تسجيل الدخولGRACEI was in so much pain.And no, it was not because any of the twins hurt me or anything like that… it was quite the opposite. I was in pain because of the fact that I wanted them really badly.The thing is, I was always to make plans for my heat, and this time was no different. I made up some able excuse and had the twins spend the weekend with my mum, and Rhys and Declan were out on patrol.It was supposed to be like how every other heat wave went… I could just ride it out, and if it was that bad, I would let some tension out with my fingers, but for some reason, it wasn’t working. I was drenched in sweat and everywhere just felt so hot.“I- I can’t…”I did not even know what I was doing anymore, I felt delirious with my wolf whining in the back of my head, calling out for the only two people who will be able to suit this fire that burned inside of me.“Ahhhhhhh!”The heat hit me again like a freight train,And it was like my brain had short circuited and my body was now actin
Grace“Is it time yet?”I asked even though I already had three alarms set at a thirty second interval for the exact time that we were supposed to pick up the kids.I had been restless ever since the morning when Declan had taken the kids to school, and even though it seemed like I was over reacting…This was a really big deal.I had never been away for this long from my kids, at least not without knowing that they were in extremely safe hands, with people that I could trust.And for as long as I could remember that safe space had always been Rakkie.Maybe I had anxiety from all that had happened, thinking that man would find us, and snatch them right form under my nose without my knowledge.“Can you relax a bit Grace, you are making me uneasy too”Rhys said it in the calmest way he could portray his irritation without snapping at me. I would not even blame him if he did.Right now, no one knew more than I did that I was doing the absolute most.I had been pacing the length and breadt
Declan“I don’t want to go”Faith was throwing a tantrum, crying all about while Otto just stood silently beside her, but I have known better than to underestimate Otto’s silence, I was sure that he was just as against this idea as his sister.But it was necessary.This was my idea, ever since I found out that they never had an education apart from whatever they had been thought by their mum.And while she did a terrific job might I add.It was still important that they learn formally, and even know things that would prepare them for their first shift.And so, I repeated the same thing that I had told their mother before she could so much as see reason with me.“Look Angel, you need to learn” I said kneeling down on one knee to be on eye level with her.She shook her head over and over again, not willing to come to a compromise.“Don’t you want to make a lot of friends?” I asked as a last resort.Her eyes twinkled “friends?”I nodded “yes, you will have so many friends and they can co
Grace“Are you alright?”This had to be about the millionth time, that either Declan or Rhys had asked me that question since we had gotten back.Sure I was a little tired, and my heart felt like it had been ripped right out of my chest, leaving me hollow but I was alright.The kids were still sleeping peacefully after I had given them the elixir.They still needed to take it for a little more time to ensure that this never happened again hopefully, but for now they were strong and healthy, and that was enough for me.My kids were the most important in the world to me, so if they were all good, then I was too.EVERYTHING WAS PERFECT!I forced a smile on my face and turned to look at them “I am fine, trust me”I made a move to walk away, but Rhys held my hand stopping me. I barely held in the gasp from the sparks that I felt over me.“Don’t lie to me Grace…”I said nothing, just stood there picking at my nails continuously until it hurt.My throat felt tight, and my eyelids burned from
DeclanMy stomach was in my throat.Literally.It felt like it had crawled all the way up and decided to stay there, tight and choking and refusing to settle back where it belonged. And from the way Rhys was pacing back and forth like a caged animal, muttering under his breath every now and then, it was obvious that he felt it too.If not worse.I doubted that, because what I was feeling right now felt like it could tear me apart from the inside, but still, he was not okay either. And somehow, that did not make me feel better.If anything, it made everything worse.“Can you fucking stop it?” I snapped at him.I got that he was worried.I was worried too.But at this point, if he kept moving like that, wearing down the floor with his pacing, I was going to lose whatever control I had left.He turned to me sharply, his eyes blazing with anger. “You expect me to calm down?” he barked. “Fucking look at her.”I flinched slightly, not because of his tone, but because of what that meant.Sti
Grace***“Something is different with you”I froze like a bucket of cold water had been dumped over my head.Goosebumps covered my entire body and I was losing breath… I longed to wrap my hands around my stomach and protect my baby form his evil gaze but I couldn’t even do that because of those damn chains around my wrists.He smirked…It was that same one sided smirk that always haunted me whenever I closed my eyes… a maniacal, cold smile that did not reach his empty eyes.“Oh you sneaky girl, did you think that I wouldn’t find out about the tiny thing in your stomach?”I paled.Tears were already falling freely from my eyes, and any moment now I was going to pass out, or throw up, but none even seemed like a good option right about now.I opened my mouth but no sounds came out.He took a lock of my hair and wrapped it around his finger “do you have anything to say bunny?” he asked“P-please I beg you” I forced out.The words hurt coming out of throat.I was sweating even if I was i
Grace“Mummy.”The soft, quivering voice pulled me from my lingering thoughts.I was just sitting in the living room drinking a warm cup of tea and just staring into thin air… basically I was doing nothing.I dropped my cup and immediately scooped Faith up in my arms, cradling her softly. Her face
DeclanOur eyes met for a second too long.It was reckless, the way I let myself look at her like that. She did not feel the same way about us, and that was the reason she ran away. She looked away first, like she could not bear to hold eye contact with me, and me, I did not like the way my heart
Grace“I can’t stay here for much longer Rakkie, they hate my guts”I had no one else to complain to but my best friend who was now away from me at the other end of the world, this was hard.“Then leave, you have rights” she said and I almost scoffed.“I don’t know how much longer how I can explain
GraceIt was so long since I had come here last, and I could not help but gape around like I was a stranger, still fascinated by everything.I stopped dead on my tracks when I saw that Rhys was already seated at the head of the table with a very prominent scowl plastered on his face.As if it was n







