LOGINThree years ago, Elena nearly died, and Damien wasn't there.
The memory hit her as she lay alone in their bed, Damien's side still empty at 3 AM. She pressed a hand to her stomach, remembering the pain, the fear, the desperate loneliness of that night.
The contractions had started suddenly, two weeks before her due date. Elena had been alone in the house, Damien away on "important pack business." She'd tried to call him, but his phone went straight to voicemail.
"Please," she'd gasped to the pack doctor as another contraction ripped through her. "Please call my mate. I need him."
Dr. Reynolds had looked uncomfortable. "The Alpha is... unreachable at the moment, Luna. But you're doing great."
She wasn't doing great. Her wolf was too weak to help with the birth, leaving Elena to face the agony with only her human strength. Hours passed. The pain grew worse. Something was wrong - she could see it in the medical team's faces.
"We're losing too much blood," someone said.
"The pup is in distress."
"Luna, we need to do an emergency C-section."
Elena had begged for Damien through it all. Begged for her mate as they cut her open. Begged for him as her vision went dark from blood loss. Begged for him as she heard her baby's first cry and couldn't even hold him.
She'd woken up two days later, weak and disoriented. Theo was in the nursery, healthy and perfect. And Damien?
He'd visited for five minutes, looked at his son, and left.
No concern for Elena. No relief that she'd survived. No gratitude for the child she'd nearly died bringing into the world.
Just cold indifference.
Elena wiped tears from her cheeks. That should have been her wake-up call. The moment she realized her mate didn't love her, would never love her.
But she'd made excuses. Told herself he was overwhelmed by becoming a father. That he showed love differently. That the mate bond meant something, even if he couldn't express it.
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At the pack events, Elena sat in her designated spot beside Damien's Alpha chair. She'd wear her her best dress…a shapeless navy thing that at least didn't have stains. Her glasses were clean, her hair in its usual messy.
However, compared to her Sophia Martinez commanded attention like she was born to it. Her blonde hair cascaded in perfect waves, her red dress hugging her hourglass curves that Elena would ever have. She moved through the room like a queen, pack members parting for her.
And her scent...
Floral. Expensive. Exactly what had been on Damien's shirts.
Elena's wolf snarled weakly, recognizing a threat. But Elena could only sit frozen as Sophia approached the Alpha platform.
"Alpha Damien," Sophia purred, her hand touching his arm. "Thank you for last night. The discussion about pack security was... illuminating."
Damien's expression softened in a way it never did for Elena. "Of course. Your insights were valuable."
They stood too close. Sophia's hand lingered too long. And everyone was watching, seeing their Luna be disrespected so blatantly.
Elena wanted to scream. To shift. To fight.
Instead, she sat silent and still, playing the role of the invisible Luna she'd been forced to become.
Elena tried to pay attention, tried to fulfil her duty as Luna. But her eyes kept drifting to Sophia, who had taken a seat directly in Damien's line of sight.
Every time Damien looked up, he saw Sophia. Every time Sophia shifted, Damien noticed.
They weren't even trying to hide it.
Elena stood by the drink table, pretending to enjoy the music while her eyes followed Damien across the room. He was laughing again…because of her.
Sophia stood close to him, her long blonde hair catching the light like she belonged in it. Her hand brushed his arm as she giggled.
Elena swallowed hard. “She’s everywhere,” she muttered.
“Who?” asked one of the pack mothers beside her.
Elena forced a smile. “No one.”
Across the room, Sophia leaned in to whisper something in Damien’s ear. He smiled, the kind of smile Elena hadn’t seen in months.
“Damien looks happy tonight,” another woman said. “Sophia brings out the best in him.”
“Yeah,” someone else added. “She would’ve made a perfect Luna. The Moon Goddess must’ve made a mistake.”
Their laughter stung. Elena’s fingers tightened around her glass until it almost cracked.
Sophia’s eyes found hers through the crowd. That smile…soft for everyone else…twisted into a smirk meant only for Elena.
Elena looked away quickly, heart pounding. “Why does it feel like I’m the outsider in my own pack?” she whispered to herself.
No one answered. The music played on, and Damien didn’t even glance her way.
Walking back to the Alpha house, Elena felt like a ghost. Pack members streamed around her, talking and laughing, but she might as well have been invisible.
The path to the pack house glowed faintly under the moonlight, lined with tall trees that swayed in the cool wind. The laughter from the event faded behind her, replaced by the soft sound of her shoes against the gravel.
Her thoughts drifted…unwanted, unstoppable.
The bedroom she shared with Damien flashed in her mind, cold and silent like the rest of the house. She could still hear his voice.
“I’m tired, Elena. Not tonight.”Always the same words. Always the same tone.
She’d tried to reach for him before, hoping he’d hold her, hoping to feel something…anything but it was always the same. When he did touch her, it was empty, like he just wanted it over with. No kiss. No warmth. Just distance.
Afterward, he’d roll away or head straight for the shower without looking back, like he couldn’t stand her near him, like he wanted to scrub off her from his body.
Elena hugged her arms around herself as she walked. “What’s wrong with me?” she whispered into the night.
The wind brushed her cheeks, cool and soft, but it didn’t answer.
Only the silence did.
"Mommy!"
Her heart leaped. Theo was running toward her, his little face bright with excitement. Finally, something good in this horrible day. She had been oblivious to her surroundings that she didn’t even notice they had been behind her, that he had arrived home.
But he ran right past her.
Straight into Sophia's arms.
"There's my boy!" Sophia lifted him easily, spinning him around. "Did you have fun with Miss Sarah today?"
"Yeah! We painted wolves and I made one that looks like Aunt Sophia's!"
Elena stood frozen, watching her son cuddle into another woman's arms. The pain was so intense she couldn't breathe.
"Theo," she called out, her voice cracking. "Theo, baby, I'm here."
He glanced at her with mild confusion. "Hi, Elena."
Elena. Not Mommy. Not Mom. Elena. Elena tried everything to get closer to Theo. She baked his favourite cookies, planned games, even offered to read him stories before bed.
"I should take him home," Elena said, stepping forward. "It's past his bedtime."
"Oh, I already told him he could sleep over at my place tonight," Sophia said sweetly. "We're going to make pancakes in the morning, aren't we, sweetie?"
"With chocolate chips!" Theo cheered. “Aunt Sophia is more fun than you, Elena,” he said simply, his little voice sharp in its honesty. The words hit harder than a blow. Still, she forced a soft smile.
"I... I didn't agree to that." She replied.
Sophia's smile turned sharp. "Damien said it was fine. You don't want to contradict the Alpha, do you?"
The threat was clear. Elena could fight this and face Damien's wrath, or she could let Sophia take her son. Again.
"Of course not," Elena whispered.
She watched them walk away, Sophia’s sleek car waited by the gate.
Theo jumped into the car without hesitation.
Sophia’s gaze lifted, meeting Elena’s eyes with a smile that wasn’t kind…it was triumphant.
Elena’s breath caught. The car drove away, and she stayed there long after they were gone, tears slipping down her cheeks silently, her reflection in the glass looking like a stranger
Theo chattering happily about his day. He didn't look back. Didn't wave goodbye.
Didn't care that his mother's heart was shattering.
Elena made it to the house before the sobs overtook her. She collapsed just inside the door, crying so hard she couldn't breathe. Everything was falling apart. Her marriage, her relationship with her son, her position in the pack.
She was losing everything, and she didn't know how to stop it.
"Pull yourself together," she gasped between sobs. "You're stronger than this."
But was she? Was she really?
Her wolf had gone silent again, offering no comfort. Even her other half had given up on her.
Elena dragged herself upstairs, each step an effort. The house felt too big, too empty, too cold. She showered mechanically, changed into her nightgown, and crawled into bed.
Damien's side remained empty.
It always did these days.
"Tomorrow," she whispered to the darkness. "Tomorrow I'll fix this. I'll be better. I'll be enough."
But the darkness didn't answer, and deep down, Elena knew the truth.
She would never be enough for a man who'd already chosen someone else.
The morning sun hurt Elena's eyes as she forced herself out of bed. Every muscle screamed in protest, but she had to move. She had to start packing."Going somewhere?" Kyle's voice made her jump.He stood in her doorway with a breakfast tray, looking worried."You know I have to leave," Elena said quietly. "Dawn tomorrow.""I know what Damien said. Doesn't mean I agree with it." Kyle set the tray down harder than necessary. "Eat first. Then we'll figure out your next move.""There's nothing to figure out. I pack, I leave, I never come back.""Where will you go?"Elena shrugged. "Does it matter? Anywhere but here.""It matters to me." Kyle sat on her bed. "Elena, you can't just wander off with no plan. You're still weak from the rejection.""I'll manage.""No, you won't." His voice turned firm. "Look at me."She raised her eyes to his, surprised by the intensity she found there."I've already called my friend in the city," Kyle continued. "He runs a small motel. Nothing fancy, but it's
Elena woke up to pain. Not the sharp, stabbing kind from last night, but a deep, hollow ache that seemed to come from everywhere and nowhere at once."You're finally awake," a gentle voice said.She turned her head slowly. An elderly woman sat beside her bed, wrinkled hands organizing medical supplies."Dr. Sarah?" Elena's voice came out as a croak."Here, drink this." The pack doctor helped her sit up and handed her a glass of water. "Small sips."The water felt like heaven on her raw throat. "How... how long have I been asleep?""Two days.""Two days?" Elena almost dropped the glass. "But I have to pack! Damien said I only have a week…""Shh, calm down." Dr. Sarah placed a weathered hand on Elena's shoulder. "You've been very ill. The rejection... it hit you harder than most.""Why?" Elena asked, though she wasn't sure she wanted to know.Dr. Sarah hesitated. "How can I explain this... When a true mate bond is rejected, it's like... like ripping a plant out by its roots. The deeper
The full moon hung heavy in the sky like a swollen wound, casting everything in shades of silver and shadow. Every member of the Silvermoon Pack had gathered in the ceremonial circle, their faces a mixture of anticipation and discomfort. They knew what was coming. Word travelled fast in a pack, and Damien had made sure everyone knew exactly what would happen tonight.Elena stood in the centre of the circle, her thin frame trembling despite the warm night air. She'd worn her only good dress, the navy one from their anniversary, though she didn't know why she'd bothered. Maybe some desperate part of her still hoped this was all a nightmare, that she'd wake up and find herself back in a world where mates actually loved each other.The crowd parted, and Damien strode through like a king approaching his throne. He wore all black, his powerful frame radiating the kind of authority that made wolves submit without question. Behind him walked Sophia, dressed in a flowing white dress that made
Morning sunlight filtered weakly through the curtains. Elena sat on the edge of the bed, her hands clasped so tightly that her knuckles turned white.The argument from the night before echoed in her mind. Every word. Every silence.She’d cried until dawn, and now her eyes burned, but all she could think was…maybe it’s not too late.“Maybe if I just… try again,” she whispered to herself. “If I’m calmer, kinder, he’ll listen this time.”Her reflection in the mirror looked pale, worn, and tired. But she forced a small, hopeful smile anyway. This is what good mates do. They fix things. They don’t give up.She picked out a soft blue dress and brushed her hair until it lay flat and neat. The colour reminded her of the early days of their bond, when Damien used to say her eyes looked like the morning sky.He hadn’t said that in years, but maybe tonight he would again.By evening, the pack house buzzed with noise. It was supposed to be a casual gathering…a celebration for new alliances but El
At the Pack meeting the next day, the meeting room smelled faintly of paper and polished wood. Long tables gleamed under bright lights, and the sound of low voices filled the air. Elena sat near the end of the row, her hands folded neatly in her lap, wishing she could disappear.The Luna Council meetings were supposed to make her feel important…respected, even…but instead, they only reminded her how small she felt.Across the table, the other high-ranking pack women spoke easily, their voices calm but commanding.“Security on the northern border is tightening,” one Luna said.“Our trade agreement with Crescent Moon needs review,” another added.They talked about finance, territory, defence-things Elena barely understood. She tried to keep up, tried to look interested, but every word felt like it floated above her head.Her gaze shifted toward Sophia.Sophia looked radiant even in something simple…a cream silk blouse, her long blonde hair cascading down her back. Every time she spoke,
Three years ago, Elena nearly died, and Damien wasn't there.The memory hit her as she lay alone in their bed, Damien's side still empty at 3 AM. She pressed a hand to her stomach, remembering the pain, the fear, the desperate loneliness of that night.The contractions had started suddenly, two weeks before her due date. Elena had been alone in the house, Damien away on "important pack business." She'd tried to call him, but his phone went straight to voicemail."Please," she'd gasped to the pack doctor as another contraction ripped through her. "Please call my mate. I need him."Dr. Reynolds had looked uncomfortable. "The Alpha is... unreachable at the moment, Luna. But you're doing great."She wasn't doing great. Her wolf was too weak to help with the birth, leaving Elena to face the agony with only her human strength. Hours passed. The pain grew worse. Something was wrong - she could see it in the medical team's faces."We're losing too much blood," someone said."The pup is in dis







