I didn’t know how long I’d been in the room, time blurred in the cold silence, there were no windows, no clocks, just the dull ache in my body from sleeping on tile and the weight of waiting.I kept asking for Gerrard, begging for him, but he never came.The guards brought food I couldn’t eat. Just silence and fear.Until the door finally opened. I looked up, weak and sore, and when I saw Victor, my heart clenched.He stepped in with that same cold precision, shutting the door behind him. He pulled out the chair across from me and sat like this was just another meeting.He placed a thick folder on the table, creased, worn, and heavy, like it held the weight of my sins.Then he looked at me. “Do you want to tell me the truth, or should I walk you through what we already know?”I didn’t speak, my throat burned, my voice was gone. “Alright,” he said, flipping the folder open. He pulled out a photo, blurry, grainy, but clear enough. Murphy, dragging Gilmore’s body. And me, standing th
It was just after dawn when I got up. Gerrard was still asleep beside me, his arm draped across my waist, his breathing slow and peaceful. I slid out of bed, every step I took felt like betrayal. I wrapped myself in my robe and walked barefoot down the hallway, each board creaking under my weight like it knew what I was doing. I stepped quietly into the garden. The air was cool and damp, and everything around me was still. Most of the staff hadn’t woken up yet. Gerrard’s security guards were changing shifts. The cameras weren’t watching this part of the garden for the next few minutes, Murphy had made sure of it.He was already there, kneeling by the roses, pretending to check the plants. He had gloves on and a pair of shears in his hand. Pretending to work. He didn’t look up when I walked by.“Morning,” he said in a low voice. “Sleep well?”“What do you think?” I muttered, barely moving my lips.Murphy dropped a cigarette on the ground and crushed it with his boot. “I’ve got news. Ge
When Gerrard came back that evening, Victor dropped him off at the front entrance. The two of them were laughing about something as they stepped into the house. I was already waiting near the staircase, wearing a deep plum silk dress that brushed my knees. I smiled like everything was fine, even though the memory of Gilmore’s lifeless body, already gone, already buried in silence, stuck to me like cold ash.“Hey, princesa,” Gerrard said as he kissed my cheek. His hand stayed on my waist, it was warm. “Did you miss me?”I smiled and held his fingers. “Always.”He wrapped his arm around me and led me to the sitting room, talking about how a meeting went better than expected. I nodded when I needed to, laughed when he laughed, playing the part, just so that he doesn't suspect a thing.But then he stopped, looked around, and asked, “Where’s Gilmore?”The question hit me like a slap, I should've known he'd realised sooner than later. Gilmore was always there to take his jacket and briefcas
The next morning, after Gerrard and Victor left the house, I finally felt like I could breathe.Lying to Gerrard was getting harder every day—especially now that I knew just how much he loved me. I had become the center of his world. And I was still here, feeding him lies, knowing I was going to be the end of him.I felt like the universe was watching me with narrowed eyes, just waiting to drop the hammer.I stepped out into the courtyard. The soft morning light painted the stone floor in gold. Birds chirped high in the trees, and a gentle breeze touched my skin. But the peace around me didn’t match the storm inside my chest. I sat down on a bench, folded my hands in my lap, and tried not to spiral. Tried not to think about how fast the walls were closing in.That was when I heard footsteps behind me.At first, I thought it was Gilmore. We had plans to go out later and get some kitchen supplies. But when I turned around, it wasn’t him.It was Murphy.My whole body froze.He walked tow
Later that evening, I waited for Gerrard in his room, the room where I mostly sleep now. The quiet felt calm, but heavy too. I guessed he was still with Murphy. I didn’t understand why he was so interested in hearing stories about my past, like he could figure me out from someone else’s mouth. His love for me had turned into something deep, maybe too deep, an obsession. That love had made a crack in his life. One that let enemies in easily, including me. After my bath, I slipped into a silk robe. My hair was still damp and hung loose over my shoulders. The sheets felt cool as I sat on the edge of the bed, brushing my hair slowly. Then I heard the door open. Gerrard came in, smiling softly. He looked relaxed, his steps slow and smooth. I could tell he had been drinking a little. “Hey, beautiful,” he said, grinning as he came over and kissed the side of my neck. I moved a little, pretending to fix the pillow, but I could still feel his breath warm on my skin. “How did the backgrou
Gerrard was completely drawn in; he leaned forward, his eyes was focused on Murphy like every word coming out of the man’s mouth was gold, he was hooked, no doubt about it. “Tell me more,” Gerrard said, his voice was low and curious, “What was Lily’s life like back then?” Murphy glanced at me, just for a second, then went on like he’d been rehearsing the story for years. His voice was calm and smooth, like he knew the answer to every question. “She was quiet, always stuck to her father’s side; the man barely let her out of his sight. Some said he was too protective, but with the way things were back then, who could blame him? That place was a war zone.” A lump formed in my throat, and I could feel my heart start to race. I knew exactly what this was, Murphy wasn’t just telling stories, he was playing a part, he was saying everything Bruno had told him to say, painting a picture of “Lily” that wasn’t real. I gripped the edge of the table to steady myself as he kept talking. “She d