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Dylan's POV

"Uh... Yeah, harder baby! Harder! Suck it!"

Theressa's passionate and pleasurable sounds didn't really turn me on. If it weren't for the lingering image of the handsome gay p**n actor I had watched before we made love, I probably wouldn't have been able to enjoy this.

You probably think I'm crazy. Well, maybe you're right. Even though I've been trapped in uncertain feelings for the past two years, I've needed the boost from new gay p**n films since three months ago.

Theressa is the best and most beautiful cheerleader captain on my campus. We're often seen as the perfect and passionate couple.

I've tried not to use gay p**n as a crutch, but every time Theressa teases me, I have no desire to get aroused.

"Ugh, yes, yes! I'm about to come, honey!"

I felt the same way; I was also reaching climax and wanted to release this thick fluid. My head, which had been tilted upwards, was now directed towards Theressa.

However, unexpectedly, Theressa's beautiful face transformed into Brian's face. Of course, it was all just an illusion! But along with Brian's disturbing face interrupting our play, I could feel my fluids spilling out profusely onto Theressa's stomach.

It's safe to say that Brian's face was driving me and turning me on.

"Honey, this is so warm and plentiful. It seems like you're really satisfied!"

I looked at Theressa while swallowing my saliva. If only she knew that all this fluid coming out was because of Brian's sudden appearance.

"Y-yes! You always make me passionate, honey. I even want to keep doing it until you're exhausted and begging me to stop."

Theressa looked stunned by my words and then gave me a sweet kiss on the lips.

**

It was exactly half-past eleven at night when I arrived in my room. Brian's face was still on my mind. I should have just kept my annoyance in check so my head wouldn't be filled with those sharp, piercing eyes.

"Shit!"

I reluctantly followed my curiosity and pulled a chair in front of my study desk, starting to open my laptop. F******k was the platform I intended to use to find out more about Brian.

I began typing his name in the search bar, but I got no results. After struggling for nearly thirty minutes, I finally gave up. There was no data I could find about Brian. From F******k, T*****r, to I*******m, everything was a dead end.

"What kind of person is he if he doesn't have social media in 2017?!"

I grumbled in frustration. I closed the laptop with annoyance and tossed it onto the bed. Slowly, I forced my eyes shut. I was too tired to keep searching and thinking about Brian. Even though my head and heart kept urging me to do so, I managed to ignore them and drifted into the world of dreams.

**

Brian's face continued to haunt my sleep. I had just managed to fall asleep at exactly four in the morning. Fortunately, there were no exams today, and classes didn't start until noon.

Today, I hadn't seen him yet, but for some reason, I wanted to meet him. Even when I arrived at the cafeteria, he was nowhere to be seen. But I couldn't ask Jeremy about Brian; he might get suspicious.

I had been covering up all these strange feelings within me from my family and friends. In my family's case, I was sure they would be very upset if they found out I might be gay. As for my friends, well, they hadn't made a big deal about things related to being gay so far, but Theressa would probably be very hurt given that our relationship had been going on for three years.

"Don't you want to order food, honey?" Theressa asked me.

I looked around, and all my friends were ready with their trays. I nodded and said, "Yeah, I'll order it now."

I went to the front of the counter and picked the food I wanted. Pasta and mineral water were my choices for today.

"I'll have a sandwich and a coke."

I was waiting for my order at the cashier when I heard that voice. When I turned, his cool and handsome face was there again. Brian stood right next to me. Honestly, my heart started beating fast when I saw him.

"Drinking coke every day doesn't seem good for your body."

I mustered the courage to speak to him, besides, it was just a standard sentence that wouldn't reveal any significant interest in him.

"Thank you for the explanation, but I didn't ask you to say that."

Just as I was about to smile broadly, his final words made me annoyed again. I looked at him with a wry smile. Brian didn't pay attention to my gaze; he lowered his eyes and said, "If you're done, please move along. There's a long queue behind you."

I snorted in annoyance and quickly grabbed my order, which was ready near the cashier. Brian was really testing my patience. It had only been two encounters, and he remained cold. Did he think he looked cool by acting this way?

"Dylan! What did you talk to Brian about?! I could see you guys chatting from here!" Ashley said, still infatuated with Brian.

"Nothing, I just greeted him, and he acted indifferent. You should drop your intention to get him. He won't be interested in you. Maybe he's only interested in ghosts!" I retorted in annoyance.

"No! I won't stop admiring him. I'm sure he'll be enchanted by my beauty! Just wait for the right time; I'll eliminate my single status and have Brian sit with us!" Ashley exclaimed, her eyes still glued to Brian.

I just chuckled and shook my head. For some reason, there was a warm feeling in my heart. Could this be jealousy? I felt silly being jealous of someone I had only met twice.