LOGINLiora’s POV
I don’t remember how my feet carried me back to the pack lands that night. All I know is that when the first streaks of dawn stretched across the sky, painting the world in pale gray, I was still running, barefoot, my clothes torn, skin stinging where branches had whipped me. My body felt foreign. Every step was heavy with shame, but my mind kept replaying the same fragments, looping mercilessly.
His hands, his voice, the way my body betrayed me. I mated with a human—an action that could cost me everything.
I didn’t even know his name. He was only a stranger with lost eyes and a stunned, hazy clarity, caught in the same storm as me. And yet the heat in my blood hadn’t cared. My wolf had clawed for release, and I, weak and humiliated, had given in.
When the gates of the pack estate came into view I slowed, clutching at my chest. I couldn’t let them see me like this. Not torn and ruined. Not smelling of a man who wasn’t my mate.
I slipped into my quarters unseen and bolted the door. My legs gave way and I collapsed on the wooden floor, breath ragged, body trembling. The silence pressed in, making the memory louder than any sound. His weight. His mouth on my neck, branding me. For a moment I had wanted to vanish into him.
I crawled to the washroom and turned the water scalding, stepped in and scrubbed until my skin reddened. I dug my nails in as if I could claw away the scent of him, the memory of his hands. It didn’t leave. No matter how much I scoured, traces of that night lingered.
Tears mixed with the water. “It never happened,” I whispered to the tiles until the words were meaningless. The soreness between my thighs told another story, one I could never reveal.
By the time the water ran cold my skin was raw and my soul thinned. I crawled into bed and pulled the sheets over me like a shroud. Exhaustion dragged me under.
I woke to the soft creak of my door. “Liora?” Mami’s voice, cautious and steady.
She came in with a tray of porridge, eyes sharp despite the gentleness in her step. Her gaze landed on the raw patches along my arms where I’d scrubbed too hard, then flicked to my face. “Child.” She set the tray down and sat on the bed, brushing damp hair from my temple. “What happened?”
If I told her the truth the pack would devour me. Alex’s vindictive laughter would echo through the long days to come. Not before he and his pack left at dawn—no. So I shook my head. “Nothing, Mami.”
Her look lingered, deeper than curiosity. She didn’t press with questions. Instead she pulled me into her arms the way she had when I was small, letting me rest my head on her shoulder. “You don’t have to carry everything alone,” she whispered.
I closed my eyes and let her hold me, even though I knew I had to carry this. I had to.
Weeks folded into months. Alex spread his version of the story—loud, smirking—saying he had rejected me because I wasn’t pure, because I’d already given myself away. The pack took him at his word. I became an easy mark: the rogue’s daughter, ruined and expendable.
Then, three months after that terrible night, my cycle didn’t come. I began waking with waves of nausea, faint and sudden, and food—the bread and broths I grew up on—turned my stomach. At first I told myself stress, shock, anything but the truth. But when the nausea sharpened into constant sickness and my chest tightened in a way that would not be soothed, Mami sat me down at dusk and said nothing for a long time.
She sent for the midwife. The woman arrived with a cloth and a small herbal poultice; she watched me with the calm eyes of someone who’d seen too many such things to be surprised. “You’re carrying,” the midwife said quietly. “Three months, give or take.”
Hearing the word made something icy and steady settle under my ribs. I felt the future narrow to a single line: survive.
I made a choice then. To protect what was growing inside me I told the pack I had been attacked after Alex rejected me—that the child was conceived in force. The lie cut me into pieces, but it gave me armor. The whispers shifted from derision to pity. People lowered their eyes. They stopped asking the follow-up questions that would have stripped me bare.
Only Mami knew the whole truth. Not the howl of every detail, but enough. She knew I had not been carried off. She knew my heat had come early, that my body had betrayed me. She had felt the change in me the night I stumbled home; she had seen the way I flinched at touch. She did not ask me to confess. Instead she put her hands on my face and said, “You are not the sum of one night.”
Her face hardened afterward in a way I recognized as resolve. She would not let the pack weaponize this against me. She would not give them more than the lie I offered them. That was all she needed to know to protect me—and that was all I could ask.
Nine months later Johnathan was born.
Labor tore me raw. Hours of pain and heat and animal cries rolled through me until there were no edges left, only the single, bright focus of bringing him into the world. The moment they placed him on my chest, the world shifted. He was so small—perfect in the way small things are—fingers curling, lungs crying. When his tiny hand curled around my finger something inside me broke and remade itself.
I loved him at once, fiercely and without question.
I pressed my lips to his hair. “You’ll never feel the shame I felt,” I whispered. My tears dropped on his skin. “You’ll be free, my little wolf.”
Mami stood close, tears shining in the soft light. “He will be our strength,” she said.
For the first time since that dawn, I felt the thin, warm rope of belonging. Johnathan’s breath evened under my cheek and the room inhaled with us.
But even as I let myself fall into that fierce, animal love, something unwelcome rose in my chest. The face of the stranger slipped into the back of my mind—the stranger whose hand had branded me that night. A flash, a scent, a shape in the trees. I pushed it down, burying it under lullabies and the careful routine of feeding and changing and learning his small noises.
Johnathan was mine now—my son, my reason to breathe. I told myself the man would never know. For his safety and ours, I would keep him out of the story. Still, in the thin hours before dawn, I sometimes woke to the echo of a footfall or the impression of a silhouette between the trunks, and for a dizzy second my chest clenched.
I pressed my hand to my mouth, felt the small steady rise and fall of the child at my breast, and whispered
a promise into the dark: I will protect you. No matter what comes.
The street was too quiet that night.Liora’s heels clicked softly against the pavement as she walked home, her bag clutched tight against her chest. The air smelled like rain, heavy and cold. Every sound—the rustle of leaves, the distant hum of traffic—felt louder than usual.She tried to steady her breathing. It was just another night, she told herself. Just work. Just the usual tired walk home.But deep down, her wolf didn’t believe that.Something was wrong.The scent in the air carried a hint of metal and smoke. Faint, but familiar. The same one she had sensed before—cold and sharp, like danger hiding in a shadow.Her heart began to race.She paused under a streetlight and glanced around. The light flickered, buzzing weakly before dimming again. The road stretched ahead, empty except for a few parked cars. She couldn’t see anyone, but she could feel it—eyes. Watching. Following.Her wolf stirred inside her. Don’t panic, it whispered. Just keep walking.So she did.Step by step, sh
Morning came gray again.The rain had stopped, but the clouds still hung low over the city, heavy and tired.Liora stood at the bus stop with her coffee cup, her fingers cold around the paper. She hadn’t slept well — every time she closed her eyes, she felt like someone was standing outside her window, just watching.The air was quiet except for the soft sound of tires on wet road.She told herself it was nothing. That the man from yesterday — the one by the car — had probably just been a passerby.But her wolf didn’t believe that.Her senses were too sharp now, too awake. She could smell faint traces of something familiar — the scent of someone who had been near her more than once.She turned her head slightly.A black car was parked across the street again. Same spot. Same silence.Liora’s breath caught, but she kept her face calm. She threw her coffee away and boarded the bus like nothing was wrong.At the office, she forced herself to smile at the receptionist and headed straight
The next morning came slow.The rain had stopped, but the world still smelled wet — like the city hadn’t fully woken up yet.Liora stood in front of the mirror, brushing her hair in silence. The reflection that looked back at her didn’t feel like her. Her eyes were darker, tired. Her body felt heavy.Jonathan’s voice called from the kitchen, “Mama, I finished my cereal!”She smiled faintly and replied, “Good job, sweetheart. Go wear your shoes.”The girl sat beside him, swinging her legs as she helped fold napkins. Mami hummed softly in the background, her movements steady and grounding — like always.Everything looked normal.But Liora’s wolf was still uneasy.That sense of being watched hadn’t left her since last night.Even now, standing by the window, she felt it again — that faint tug, as if someone’s eyes were on her from a distance. She scanned the street, pretending to adjust the curtain.Nothing. Just people going to work, a street vendor selling bread, a boy running with a b
The night had a strange quietness to it.Not peaceful — heavy.The kind of quiet that made every footstep sound too loud, every shadow seem too close.Liora pulled her coat tighter around her as she stepped out of the building. The rain had started as a drizzle, soft and cold, touching her cheeks like a whisper. Streetlights glowed gold through the mist, their reflections stretching across wet pavements.She walked fast. Not because she was late — but because her instincts told her to.Her wolf stirred beneath her skin, restless.It wasn’t fear. Not yet.Just the kind of tension that warned her to listen, to pay attention.The city wasn’t as alive now. Most people had gone home. Cars passed occasionally, their tires hissing against the road. The sound faded too quickly.Liora’s heels clicked softly as she turned into a smaller street — a shortcut she often used. It was darker, quieter, but faster.Halfway down, she stopped.The sound of footsteps echoed faintly behind her.She turned
The morning light came in slow and pale, crawling through the thin curtains like a whisper. The little apartment was quiet, except for the faint sound of a kettle heating on the stove and the sleepy hum of Jonathan’s voice as he played on the floor with his toy cars.Liora stood by the sink, rinsing her cup, her hair tied up loosely. Her mind felt heavy even though the day had barely begun. Sleep had come and gone in bits, leaving her tired, restless. Her wolf had been uneasy all night, pacing beneath her skin as if something unseen waited just beyond the walls.She turned slightly when she heard small footsteps.The nameless girl appeared from the bedroom doorway, rubbing her eyes. Her hair was messy, her small frame wrapped in one of Liora’s shirts that almost swallowed her whole.“Morning,” Liora said softly.The girl nodded, her voice small. “Good morning.”Jonathan glanced up from his toys. “You woke up late,” he said, his tone halfway between teasing and serious.The girl blinke
The city was quieter than usual that night.Rain had started again, slow and steady, painting the streets with silver light. The sky looked heavy, as if it was carrying too many secrets.Liora stepped out of the building, her coat pulled tight around her. The wind brushed her hair across her face, cool and soft. She walked quickly down the sidewalk, her heels clicking against the wet pavement.She had stayed longer than she planned.Too long.Her thoughts were a mess. She kept seeing Jasper’s face — the calmness in his eyes, the warmth in his voice, the way he’d said her name as if it meant more than just an employee’s name. It unsettled her.Because deep down, she knew she was already fighting something she didn’t want to name.When she finally reached home, the lights inside were dim. Jonathan was asleep on the couch, one arm hanging off the side. Elara was curled up beside him, her little hand holding his shirt. The sight made Liora smile softly despite her exhaustion.She took off







