LOGINCASSAIN
I never dream, kings like me do not dream. Monsters like me cannot dream. Yet for years, every time I shut my eyes, all I ever saw… was her. Evelessa. The child with silver eyes and fire-lit limbs. The only being alive who isn't afraid of me. The one fate carved for me. The one I lost. Not by choice. Not by desire. Not by fate being kind. On the night I was meant to meet her , as always… I fell. A coma. A fucking coma. The King of Shadows, Master of Realms, brought down by an illness no one could understand. Her laughter in the clearing was the last sound I heard. Her small hands throwing wildflowers at me. Her smile, bright and fearless. Then blackness. Nothing. I always wake from the memory choking on the same fear that has stalked me for years. "Your Majesty," someone warns quietly, "your eyes—" "I know." They're burning. Molten gold. My soldiers stiffen immediately. They've been trained for this. When my eyes shift like this, it means only one thing: She is near. Or at least… my mind believes she is. I run a hand through my hair and lean against the cold metal wall of the Athletics Centre. This campus. This building. This air. It carries her. "How many years now?" Lucian, my deputy, murmurs. "Six," I breathe. "Six years without her voice. Six years without her scent." "Six years of outbursts," he mutters. I glare. He wisely shuts up. The truth stays the same. When I woke from the coma, she was gone. Her father vanished with her and her brothers. Their scent erased. Their trail removed. As if they had never existed. And I— I tore the world apart searching for her. I remember waking as if it happened moments ago. I rose upright in bed, chest heaving, fingers clawing the headboard. "Where is she?" I growled. Even my council , warriors who commanded thousands , recoiled from me. "Your Majesty," the healer stammered, "you've been unconscious for three months—" "Where. Is. She?" Pity filled the healer's eyes. I nearly ripped out his throat. "She's gone," Lucian whispered. "Her father took her. Even the royal trackers couldn't follow." Something inside me shattered. I burned villages. Demanded answers. Threatened elders. Interrogated seers. I even begged the Ancient Oracle , a woman I despise. Her words: "You will not find her until the world decides you are ready." I hit her. She only laughed. Years. I searched for years. Every realm. Every town. Every coven. Nothing. "Cassain," Lucian's voice pulls me back. "Your heart is racing." Then, the gym doors open. Students walk in laughing, talking, oblivious. Humans. I've been hiding among them, wearing masks: Ice hockey star. Billionaire heir. Third-year student. All lies. Until the one scent that can break me fills the air. Warm. Soft. Jasmine dipped in fire. My whole body goes rigid. Lucian notices. "What is it?" My voice is barely a breath. "Her." And then she walks in. Evelessa. My mate. My curse. My salvation. My obsession. My tiny spark, now grown into something dangerous and devastatingly beautiful. She steps into the gym and the entire world stumbles. Sound fades. Time slows. My vision fractures. Dark hair in a messy bun. A sweatshirt clinging to curves that make my teeth ache. Pink lips. Silver eyes , still bright, still sharp, still mine. My gaze follows her brothers guiding her inside. Overprotective idiots. But I barely see them. I see her. "Cassain," Lucian warns. "Your eyes." I don't care. She looks at me. Directly at me. Electricity rips down my spine. Her lips part. Her heartbeat stutters. She remembers. My mate. Found. Finally. My men murmur: "Is it truly her?" "She's… stunning." A roar explodes out of me, shaking the wall. They all fall back instantly. Mine. Mine. Mine. She jolts and quickly looks away. Good. Be afraid. Run if you want. It changes nothing. She's here now. I'm never letting her vanish again. Then some blonde cheer captain starts tormenting her. A Barbie-looking parasite with a death wish. "I'm going to tear that girl in half," I growl. "Cass," Lucian hisses, "humans are fragile. Please delay murder until after midterms." I breathe. Barely. Then the coach calls her name. "Evelessa, you're up." She walks to the middle of the gym and every man in the room stares. Idiots. "She's incredible—" "Who is she—" The sound I make is not human. My soldiers immediately form a shield behind me. "Look away if you want to live," Lucian warns them. Then she dances. And gods, the universe bows. Her body bends, rolls, snaps into shapes that make my bones shake. Hair flying like dark fire. Legs slicing the air. Hips moving like molten honey. I grip the railing so hard the metal bends. "Holy hell…" Lucian breathes. One hockey player whispers, "Cass, are you—" I turn my head. He runs. Good. No one watches her like that but me. She finishes her move, breathless and divine, and I forget to breathe entirely. Then, She runs out. Straight to the locker room. Panic slices through me. I follow. "Cassain!" Lucian hisses. "Not in public—!" Too late. A King retrieves what is his. The moment I step inside, her scent slams into me. Water. Jasmine. Heat. I'm undone. She leans over the sink, water dripping down her neck. I take one step. Then another. Until I'm right behind her. Her breath falters. Good. I lower my face, brushing her neck with my nose. Her pulse flutters like wings. I breathe her in. Long. Deep. Something ancient inside me awakens. Mine. Mine. MINE. "Evelessa," I whisper. "I've found you at last." She freezes. "You, you shouldn't be here," she whispers. I smile. "My love… I go wherever you are." My hand slides to her hip. She trembles. "I will not lose sight of you again." She turns, palms pressed to my chest, silver eyes burning with old hurt. "You left me," she whispers. The words gut me. "I never left you," I breathe. "I was in a coma." She blinks, stunned. "When I woke… you were gone. I searched every world. Every day. For years." My chest burns. "I nearly lost my mind." Her voice cracks. "My father, my brothers, they don't want—" "I don't care," I hiss. "Because you're mine." Her breath shatters. I almost kiss her. Almost. But the door swings open. "Eve? You okay?" her brother calls. She gasps. I disappear. But I leave something behind. A soft bite on her neck. A promise. A claim. Found you. And I'm never losing you again.CASSAINThree days feels like three years.I don’t sleep the first night.The second night is worse.By the third, I’m functioning on rage and routine, but practice and our game day helps.The stadium is packed. Students chant my name like I’m something untouchable.Lucian claps my shoulder before kickoff. “Keep your head in the game.”“I am focused.”He gives me a look that says no, you’re not.He’s right.Every hit I take, every hit I deliver, every sprint down the field is all displacement because she isn’t here.The whistle blows and I unleash.I hit harder than I should.I run like something’s chasing me.I score twice in the first half.By the second half, the other team avoids me.The crowd screams.My veins feel like live wires.Adrenaline hums under my skin like a second pulse.Final whistle.We win.The team piles onto me, shouting, laughing, slapping my helmet.I rip it off, breathing hard and I see her in the audience.Watching me.My chest stops.The world muffles.Ever
EVELESSA:"I'd come over as soon I can Aretha... take a chill pill, today's the third today. I'd go home tomorrow. "" You should hurry up, girl...Cassain is losing his shit." I hang up.I’m halfway down a deserted stretch of road lined with skeletal trees and cracked asphalt, and my wolf is restless beneath my skin.Something’s wrong, Aretha whispers inside me.“I know,” I murmur.The air smells strange soI let the rhythm of the steps I hear settle into my spine.The footsteps stop, and I turn slowly.Valeux.He stands in the middle of the road like he owns it.Dark coat flowing slightly in the wind.His eyes gleam with something sharp and bitter.“Going somewhere?” he asks lightly.I don’t answer right away.“What do you want, Valeux?”He tilts his head.“No greeting?”“We’re past pleasantries.”His lips curve faintly.“Yes. I suppose we are.”The air shifts.Aretha moves inside me, alert.His gaze drifts over me.“You look different,” he says softly.“I nearly drowned.”“I heard.”
CASSAIN I heard her father and I'm stunned “She almost drowned.”The sentence doesn’t sit well with me.Lucian repeats it like he’s reading weather updates not a news that has practically dishevelled my existence.“What do you mean almost drowned?” I ask, very quietly.We’re in my office now, it's exactly a fay after her father brings her back.The glass walls look out over the city but I don’t see the skyline anymore. I see water closing over her head and almost get a panic attack “She was thrown into a poisoned river by rogue assassins which triggered transformation for her into what I can't figure out till now. She was pulled out in time by her father”“In time,” I repeat.My hands curl on the desk.“In time?” I stand abruptly. The chair scrapes back violently. “Define that, Lucian.”“She survived.”“That’s not good enough.”He exhales slowly, the way he does when he’s deciding how much truth I can handle without destroying furniture.“She stopped breathing for several seconds.”
EVELESSA "Go again.."I'm back to school again and it's hell all over again because for some reason, Davina is on the war path.The bass drops and I let it take me. My hips roll slow, then sharp. My shoulders snap. My hair whips across my face and I don’t bother fixing it. I feel the wolf under my skin hum in approval. Dance is the only thing that makes my chaos align.“Again!” Coach yells.I sigh and we start all over again.I don’t see them at first.I’m in a spin when the air shifts.My skin prickles.I freeze mid-count.Everyone stumbles because I never freeze.“What is wrong with you?” Davina snaps behind me.I don’t answer because I see Seraphina.Standing at the entrance of the studio like she owns the building.She’s wearing a white tailored suit that looks like it was sewn by angels and tailored by sin. Her silver hair cascades over her shoulders like liquid light. She doesn’t smile.She surveys.Beside her stands the forbidden, my birth father looking ridiculously handsome.
EVELESSA "Go again.."I'm back to school again and it's hell all over again because for some reason, Davina is on the war path.The bass drops and I let it take me. My hips roll slow, then sharp. My shoulders snap. My hair whips across my face and I don’t bother fixing it. I feel the wolf under my skin hum in approval. Dance is the only thing that makes my chaos align.“Again!” Coach yells.I sigh and we start all over again.I don’t see them at first.I’m in a spin when the air shifts.My skin prickles.I freeze mid-count.Everyone stumbles because I never freeze.“What is wrong with you?” Davina snaps behind me.I don’t answer because I see Seraphina.Standing at the entrance of the studio like she owns the building.She’s wearing a white tailored suit that looks like it was sewn by angels and tailored by sin. Her silver hair cascades over her shoulders like liquid light. She doesn’t smile.She surveys.Beside her stands the forbidden, my birth father looking ridiculously handsome.
SERAPHINA "Hello love..."I knew he would find me eventually. I see him again, standing beside her bed as if time had folded in on itself, I felt the sky tremble inside my ribs.Michael.“You’re alive,” he said.Not a question but an accusation.My hand tightened around the crystal keys I'm holding. “I never died,” I answered evenly.He scoffed“You let me believe you were ash.”There it was.The wound I gave him.I looked at him fully then, and for one dangerous moment, the centuries dissolved.I saw the angel who once watched stars like they were fragile.I saw the male who pressed his forehead to mine and chose me over heaven, and I wanted to run into his arms.Instead, I straightened.“You were not supposed to survive,” I said quietly.“Survive?” he repeated. “They stripped me of light. They made me a beast. They threw me into the sea.”“I know.”His eyes darkened. “Then you know what your silence did to me. Now I find an adult with my blood humming in her veins and your essen







