LOGINEVREN
Evren curls deeper into the corner of the carriage, transporting him, pulling the rough wool blanket tighter around himself.
Cold iron shackles circle his wrists even though he didn’t resist the collector's attempt to drag him out of the hall. An omega like Evren knew fighting against people with power was fruitless.
Despite his horror at the declaration of Alpha Felix, Evren didn’t so much as protest the transaction that has now made him a token of a debt owed. The carriage jolts violently, sending pain through Evren’s already bruised ribs. He bites down hard on the inside of his cheek to stop himself from reacting, even as pain starts to spread all over his side.
It wasn’t as if making himself invisible would change his fate now. Evren knew that much, but he was used to hiding his pain, and this situation wasn’t any different. It was better for him to suffer in silence than draw unnecessary attention to himself.
“We should stop before the storm worsens.” One of the riders near the front curses under his breath.
“No delays,” the emissary leading the group answers immediately. “The Crown already waited too long for StoneRidge's tribute, and we have no clue how this particular tribute would be received. The earlier we get to Tyrheim, the better.”
Evren’s eyes pull close as the conversation outside the carriage reaches him. The word Tribute rings repeatedly in his head. He wonders if they would still call him a 'tribute' once the King grew bored enough to kill him. What even was the guarantee that the Lycan King wouldn’t kill him on sight?
The thought alone should terrify him, but exhaustion had dulled his reasons to fear. For an omega who had spent years surviving one day at a time, this was simply another cage, perhaps worse than the last. If the Lycan king did take him as his sex slave, perhaps he would be better fed.
Maybe he could…
Pain flashes sharply through Evren’s shoulder, his thoughts coming to a halt as the carriage hits another rut. Evren barely had the mind to nurse his pain when a faint, distressed scent escaped him. The reaction was immediate as Evren’s scent permeated the air, and the collectors riding the horses stiffened.
“Can you smell that?
Evren’s eyes snap open, panic crawling up his spine as the question from outside floats into the carriage.
The older collector in the group frowns toward the carriage. “I’ve never smelled anything like that before. It smells strange.”
Evren pulls the wool blanket over his head, his pulse hammering as he prays to every deity that could hear him. This wasn’t supposed to happen. Not now, when he wasn’t prepared. He couldn’t go into heat now.
“It’s probably fear. The omega has been quiet since we collected him. He is definitely scared,” the older man then mutters dismissively.
Although forcing himself not to react or sigh in relief, Evren’s fingers tremble violently as they tighten around the blanket.
His scent has always been wrong, not obvious enough for most wolves to question him outright, but it has always been different in ways that made an Alpha’s instincts uneasy. It was the reason most Alphas in StoneRidge avoided Evren like the plague.
But 'wrong' wasn’t the word Evren would use to describe his scent when he’s in heat. Male omegas of this time don’t experience heat like normal female omegas. But Evren was an anomaly, one he didn’t understand himself.
He has always smelled sweeter in heat, intoxicating in a way that dulled alpha senses, and his scent carried something spicy, intoxicating enough to make alphas, mated or unmated, become delirious for him. Something with the potency of an aphrodisiac.
But Evren has always hidden that part of him. He remembers how his mother had panicked the first time he went into heat. And she had fed him doses of suppressants she made herself. And she had taught him how to make them because it was crucial for his survival.
The memories of his time with his mother rose suddenly and without warning, invading his mind.
—
“You must never let anyone scent you during your heat, Ev. Always steer clear of Alphas and Betas. Isolate yourself when the heat comes. Even if you’re on suppressants, you should never be too careless.”
Evren looked up from the floor, where he had curled up after the first bout of pain hit him and he had wailed for his mother. He was merely thirteen and had no clue why his stomach had chosen to tie up in painful knots and why this strange fluid kept leaking out of his body.
“But male omegas don’t have heats. Why am I…” His words trailed off as he bit his lips to stave off another cry of pain. The herbal tea and roots his mother fed him had stopped the hot need searing through him, and he had stopped leaking, but that hadn’t stopped the pain in his stomach.
The candle beside his mother flickered softly, throwing shadows across her weary face. Once upon a time, she had been regarded as one of the most beautiful omegas in all of StoneRidge. But sickness had hollowed her slowly over the years, leaving her skin pale and her body thin.
His mother pulled him closer, frail, weak fingers massaging his stomach. “Listen to me carefully.”
“You are not like other male omegas,” Evren remembered, frowning and wondering why he was different. Being a male omega was already bad enough, so why did he have to be different from other male omegas?
“The midwife had almost reported us the day you were born.”
“Why?” Evren had asked.
“You didn’t make a sound, and she had to prick your finger. That was when she scented your blood, and she knew what you were.”
Evren’s frown had deepened. His mother wasn’t making sense.
“There used to be another bloodline among omegas.” Her voice had lowered. She glanced at the window briefly before she continued. “Long ago, there were werewolves called Moonborn. Some called them Resonance.”
“Uhh?” Evren was confused at this point.
“They were rare male omegas blessed by the Moon Goddess herself. They were powerful, desired, and hunted.” Her expression darkened painfully.
“Hunted, why?”
“Because these omegas could do what no male omega was ever supposed to do. They could conceive.”
The room fell into silence as Evren stared at his mother in shock. “That’s impossible,” he retorted.
Her voice broke softly, “People fear what should not exist, my dear child. If the Alpha ever finds out. They will cage you until your body breaks, giving them children.”
The words had settled into his bones like ice and were heavy on his chest.
“But they don’t even like me now.”
“Because male Omegas who aren’t Moonborn are considered a curse. A barren land, they don’t know that you are Moonborn, Evren, and they can never find out. You must never tell anyone. Not your future Alpha, not this pack. No one, ever,” she said firmly.
“But how will I keep it a secret from my future Alpha if I can get pregnant?” Evren has asked.
“I will teach you. Some herbs and flowers would prevent you from getting pregnant. I will protect you, Evren, but you have to promise me that you will never share this knowledge with anyone,” she demanded with more urgency.
Evren nodded frantically. “I won’t, Mama. I promise.”
“Good, you cannot, must never trust the bond.”
This time, Evren frowned. “What bond?”
“The mating bond makes omegas foolish sometimes. Love makes people careless.”
Evren snorted, carefully leaning against her side. “Mates are not real, Mama and I don’t think anyone will ever love me.”
The sadness in his mother’s eyes swallowed him whole as she gazed down at him. “Oh, my sweet boy,” she murmured as she pressed trembling lips against his forehead.
“That’s exactly why I’m afraid.”
—
Till this day, Evren never understood what she meant by those words.
The carriage jerked sharply to a stop. Snowstorm winds howled outside now, and it became apparent that their journey had been cut short. The carriage door pulls open, letting the freezing air rush inside.
“Get out,” the collector barked at Evren.
Evren blinks, his body protesting as he tries to sit up. The collector, having no patience for him, grabs Evren by his shackled ankle and drags him forward.
Dark pine forest surrounded them in every direction as Evren was shoved forward towards the campfire being prepared beneath the trees. He sat where he was shoved beside a fallen log, wrists still bound, when a sudden gust of wind shifted through the camp.
Evren freezes completely as one of the collectors sniffs the air sharply, and then another, and then the emissary turns to him. His scent had changed.
Evren knew it. He could smell it.
Panic crashes through him instantly as the eyes of every collector and emissary turn on him. This wasn’t… The date for his heat wasn’t even close, so why was this happening?
There was no way he could get the roots needed for his suppressant tea, not out here in the wild with…
The collector nearest to Evren narrowed his eyes at him as he rose. "You—"
Evren’s pulse sharpens as the collector closes the distance between them, looming over Evren with eyes that spell confusion and hunger.
Evren lowered his shaking head, sinking his ass deeper into the cold snow as he prayed his body didn’t betray him for once.
But has his body ever listened to him?
By the time the month turned over, there were two guardsmen posted outside Evren's door instead of one, and neither of them met his eyes anymore when he passed.It had happened slowly enough that he couldn't point to the single day it became a cage rather than a courtesy. First it was an extra attendant assigned to walk with him to the gardens. Lachlan had said it wasn't because he was worried about Evren's health.He knew what it was, even if Lachlan didn't. He'd watched it building in him for weeks, the way Lachlan's hand found the small of his back a little too often now, a little too firmly, the way he asked where are you going in a tone that tried for casual and landed somewhere closer to demand. Some nameless fear had taken root in him the day he rode home and hadn't managed to shake it since, and rather than examine it, he had simply built walls around the thing he was afraid of losing, brick by well-meaning brick, and called it love the whole time he was doing it.It probably
By the third morning, Lachlan had stopped pretending he hadn't noticed.It began small enough that he could almost talk himself out of it — Evren declining to walk with him to the gardens, claiming a headache; a held-back laugh at breakfast that used to come easy and now seemed to require effort, like something dredged up rather than felt. Lachlan reached for his hand across the table and Evren let him take it, but a half-second too late, the pause just long enough to register before it was covered over.By midday it was harder to explain away. Evren found reasons to leave rooms Lachlan entered — a message that needed answering, a dress fitting that could surely have waited, a sudden interest in the state of the linen stores that no one, least of all Evren, had ever shown before. When Lachlan sat beside him during the afternoon petitions, close enough that their shoulders brushed, Evren shifted a careful few inches away, as if the contact cost him something he couldn't afford to spend
Two days had passed since the homecoming dinner, and it was over a set of tax rolls from eastern shires that Lachlan felt it.One moment the Alpha king had too much on his table, ink drying at the tip of his quill, the voice of the servant who brought his tea echoing in the room as he departed, a map slapped across Lachlan’s table, one he’d open to check for something his second-command had mentioned in his recent letter, and the next minute something reached into Lachlan’s chest and wrenched hard.Lachlan didn’t have the words to describe what he felt because it wasn’t necessarily pain, but there was an urgency behind the wrenching in his chest that shot to his heart and straight through his entire body.His chair scraped back, his body moving to stand up abruptly before Lachlan had even decided it was what he needed to do. The action almost knocked the chair over, his quill dropping from his hands and rolling off the desk unnoticed.Sirius had also felt what the king felt, and the Ly
The low and dull cramping started sometime after midnight. It was small enough at first to mistake for the same unsettled ache that had been living in Evren’s stomach for days.By the time dawn was creeping through the gap in the window drapes, it was no longer something Evren could simply ignore. It had woken him up from his sleep. And for a moment, Evren lay very still, one hand pressed flat against his abdomen as he wondered if the pain would ease but then he felt the first true, unmistakable warmth of blood traveling down his legs. His eyes flew open, and he managed to scramble out of bed.The thing he had waited for over almost a week, the one thing he had begun to fear would never come, had finally made its way out. Evren should have felt relief because this was what he wanted. He had asked for this, hadn’t he? Even engineered it with several bottles and several brews of yarrow root.But now, that feeling wasn’t there. What he felt instead as he made his way to the bathroom with
The nausea came again, faint and easy enough to ignore for the better part of the first two days.Evren noticed it mostly in the mornings. It was a low, unsettled roll in his stomach that faded by midday. If he didn’t already know he was pregnant, he might’ve blamed it on something he ate, except he knew he was pregnant and he knew that was the cause of his nausea.He has spent the better part of the past few days sleeping, better than he could remember sleeping in his entire life. He didn’t need to ask why the exhaustion in his bones weren’t easing, or why it took so much effort to stand on his feet.He’d taken the medicine he got from the Physician. What Evren didn’t understand was why these symptoms still persisted.Evren had taken the contents of the first bottle a day later than the Physician had instructed, because Lachlan had held him to sleep that night. And sneaking into the bathroom would’ve been suspicious.The Omega had breathed a sigh of relief when Lachlan told him abou
The need for the trip to Aldermane came the morning after. Lachlan hadn’t expected it. He’d shared a bath with Evren, after an unexpected evening. Neither of them talked about things that they needed to address.On the better part, Evren had gotten the pleasure he wanted, his mind had calmed and Lachlan had gotten more than pleasure out of it too. Being able to satisfy Evren, without needing to fuck the Omega had tickled something in Lachlan.And that image of Evren… Lachlan shook his head, deciding not to think about that when he was miles away from home. This time, he made sure to inform Evren of his trip and the possible days he would be away.The last time he left the palace without informing the Omega, the result had led them to a Cold War of almost a month. Lachlan wasn’t going to jeopardise what little of the reconciliation they just had. If he could call it that.The journey to Aldermane took the better part of two days, and Lachlan spent most of both telling himself this woul







