Chapter Two

Katherine’s POV

It was Kenneth and of course Judith.

Judith is the teacher for the pups kindergarten and Kenneth was a server to Gerald. They both had their duties. What were they doing here? Their hands were intertwined together.

She whispered something into his ears and he smiled at her. They moved together in sync. Judith's eyes managed to find me. Like he wanted me to see it.

My wolf whimpered in pain begging me to go to our mate.

I ignored and caged her pain and forced myself to keep moving.

“Katherine eyes forward!” Thorne My instructor barked.

I focused I won’t let him break me; he might have broken our bond.

I lifted my chin and focused on my training.

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It’s been three days since Kenneth rejected me.

Kenneth and Judith paraded themselves around the pack. It was like they both wanted to flaunt whatever they had in my face no matter how I tried to avoid them.

I thought it was going to get better but it kept getting worse. I had seen her kissing him, at the pack’s breakfast when she saw me looking she laughed. My wolf curled inward I let her watch it refusing her to hide because I wanted her to see it and convince her the reason why we should forget and heal.

“You know you don’t always have to look at them” Felicia told me breathing hard we were on our tenth lap of run. We laid on the floor trying to catch our breath.

“I have to, how else will I convince my wolf to accept it.” I breathed hard

“This is why I say all the time the mate bond is a curse rather than a blessing, look at this you want to be free despite the rejection but you can’t because your wolf doesn’t understand.”

“Mate bond is actually a beautiful blessing don’t judge based on my experience. You will find your mate someday.” I told my friend.

Felicia brushed her curls from her face, leaning back . “I won’t feel it anyway. The advantage of not having a wolf yet.” She shrugged.

“Want to switch? Just for a day please please.” I turned to her playfully.

“No no no I beg to pass” she jumped up, I chased after her laughing.

“I can’t keep running with you else my lungs will explode, I’m almost human after all.”

We both looked at each other and burst into laughter.

“We should go to Begonga. You will need it. I could have Mathuk prepare a gamma for you.” Begonga was like a secret hide out Felicia created in the outskirts of the pack around the cursed Lycan mansion. Nobody visited there.

“No, thank you I rather go sleep at home. “You know mating with mathuk is wrong it’s against the packs rules..”

“Two same rank wolves can’t mate together.” We both said it at once.

“It’s not like it’s a love or mate thing. He just has a good cock, I can’t help it.. and he lets me tie him.” Felicia winked at me.

“What kind of crazy fantasy is that Felicia?” I knotted my brows at her.

“You should give it a try” She told me.

“Well I have to go, I can’t keep him waiting.” She whispered. “You better go get your self a good dick”

My eyes widened. “She is going to be the death of me.” I whispered to myself.

After she left I walked myself home. To my greatest surprise I saw Kenneth in my room naked.

After some minutes I stormed out angry hold a bag. He was a scumbag. How fucking dare her.

The pack suddenly felt too suffocating. I couldn’t breathe the same air as him right now. It was pressing down on me. I did the unthinkable.

I sneaked out of the pack. I heard the other wolves say it countless. I could be reckless too.

It was my first time outside the pack house so I navigated around on my own. I made it to a building. It was the club. It reeked of alcohol and sex. I walked in trying to mingle with the humans. I was going to grab a few bottle of drink and leave. I joined them dancing, bottle after bottle. My head banged hard from the countless drinks.

I was a wolf yes but I was weak and I got tipsy easily only for a short while and to top it up I had completely locked out my heartbroken wolf I wasn’t ready to handle her whimpers on Kenneth’s offer and judgements on sneaking out of the pack.

“You need a good dick” Felicia’s voice echoed in my ears.

“Maybe I do need one. A human cock would not be bad.”

I climbed up the table. They cheered me I rocked my hips from side to side. I bent and shook my butt. I had a pretty good one it was soft and could bounce. All the while I was sorting my prey. And then I saw him.

I got down and walked gracefully to him.

“Hi, can you fuck me hard, I don’t mind it as long as you make me squirt”