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CHAPTER 51:: After

Penulis: Darksnow Sable
last update Tanggal publikasi: 2026-03-23 18:09:31

She did not know how long they stood in the kitchen.

Long enough for the city outside to go fully dark. Long enough for the coffee on the table to go completely cold. Long enough for every single thought in her head to clear out and leave only the specific things: his hands and his mouth and the warmth of his chest under her palms and the way he said her name against her hair like it was something he had been carrying for a long time and had finally put down.

At some point he pulled back.

Not f
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