로그인JESSIE
Cold air hit my face, but it couldn't cool the fire burning in my veins. I just let the five years I had spent doting on him turn into ashes.
I hailed a cab, my hands still trembling from shock and the adrenaline of being free. When I arrived at Tina’s Villa, the gates glided open too easily. A life that Allen could only dream of. I caught my reflection in one of the windows.
My hair was all over the place from Freya’s fistful action earlier, and my eyes were all swollen from all the crying I did.
“Oh my god! Jessie,” Tina greeted me with two glasses of champagne at the door. “You finally dumped that bastard; he was no good.”
Tina had always turned her nose up at the sight of Allen. She handed the glass to me and dragged me in until I collapsed on the Italian leather couch.
“I have an idea to make you forget.”
“I just want to rest.”
“Hear me out, I have the perfect heartbreak cure,” she leaned in, a sinister smile climbing her face as she added in slow, low tones. “Six feet tall, abs for days, and they don't talk back.” She wiggled her eyebrow, obviously having more fun than she should.
“I don’t know, Tina; it seems a bit”
“Ughh! You've been a nun with him. You need to celebrate.”
“Celebrate what?”
A voice covered in ice cut through the room.
We both froze, our grip on the glasses tightening. I didn't need to turn around to know who that was. Stephen – Tina’s older brother, who hated her lifestyle a little too much; he never failed to show her.
I turned to him; he was leaning against the doorframe in a crisp white shirt with the sleeves rolled up, revealing forearms that looked as if they had been sculpted. His presence was so heavy it sucked the life out of it.
Tina winced and leaned in. “Yeah, I forgot to mention…he is here for the weekend.”
She could have said that as soon as she opened the door. I didn't need him judging me with that perfect face. He pushed himself off the doorframe and walked closer, dark, intimidating eyes staying on me.
“Jessie, you look like you’ve been in a war.”
“Well, I won.” I raised my glass in the air before I downed the contents, feeling it burn its way down. I ignored his gaze that was firmly planted on me.
He tilted his head, his eyes still fixed on me. “Clearly, but Tina’s plan for call boys is cancelled,” he said with a tone of finality.
“Stephen, we are going to a club, and you can't stop us.” Tina raised her nose in the air in defiance.
“I wasn’t planning on stopping you.” His voice was sharp as he dragged his eyes from her to me. “I am driving you.”
We both raised our eyebrows because Stephen was never one to be caught in such places. He didn't seem to mind our expression and just gestured. “Why don’t you get ready?”
He turned, and as he left, he pretended to murmur. “That white dress Allen liked... it never suited you anyway.”
Tina and I exchanged looks, but didn't dwell on it for long; she dragged me to her closet and gave me a black dress that fit every curve of my frame, showing off all my curves. I paired it with sky-high heels and a coat of red lipstick.
“Girlll, every eye is going to be on you,” Tina squealed as she made me catwalk for her pleasure.
“You flatter me a lot.”
“Only because it is true,” Her voice deepened, and a smile climbed her face. She pulled me out of the room until we were out of the house.
Stephen was leaning against his Rolls-Royce when we got out, and I watched his relaxed demeanour suddenly go upright as his hand over the door handle tightened until his knuckles turned white.
The ride was silent and suffocating; our eyes met several times in the rearview mirror, his gaze lingering on me. The iciness I was used to was gone and replaced with burning.
The bar was packed with bodies gliding against each other to the rhythm of the bass playing loudly over the speakers. After three shots of tequila with Tina, the world blurred a bit, and my head felt light.
I found myself in the middle of the dance floor, moving my body to the beat of the music still blasting all over the room. I felt the lingering gazes of the men around following every movement of my body.
I didn't care! I was not there for them tonight; I was celebrating my freedom from that jerk.
My movement stopped at once when a firm hand pulled me, my back colliding with a strong, muscular chest. The warmth of the arm pressing against my stomach.
“Jessie, that’s enough,” Stephen growled in my ear.
I wiggled out of his embrace and turned my hand and wrapped it around his neck, pulling his head down.
“Why, Stephen? Am I embarrassing you? Am I too fat for your standards?” I asked, trying to sound confident as I felt my insides shaking. I felt the veins in my head throb too heavily. I let out a hiccup, and then a giggle followed.
His eyes darkened to a dangerous shade; he leaned in, his breath fanning my cheek first before his lips brushed mine. I froze, feeling my finger dig into his neck.
“You aren’t embarrassing me, Jessie,” he murmured, snapping me back to reality. His voice vibrated through my chest because of how close we were.
“You are making it difficult for me to remember that you are my sister’s best friend.”
Before I could let out a response, his mouth crashed onto mine, softly at first, but then so urgently it felt like I couldn't breathe. We pulled away, and he buried his forehead onto mine, his thumb tracing my now swollen lips.
“Let’s get out of here.”
STEPHENAmelia was in our bed as usual.Jumping off the edge.I groaned, and Jessie nudged my side.“She is your daughter; take care of her.”My eyes shot open, and I looked at her. Her eyes were closed, and she still looked peaceful, as if our daughter were not actively trying to murder herself.I kissed the side of her head, and her lips stretched into a small smile.I sat up in bed, and Amelia moved until she was in my arms. She was still jumping up and down excitedly.How did she have such energy so early in the morning?“Daddy, Daddy,” she said excitedly, pushing the stuffed penguin in my face. “Mr Toose says hi.”“Hi,” I waved at the stuffed animal and tried to push it away, but she held it firm. Why did she have such a nice grip?“What are you doing awake?” I asked, and she tilted her head with a pout.“Nanny Rose woke me,” she exclaimed, her voice louder than it should have been.I ruffled her hair and got off the bed.In a split second, she was already sitting on a heavily pr
JESSIEMy eyes fluttered open.I felt the heaviness of the crisp blanket over my body first before my mind processed where I was.We were supposed to be on our honeymoon, running down the streets and eating everything we could see.Instead, we were stuck inside, my limbs heavy from the stress of the past month. My throat was itchy after throwing up everything I had on the plane.The sickness didn't pick a good enough time to arrive. As soon as we touched down, I felt sick to my stomach. Stephen had to carry me all the way in.I was in his oversized shirt, clutching my stomach with my eyes pressed together in intense pain.The bathroom door opened, and Stephen emerged. He was dressed in comfy-looking loose grey sweatpants and a T-shirt that hugged all of his muscles.Even with the pain surging through my stomach and the waves from the Caribbean Sea crashing gently outside the floor-to-ceiling glass doors of our private villa, he was still the only thing I could think about.His hair wa
JESSIEStephen was already awake, staring at me. I pushed my chest up with a defiant look on my face.“Take a picture; it would last longer.”“No, thank you…” He kissed my lips, fingers brushing the side of my face. “I want to stare for as long as I can.”“Ughh, so cheesy,” I murmured.I have no idea how he managed to get us to sleep over at the main house, but I was sure Tina had stormed off at some point in the night.I tried to get out of bed, but Stephen held my shoulders and pushed me back in. My eyes widened, and my lips parted slightly.“What are you doing?” My voice was in a hushed whisper.“What are you suddenly shy about?” he asked, flipping a lock of hair that had fallen over my face. “You weren't shy at all last night when you were squirming under me now, were you?”I clapped my hand to his mouth, my heart beating in my chest. “Are you allowed to say things like that?” I asked.He laughed and nodded. “I am,” his voice reverberated through my palm as he slowly pulled it awa
STEPHEN “Where is she?” Evelyn was standing in the doorway, refusing to let us both go in after Jessie. “Your grandfather would like a word with her," she explained, barely meeting my eyes. This was not the image of her I knew. She was one to never back down from a challenge. I guess the reality of things was finally dawning on her. She was always the one who looked me in the face when she was clearly in the wrong. Acting all self-righteous. “And I can't go in there because…?” “He won't eat her up now, would he?” she asked, finally looking up at us. “Allow them to talk for a while, and you both can come with me." "Come with you?” Tina scoffed. She looked at the door and then turned, walking out of the house. “When dinner is ready, send someone for me." I was left standing there with my mother. “Stephen, come have a word with me." I nodded, curious what she was going to say now. She led me to the room she loved sitting in. “Can I offer you anything to drink? Tea? Coffee? So
JESSIE“Once we are in there, do not let her manipulate you." I looked at Tina through the rearview mirror. She had a worried look on her face and was biting the bottom of her lip. Her eyes shot up at me. She widened them and waited for my response. "You've said that at least a million times this night…" “And you think I have said it enough?" Her voice was sharp. I took a deep breath and looked at Stephen behind the wheel. He had insisted on driving home himself, and I was glad for it. I didn't have to be under the scrutiny of his security detail for a family dinner. I grabbed his hand that was turning white on the steering wheel, and he turned to me. “You know it's not too late to turn back now," Tina said again. We snapped our gaze away from her, and I turned fully to her, feeling the seatbelt pressing into my chest. “I already gave her my word. Are you saying I should just go back on it now?” “I am saying that you don't have to be respectful to her. She won't respect you an
JESSIEA grand Harrington wedding was no easy feat. Juggling meeting up with the planner and choosing between exotic flowers flown in from Barbados and local ones was more difficult than I had anticipated. The wedding details were checked over and over again. The entertainment section of the news was covering every topic related to the wedding all day and night. “What if I just run off?” “What?” Tina’s stare at me in the mirror was the only reason I knew I had said those words out loud. I had been thinking it since the Harrington family got involved in the process. “What did you just say?” “I am thinking of running off." The woman who was piecing the dress together for me froze. I looked at her in the mirror, and she forced a smile. I could tell what she was thinking. Her finger was shaking as she pushed the pins through the fabric. "Would you please excuse us?” Tina asked, getting out of the chair, tossing the magazines to the side of the couch, and walking up to me. The at







