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I see your hand tighten on the towel knot.

— Am I attractive to you, Kim?

The question hits me hard in the chest. I feel the impact on my legs. I think it would be a great idea to sit down before I fall, but if I sit down then it will be harder to leave.

I clear my throat.

I can't answer that directly. It would be too embarrassing.

— I think your queen-...

— I want to know about you — Miguel cuts me off. — Tell me, Kim. I see how you look at my body. Is it curiosity, as you have no experience with males, or is it something else?

He waits.

I feel my chest rising and falling with my breathing too fast and I try to calm down.

I don't need to answer that.

I dont need.

— It's curiosity — I blurt out before I can stop myself.

Miguel remains silent for a long, long time.

I can't read your expression.

He seems angry and at the same time...

— Let me satisfy you — he asks hoarsely.

— W-What?

— Your curiosity. Let me satisfy you — she proposes.

I would never do that, I think as my body obeys, an