MasukEMBER’S POV“How’s my money?” he says, by way of hello, and I can hear the smile in it.“It’s having a wonderful time. It’s making so many new friends.” I watch , across the shop, gravely considering two different enormous ugly vases. “Don’t go in the dining room when you get home.”A pause. “Why would I not go to the dining room?”“No reason. The gnomes are having a meeting, and it would be rude to interrupt.”“…The what.”“Love you, checking in, everything’s fine, bye.”I hang up on the sound of him starting to ask a question, and cackles, and one of the guards — Reyes, I’ve finally sorted them, Reyes is the one whose left eyebrow does a thing when he’s suffering — makes a small pained sound behind us.“Problem?” asks him sweetly.“His Majesty,” Reyes says, with the careful diction of a man choosing his words very carefully, “is going to ask us why we permitted the gnomes.”“And you’re going to tell him you’re a bodyguard, not a gnome guard, and it wasn’t in your job description.” p
EMBER’S POVThe first thing Queenie does, the very second we’re clear of the moth shop and into a part of the city that has actual sunlight and shops that sell things that won’t kill you, is hold out her hand.“Card.”“It’s for the herbs—”“The herbs are bought, the herbs are in the bag, the herbs are handled.” She wiggles her fingers. “Knox Volkov looked your two boulders here dead in the eye this morning and said, and I quote, because I was standing right there, ‘she comes back with bags up to her elbows and a smile on her face.’ His words. A direct order from your future husband. Are you going to disobey a direct order, Ember? In front of the staff?” She tips her head at Daxon and Reyes. “They’ll report you.”“We will not,” says one of the boulders, with great dignity.“You absolutely will, you’ve called him four times, don’t pretend you’re not his little snitches.” Queenie snatches the card out of my hand before I’ve decided to give it to her. “Right. First order of business. We b
EMBER’S POVThe warmth that flooded the shop a moment ago thins, just slightly, and the two of them lean over the cracked page together, and that silent forty-one-year conversation passes between them again, except this time there’s no delight in it.This time it’s careful. Almost wary.“We don’t carry that,” Penelope says.“You don’t carry it, or you can’t get it?”“We don’t carry it.” She straightens, and her pale eyes have changed, studying me now in a different way, a way that lifts the hair on my arms. “That’s not a Western herb, girl. That’s not anything compounded this side of the world. It’s old. It’s eastern. The sort of thing that doesn’t grow where people can reach it, and isn’t sold where people can buy it, and isn’t spoken of, mostly, by the ones who know what it is.” She glances at her husband. “We know what it is. We don’t touch it. And I’ll give you this with your herbs, free of charge, because you earned it: whoever set down this recipe knew things they’d no business
EMBER’S POVShe takes both my hands in her small dry ink-stained ones, and grips them hard, and looks up into my face with something burning in her pale eyes that was not there a minute ago. Awe. Plain, naked awe.“The first thing,” she says quietly. “The first thing you learn in this trade is the detail. Two leaves can look exactly the same to the whole world. One of them heals you. The other stops your heart. And the only difference between them is a single vein on the underside, so small you’d never find it unless someone taught you where to look.” Her grip tightens. “To an outsider, my husband’s three cups were one and the same. Three black rims, all alike. But a true alchemist does not simply see what a thing looks like. She sees the one difference that matters. And that difference, girl, is the whole of it. It is everything. It is the entire distance between living and dying, and you walked straight to it with no one in this world to teach you the way.”She steps back. And then
EMBER’S POVAnd oh, the satisfaction of it nearly makes me laugh out loud right there at the counter. I keep my face stupid, thumb resting on that one sticky rim, but inside I am grinning like a fool.Because they’d been so good. So patient, so smug, so certain. And they’d handed themselves to me with the thing they were proudest of.The paint was the proof. But the paint only told me what the old man’s face had been screaming at me the whole time, if I’d only thought to ask the right question.Which was: why on earth is he afraid?A man who’s run this exact con a thousand times, married to the finest hand with a poison I’ll ever meet, and I’m supposed to believe he’s quaking that she’ll drink the wrong cup?She can’t drink the wrong cup. She’d sooner forget her own name. So the fear was a performance.And here’s the part that delighted me, the part I almost admired out loud: these two go cold as stone the second a stranger crosses the threshold.They keep everything tucked away, soft
EMBER’S POVI bring it down against the edge of the counter hard enough to shatter it, clay and brew and a dark wet smear spraying across the wood.And into the ringing silence that follows, I start to laugh, because it is funny, it’s the most elaborate murder I’ve ever nearly walked myself into, and I can’t help it.For a long moment, nobody says a word.“Well.” I set the surviving cup down, gentle, and look between the two of them. “That was very good. Truly. I almost drank it.”“How,” the old man breathes. He’s leaning both hands on the counter now, his eyes bright as a boy’s. “How did you see it. Forty-one years I’ve run that game, and I’ve watched Alphas and Gammas and a sitting Luna lift the wrong cup with my face doing the very thing it just did. How did you see it?”“I didn’t. Not at first.” I lean a hip against the counter, because my legs have decided they’ve had enough, and because if I’m going to explain this I may as well be comfortable while I do. “At first I did exactly
EMBER’S POVMy mother stands in the doorway, draped in designer everything as always.A silk dress in garish emerald that probably cost more than she can actually afford. Jewelry dripping from her neck, her ears, her wrists, every piece fighting for attention.Hair and makeup done to perfection, no
EMBER’S POVThe mattress dips sometime after three in the morning.I’ve been lying here for hours, staring at the ceiling, my mind running circles around the photo of Queenie still burning a hole in my phone.Sleep feels impossible. Every time I close my eyes, I see Rayana bleeding on the marble. S
EMBER’S POVI nod desperately.“Liar.” He pumps into me slowly, his thumb circling my clit with featherlight pressure that’s nowhere near enough. “You’re never quiet. It’s one of my favorite things about you.”“For goddess sake, Knox, please—”“Please what?” He’s smiling now, the bastard. Enjoying
EMBER’S POV“Because I saw you on the news.” His voice cracks again. “During a press conference. I saw you standing up there, speaking to the camera, saying five words they have haunted me every night. You are dead to me. And though it wasn’t directed at me, I felt it so much. I felt it down to my







