What a bitch!
"I didn't miss out. You trapped me!" I retort.
"Don't accuse me of something so serious. You probably fell asleep and forgot," she counters dismissively.
"I was ready! You cheated!" I lunge forward, propelled by a surge of raw emotion, my fists clenched in a futile attempt to reclaim some semblance of control.
Slap!
The sharp sting of Mariah's hand across my cheek reverberates through the room, leaving a searing mark of humiliation that serves as a painful reminder of my vulnerability in this twisted game of power and manipulation.
"Do you dare raise your voice at me, you insolent bitch? Understand that there's a new ruler in this domain, and it's me. You will show me the reverence I deserve," she declares, her eyes ablaze with victorious malice, each word dripping with venom. "Ethan made a mistake in the past when he chose you, but I won't let him make that mistake again."
I raise my hand in a futile gesture of retaliation, fueled by boiling anger and the sting of betrayal. But before I can unleash my fury, a vice-like grip clamps around my wrist, forcefully halting my movement.
Ethan.
Ethan defending Mariah.
"Do not you dare touch her!"
Mariah rushes to Ethan's side, clutching him tightly as if seeking refuge from a storm. "She wanted to hit me, Ethan, just because I was ready on time and she wasn't..." Mariah's voice quivers with false emotion, tears glistening in her eyes. "She thinks I am trying to steal her place," she sobs, her words dripping with melodrama.
"You fucking liar," I seethe, advancing towards them, but Ethan swiftly interposes himself, shielding Mariah from my wrath.
"Blair, enough!" Ethan's voice reverberates through the room, laced with frustration and warning. "Mariah is a friend, a guest, and I will not tolerate you treating her with violence."
"Ethan, she..." I try to protest, but Ethan's stern gaze silences me.
"Retract!" he commands, his tone brooking no argument.
Mariah's smirk widens, her eyes glinting with triumph as she revels in my predicament.
"Immediately!" Ethan's demand hangs in the air like a thunderclap, the tension palpable as I struggle to comply.
"I won't apologize for calling her what she is: a hooker," I declare defiantly, my voice trembling with suppressed rage.
Ethan closes the distance between us with purposeful strides, his gaze piercing mine with simmering anger. As he looms closer, I instinctively retreat, the weight of his disapproval bearing down on me like an oppressive force.
How far would he go to protect Mariah?
"Why do you have issues with everyone around us? Can't you see that the biggest problem is you?" His words land like a heavy blow. "It has always been you."
"I've never been treated so rudely, baby. Blair is malevolent," Mariah interjects, her tone dripping with disdain as she glares at me.
"Apologize," Ethan's voice rumbles low and threatening.
Feeling the weight of his displeasure, I swallow my pride and utter the words he expects, though they taste bitter on my tongue. "I am sorry, Mariah," I whisper, my voice barely audible.
They step away, Ethan leading Mariah towards the stairs with a gentle yet firm grip on her hand, leaving me stranded in a sea of solitude.
"Why? Why do you care about her?" I choke out, the words laced with a desperation I can't contain, tears threatening to betray the turmoil within me.
"I am tired, Blair," Ethan responds, his voice devoid of tenderness.
"It's your birthday. I bought a present, and you haven't even opened it," I protest, the weight of disappointment heavy in my chest, each word a painful reminder of our fractured bond.
"Things don't need to be difficult and dramatic," he counters wearily, his weariness palpable. "If you're too stressed, take the jet. Go on a trip."
"I don't need a trip," I retort, the bitterness in my voice betraying the depth of my anguish.
"And what do you need?" Ethan's gaze meets mine, but it's clouded with distance. His fingers intertwined with Mariah's, a cruel reminder of the chasm that now separates us.
As he retrieves his phone from the inner pocket of his jacket, a surge of despair washes over me. He's going to make a bank transfer or call one of his employees to attend to me, I realize with a sinking heart.
Ethan's indifference is palpable, a bitter truth I can no longer deny. The realization hits me like a sledgehammer, shattering the illusions I've clung to for so long.
He doesn't love me. He doesn't care about me.
I fought hard for his forgiveness. But he never wanted to forgive me. All this time, he was intent on revenge. Ethan wanted to betray me, hurt me, and watch me bleed. Just like I did to him.
And why should I continue to pour my love and care into someone who offers me nothing in return?
The answer is clear: I shouldn't.
I release myself from the chains of obligation that bind me to Ethan Banks. I owe him nothing, not my love, not my loyalty, not my devotion!
"A divorce," I say the words I should have said a long time ago.
I walk to the elevator and press the button. Ethan doesn't believe me, as he remains motionless on the stairs. Meanwhile, Mariah smiles behind him.
Ethan doesn't realize that I was giving him the greatest birthday present possible: a clear path to move forward with Mariah.
With a brutal twist of my hand, I rip the ring off my finger, flinging it mercilessly to the ground, where it lands with a sharp clatte.
"Do not you dare leave this apartment," Ethan murmurs, his voice strained with urgency, as he descends the stairs.
But it's too late.
As I step into the elevator and press the button for the ground floor, Ethan rushes towards me, his eyes pleading, his voice cracking with desperation as he cries out, "Blair!"
"Goodbye," I mouth silently.
And the doors close before he can reach me, cutting off his anguished plea and leaving me alone in the suffocating silence of our shattered marriage.
Ethan's fists pound against the sturdy steel door, a futile attempt to halt my departure.
As the elevator begins its descent, I can feel the weight of finality settling in.
The receptionist's eyes widen as the grand doors swing open, the phone clutched tightly in his hand. Ethan's authoritative call still echoes in the air.
There’s a pause, and in the silence I feel the weight of everything he’s not saying. The desperation of searching for someone the whole world said was lost. The crushing hope, followed by the crumbling, each time he thought he’d found me only to discover it was someone else. The pain of living between belief and resignation, over and over again.His fingers, still hovering in the air, finally move. They touch my face, light and hesitant, as if he fears I might disappear at any moment. The touch is warm, but his fingers tremble, and it breaks something inside me.He's trying to be strong, but he can't hide the vulnerability that pulsates beneath the surface."It's you now," he says, and the certainty in his voice is almost palpable. As if, after so long, he can finally breathe.He smiles, but the smile isn’t what I remember. It’s not confident or charming. It’s small, fragile, and so full of sadness that it stings my eyes.There's something devastating about seeing him like this. That
My head moves slowly, against my will, as if an invisible thread were pulling me towards him. I don't want to look. I don't want to see. But fear and curiosity push me towards the inevitable realization that he is there, real, so close that even the air seems charged with his presence.My gaze first drops to the floor, to his shoes. A pair of casual sneakers, simple but they bring back memories that refuse to stay buried. Then my eyes move up to his legs. Black jeans, fitted, worn at the knees as if they’ve survived more than just time.My heart races, but I keep going. I glance down at his torso, noticing the dark sweater he’s wearing, elegant but in a casual way that only Ethan can pull off. He never had to try so hard to look… dangerous and attractive at the same time. He just was.It takes me longer than it should to look up at his face. As if my subconscious knew that this would be the point of no return. When I finally allow myself to look, I feel my heart almost stop.His beard
BLAIR'S POVI walk quickly through the parking lot of the building, rummaging through my bag for my car keys. The dim light from the overhead lights creates shadows that dance on the floor, but my attention is completely focused on finding the keychain.If the traffic is okay today (a miracle, considering the time of day) I can still make it to school in time to pick up Miguel and take him home. He hates it when I'm late, and he doesn't spare me the frustrated look, but maybe I can make up for it with a pizza for dinner. That usually works.Finally, my fingers touch the cold metal of the key, and a relieved sigh escapes my lips. I continue walking, my thoughts already moving on to what Miguel might choose as a topping for the pizza this time… pepperoni, perhaps?But as I turn the corner where my car is parked, something makes the world around me slow down.There’s my car, exactly where it should be. But next to it, taking up my parking space, is a black SUV that immediately catches my
"You were out of your mind that night." He looks at me now, his gaze a mixture of anger and pity. "And that's what happened. It was your car that hit her, Banks."The revelation hits me like a punch to the chest. “What?” I repeat, louder this time, my disbelief boiling over. “My car? Carter, my car?!” My voice rises, wavering between anger and desperation.“She would never feel safe with you again,” he says, his words cutting like knives. “After this, how could she?”My breathing quickens, and for a moment I feel like the world around me is falling apart. The air seems to escape my lungs, my mind in absolute chaos. Carter takes a step back, but I follow him, staring at him as if he’s the only thing still solid in my reality."What the fuck are you saying, Carter? My car…?" My voice breaks, begging for an answer I don't want to hear.I fall to my knees on the sidewalk, as if my legs can no longer support the weight of this revelation. My fingers tangle in my hair, pulling hard, as if t
When I finally stop, my body is panting, my hands shaking from the impact. I look at Carter, who is on the ground, his face swollen and blood dripping from his lips.He doesn't move.He doesn't say anything.He just stands there, staring at me with a look of sadness, of regret.“I… I knew it,” he says, his voice weak.I don’t answer, I have no words. The anger that consumed me before fades, and in its place comes a deep emptiness, as if the world has lost all meaning. I stand, looking at Carter on the floor. Each breath feels harder, heavier.What do I do now?I feel my body weaken. My legs shake, and the pain in my hand from punching so much spreads through my body. I try to breathe, but the pressure in my chest won't go away. And the only thought that runs through my mind is the emptiness of knowing that Blair is still alive, and I don't know what to do with that.I don't know what to do with the rest of my life.Carter struggles to his feet, running a hand over his jaw with a paine
I saw Blair. Or at least, I think I did. My mind no longer knows how to distinguish what is real from what is not. And while I stand there, lost in my own memories and hallucinations, Carter remains silent, his gaze fixed on me, unable to find words that could bring back what is already lost.He knows what's going on, but he doesn't know how to deal with it.He lowers his head, as if the very idea of saying the words is an unbearable weight. His voice is low, barely audible, but still, it seems to cut through the air between us, making everything around us disappear. "She's alive," he says, so quietly that for a moment I wonder if it's me, in my shattered sanity, who's imagining it all."What?" My voice is hoarse, a reflection of the disbelief that begins to take hold of me.He doesn't look at me, his eyes fixed on the floor, as if the words that just left his mouth were a condemnation. "You're not crazy, brother," he says with the same seriousness, but with a tone of regret. "Blair i