LOGIN~ Rae's POV ~
“Don't tell them, Lillian. Please. Just not yet”, I whispered, clutching the phone tighter. Lillian's voice goes off for a moment before I heard a heavy sigh from the other end. “The academy is in pandemonium, the board are demanding why your father had let you go without fighting off Alpha Damon… And your Mom has been crying non-stop that the Alpha had casted a spell on you”, She lets out in a whisper, her voice barely audible and I knew they would have asked her if she keeps in touch with me after I threw my phone away and I had to borrow this from Damon's Beta. “RAE!!”, I snapped out from my thought. “Yes, I asked if you are okay. Are you sure about this decision?”, Lillian questioned for the uptenth time. “I would be fine, I have to protect what's mine…” “You could have just… you know. The other options”, Lillian's voice trailed off and a heavy sigh escaped my lips. “I told you I would never do that, you know the struggles my parents went through before they had me and it's generational, my Grandmother only gave birth to my Mom and Mom only gave birth to me. That isn't an option Lil”, I shut my eyes tight, a tear escaping my eyes. "Are you sure you're okay? Damon, the pack—this is serious." Her voice cracked. "I know," I said, rubbing my forehead. "I just… I can't face them. Not yet." There was a pause. Then, softer, "They love you, Rae. They wouldn't have fucking care if you tell them about the whole thing. They wouldn't judge you as much as you think" “Lil, you don't know. You aren't sure, what would I fucking tell them”, Tears streaming down my face, I knew how they all look up to me. I was the best they ever had and yet just one-night mistake. "I'm all they have," I whispered. "I know. Just… please. Keep this between us." The line went dead and silent sobs racked through my body. Should I have tell them and give birth to a monster's son under their roof? A sharp sob escaped my lips and I folded my arms around myself, sinking into the leather of the SUV. The seat still smelled like him and our make out. Damon had gone to meet the council. Said he'd be back soon. I didn’t ask questions. Maybe because I was scared of the answers. My eyes darted to the front seat and I locked eyes with his Beta who was peering at me like I am some kind of alien. “Oh, sorry. You can have your phone back”, I smiled, scratching the back of my neck. I had forgotten to return the phone, maybe that was why he was staring. “It's fine”, His husky voice echoed in the car and I murmured a thanks before drifting off in thoughts. I can't believe I am doing this, the other night was a mistake as I was drunk. But is this a mistake? I had allowed him to touch me again? Am I truly spellbound? Or attracted to him? My fingers brushed against my stomach. The baby. My secret. I had no one now. No family. No future. Just this unborn child and a bond that could break me. A sharp sob escaped before I could stop it. I covered my mouth and let the tears come. I didn’t remember falling asleep. Something cold brushed my cheek and my eyes fluttered open. I blinked. It was darker. Shadows stretched long across the ground. Wind rustled leaves above me. I was still in the car—but the engine was off. Something is off. My hand… sticky. I looked down. Blood. My breath hitched. My other hand clutched my blade. My heart thumping loudly in my ribcage. No. I scrambled out of the car and nearly slipped. Bodies. Lying in the dirt. Werewolves. All of them. I backed up, heart racing, eyes wide. My hands shook as I stumbled through the woods. The trees, the grass, everywhere was smeared with blood. "No..." “What the hell happened here?”, I staggered back, my eyes darting to the front of the SUV. There—by the front of the SUV. Damon’s Beta. His throat was slit, eyes open. I dropped to my knees beside him. "Please no..." I shook my head. “Not now”, My life had been a mess already. I pressed two fingers to his neck. Nothing. The blade in my hand fell with a thud. My own. "What is this? What—" “Is this a fucking dream”, I yelled, my voice echoing down the woods. I looked around, heart pounding so loud it drowned everything else out. The cars. The convoy. Gone. I was alone. Or was I? The back door of the car was open. Has it been open before? A twig snapped somewhere behind me. I froze. Someone had done this. Someone had left me here, in the middle of it all, holding the knife. It was a setup. My breath came out in fast, shallow gasps. My legs trembled. My stomach twisted in knots. I wiped my hands on my pants, blood smearing everywhere. My head pounded. My body screamed to run but my legs refused to move, I stood there rooted, with tears streaming down my cheeks. Then I heard them. Howls and growls. Not one. Many. Voices. I turned just as they burst through the trees—guards, armored, weapons drawn at me. "Drop the blade!" "She’s still holding it!" "Don’t move!" "Wait, I didn’t do this! I swear—I just woke up!" They didn’t listen. Two tackled me to the ground. My face slammed into the dirt. My arms were yanked back, silver cuffs snapping over my wrists. I screamed. The silver burned like fire. "Please! Get Damon! He knows me!" No answer. "Tell him! Tell him I didn’t—!" Their faces were cold and one landed a slap across my face, a sob escaped my lips as my face whipped to the side. One whispered to another, "Council said this might happen." I froze. Council. They had known. They had planned this. Tears burned down my cheeks as they dragged me to my feet. My legs barely held. The Beta. The guards. All gone. And now me. Framed. Alone. I looked toward the trees, half-expecting Damon to come running through. He didn’t. Does he know about this? Is he part of the scheme? Had I known. I swallowed hard. My voice was barely a whisper. "Damon will believe me." But even I didn’t believe it anymore.~ DAMON’S POV ~“Alpha?” Jax’s voice came after knocking.“Come in,” I said, though my voice sounded rough, like gravel.He pushed the door open, stepping inside. He looked worse than yesterday. His eyes were red, his jaw tight, his uniform streaked with mud. There was blood too, not his, from the faint smell of it.I stood. “What happened?”“Patrol,” he said quietly. “The team from the west. They were attacked last night.”My heartbeat slowed, heavy and deliberate. “By rogues?”He hesitated. “No.”The silence between us stretched, sharp and cold.“Then who?” I asked.He met my eyes. “Her.”The word hit harder than a punch.“The Widow?”He nodded. “She found them first. Three men. Two injured, one almost didn’t make it back. They said she came out of nowhere. Moved too fast to see.”I ran a hand over my face, trying to steady the rush of anger rising in my chest. “And you’re sure it was her?”“Yes. They said she spoke to them.”I froze. “What did she say?”He looked uncomfortable, lik
~ RAE’S POV ~The forest was quiet, too quiet.The kind of silence that comes before something breaks.I moved through the shadows, light on my feet, my cloak brushing softly against the ground. The moon was low, half hidden behind clouds, just enough light to guide me. The air smelled like damp earth and pine. My knife hung loosely in my hand, warm from my grip.Raya was safe back at camp, asleep under Mara’s watch. She was growing fast, stronger every day, curious like me but softer. I missed her even when I was only a few miles away. Every night I left her, I whispered the same promise: I’ll come back. Always.Tonight wasn’t supposed to be different. I was just scouting, keeping track of rogue activity near the western border. But the moment I caught the scent, my body went still.Wolf.Not rogue. Trained. Disciplined.A patrol.I crouched low behind a fallen log, my heart slowing, my senses sharpening. I heard them before I saw them — three voices, low and serious.They were movin
~ DAMON’S POV ~The rain had been falling all night.It hit the roof in slow, heavy drops that sounded like footsteps. The sound was steady and endless. My office was dark except for the weak glow of the lamp on my desk. Papers were spread across it, their corners curled and damp from the water that had slipped in through the cracked window.I had not bothered to fix it.I had not bothered to fix much of anything lately.The whiskey in my glass had gone warm hours ago, but I still held it, rolling it between my palms. I was not drinking anymore. I just needed something to hold, something that kept my hands shaking.The silence had become my only company. It filled every part of this room, every thought that refused to fade. The pack had learned to stay away from me after dark. They whispered that their Alpha had gone cold, haunted, half alive. They were right.Sleep did not come to me anymore. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw her.Rae.I heard her voice, soft and stubborn. I saw h
~ RAE’S POV ~I sat beside the small fire I’d made, the flames low but steady, casting faint orange light on the ground. My arms ached, my back hurt, but I didn’t move. Raya was asleep against my chest, wrapped in the old brown blanket that used to belong to one of Kellan’s men before he died. Her tiny breaths were soft, warm against my skin.Every time I looked at her, something in me broke and healed at the same time.She was so small, so perfect, dark curls, tiny fingers that always seemed to reach for me even in her sleep. Her skin was warm, smooth, alive. When she sighed, it was the gentlest sound I’d ever heard. I would give my life to keep hearing it.The firelight made her look golden, peaceful. The world outside was anything but.The outlands were cruel, restless. Every night, distant howls broke the silence, sometimes too close, sometimes far enough that I could almost pretend they weren’t real. The air carried the stench of blood and rot. Life here was cheap. You survived o
~RAE’S POV~I pressed my hand to my stomach, feeling the faint curve there. “We made it,” I whispered. “We’re still here.”My voice broke a little when I said it. My throat was dry and cracked, but hearing myself talk gave me courage. I could almost imagine I wasn’t alone.I started walking again. The sun beat down hard, my feet aching, my clothes torn. The mark on my arm had stopped burning days ago, but it still looked angry and dark, like a wound that would never heal. Sometimes I caught myself staring at it, wondering if Damon ever thought about it.Did he ever think about me at all?Did he wonder if I survived?Or did he just move on, proud of what he did?I hated that I still thought about him. I hated that his name still felt like a bruise on my tongue. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw his face, those cold gray eyes that once looked at me like I was the only thing that mattered.Now I was just the scar he didn’t want to remember.The sound of running water pulled me back to t
~ DAMON’S POV ~The hall was quiet again.Too quiet.Everyone had left except for me and the faint scent of smoke still clinging to the air. The fire pit burned low, the brand still glowing faintly red beside it. Her scream still echoed in my head sharp, broken, full of pain that tore right through me.I sat there, motionless, staring at the empty space where she had been moments ago. My hands were still clenched on my knees, my nails digging into my palms so hard that blood had started to form under my skin. I didn’t even feel it.All I could feel was the sound of her voice.The way she called my name.The way she looked at me when they dragged her out.“I trusted you…”Those words burned more than any mark could.I wanted to move. To get up. To call the guards back and tell them to stop, that they’d made a mistake. But I didn’t. I sat there frozen like a coward.The council had already made their decision. The elders said the evidence was clear. They said her blade was found with th







