent Warnings'

Author: Janina peters
last update Last Updated: 2025-06-26 05:50:45

NATALIE

The aroma of fresh coffee and warm pastries fills the air, a comforting scent that usually soothes me surprisingly. But today, a knot of unease tightens in my stomach. I tap my fingers against the smooth, cool surface of the coffee table, my gaze snapping to the clock on the wall for the tenth time in as many minutes. Over an hour. Mia is over an hour late.

A pang of something sharp, like betrayal, pricks at me. Mia. She’s so easy to talk to. She even made faking a conversation easy, so easy that it almost felt real. But as the minutes tick by, the carefully constructed walls I’ve built around my heart begin to feel a little shaky. I remind myself, though. This is bigger than coffee dates and paint dates. This is a mission. A mission that demands I keep my distance, that I can’t truly let myself be friends with Mia. The thought is a cold comfort, but it's all I have right now.

My phone buzzes, vibrating against the table. I glance at the caller ID, a familiar name flashing on
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