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CHAPTER ONE HUNDRED & EIGHTEEN: PAIN BEYOND MEASURE.

Author: Blu
last update Last Updated: 2025-04-08 22:17:01

AXEL'S POV:

“Daddy, I want my mom. Bring back my mom.”

Sea’s voice still replayed in my ears, the same broken plea she’d repeated for weeks.

She wasn’t eating. Couldn’t sleep. Every day brought a new tantrum. A new heartbreak.

And I couldn’t fix it.

Sea was mostly in the care of Katie and Cedric while I lost myself. I shut the world out. Nothing entertained me. Nothing made me happy. I hated life right now.

I stood at the window of my office, the city blurred behind a sheet of condensation. It was late, or early—I didn’t care anymore. I hadn’t left this house in days. Maybe weeks. The silence had become a kind of cell. A warden pressing its weight into my chest.

Outside, it rained. Inside, I unraveled.

The world was shattering beneath my feet.

Word had spread—about the fallout between Ryan and me. About the medication. About how my strength was fading. Some of the Dons had already turned, sniffing out new allies like dogs chasing meat. Business was bleeding out. The foundation
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