LOGINEMBER'S POV
For one hot, hanging second I think he's going to kiss me right there. But instead, Knox extends his hand. Palm up, waiting. I take it. The second our skin touches, electricity shoots up my arm. Not static—something hotter, deeper, like someone lit a fuse inside my bones. I try to pull back but his grip tightens, and with one brutal yank he hauls me off the couch and straight into his lap. I crash against his chest, legs tangling awkwardly over the arm of the chair. Before I can even gasp, his mouth crashes onto mine. This isn't the desperate fumbling from the bathroom. This is possession. He kisses me like he's been starving for it all night, like he wants to crawl inside me and claim every breath I take. His tongue forces past my lips and I taste whiskey and dominance and something wild that's purely him. His hand fists in my hair, yanking my head back to expose my throat, and his other hand is already sliding up my thigh, under my skirt. His palm burns against my bare skin, rough and demanding, and when his fingers graze the inside of my thigh, so close to where I'm already soaking wet, I actually whimper. I clutch his shirt because if I don't hold onto something, I'm going to fly apart. I can feel him against me—hard, thick, barely restrained beneath the expensive fabric of his pants. He breaks the kiss but stays close enough that his breath ghosts over my swollen lips. "Now that we have an agreement," he growls, voice pure gravel and sin, "I'm going to show you exactly what you signed up for." "Right now?" The words come out breathless and needy, which should embarrass me but doesn't. His fingers dig into my thigh possessively. "Unless you'd prefer to wait until morning." "You're the one making the rules," I manage. "That's right." His hand slides higher, fingertips barely an inch from where I'm throbbing for him. "And rule number one is that when you're with me, you don't hesitate. Not in public. Not in private. Not fucking ever." He shifts, pinning me tighter against him with one arm, until my entire world narrows to him—his scent, his heat, his voice in my ear making promises that should terrify me. "In public, you smile. You hold my hand. You wear what I tell you to wear, you go where I tell you to go. You make every single person in that room wish they were me, or they were you. Understood?" I nod because words are impossible. "In private," Knox continues, his voice dropping to something dark and filthy, "you get on your knees, you spread your legs, and you take my cock however I want to give it to you. For the next week, you're mine to use. If you want to back out, now's your last chance." I should back out. Any sane woman would. Instead, I find my voice. "And if I don't follow your rules?" His smile is pure wickedness. "Then I'll punish you until you beg me to let you obey." Heat floods between my legs so fast I'm dizzy with it. I don't know what possesses me—maybe it's the whiskey, maybe it's the fact that I'm tired of being afraid—but I push back. "What if I'm terrible at the girlfriend stuff? What if I embarrass you?" Knox leans in until his nose brushes mine. "I don't give a fuck if you stumble through every public appearance. I care that when I tell you to do something, you do it. Can you do that, Ember?" No one's ever asked me like this before. Like my obedience is something valuable, something worth demanding. Gale only ever wanted me quiet and invisible. Knox wants me present and willing. "Yes," I breathe. "I'll do what you want." "Show me." He releases my hair and guides me off his lap with hands that are surprisingly gentle despite the command in his voice. My knees hit the plush carpet and I look up at him from between his spread thighs. Knox stares down at me like I'm a feast he's about to devour. His jaw is set, eyes golden, and the raw hunger on his face makes me clench with anticipation. "Unbuckle my belt." My hands shake but I reach for him anyway, working the leather free and then dragging down his zipper. I've never done this before—Gale never wanted my mouth anywhere near him—and suddenly I'm acutely aware of how inexperienced I am. When I free Knox's cock, I freeze. He's massive. Thick and long and already leaking at the tip, and the logical part of my brain wonders how the hell this fit inside me earlier because looking at it now feels impossible. Knox catches my hesitation immediately. "Back out now and I'll never let you forget it." But there's something in his tone. I square my shoulders and meet his burning gaze. "I made a deal. I'm not backing out." "Good fucking girl." The praise hits me like a drug. I wrap my hand around him and god, he's hot and heavy in my palm, already pulsing with need. I lean forward, take the head into my mouth, and immediately realize I have no idea what I'm doing. I lick experimentally, then suck, and it feels clumsy and awkward. Knox groans anyway, a sound that goes straight to my core. "Relax your jaw," he instructs, his hand settling on my head, fingers threading through my hair. "Don't think. Just feel. Breathe through your nose." I try, but I'm not prepared for how thick he is. My teeth graze him accidentally and I flinch, mortified, but Knox just grunts and chuckles, then guides my head lower. "Use your tongue on the ridge," he commands, voice rough with restraint. "Exactly like that. Fuck." I swirl my tongue around the sensitive head and he hisses, hips jerking slightly. Power surges through me—I'm making the Lycan King lose control. He starts moving my head, slow and controlled at first, letting me adjust to the stretch and weight of him. My jaw aches almost immediately but every time I gag or whimper, Knox's grip tightens and he murmurs "Good girl" like it's a benediction. I want more of that praise. Want to earn it. I bob my head faster, hollowing my cheeks, and Knox makes a sound that's purely animalistic. His control is fracturing and I can feel it. "That's it," he growls. "You look so fucking perfect with my cock stretching your pretty mouth." I moan around him, the vibration making him curse viciously. Then he starts to thrust, holding my head steady while he fucks into my mouth with increasing urgency. It gets messy fast—spit and pre-cum dripping down my chin, tears streaming from the effort—but I don't stop. I'm addicted to the sounds he's making, the way his thighs tense beneath my hands, the barely leashed power in every movement. When I look up at him through wet lashes, his head is thrown back, jaw clenched, looking like some pagan god in the throes of worship. "Keep looking at me like that and I'm going to come down your throat," he warns, voice strained and desperate. "Is that what you want? Want me to fill that smart mouth of yours?" I nod frantically, unable to speak. "Fuck," he snarls, and then he's driving deeper, hitting the back of my throat. His whole body goes rigid, muscles locked, and with a guttural groan he empties himself into my mouth. It's too much. I choke, coughing, trying to swallow it all but some spills out anyway. Messy and raw and so intensely intimate it makes my pussy clench with need. Knox releases my hair and immediately leans down, his thumb brushing across my swollen, spit-slick lips. "Not bad for a virgin mouth," he says, and he sounds genuinely impressed. "Seriously?" My voice is completely wrecked. He laughs, deep and satisfied. "You're a natural. Next time, try not to use teeth." Heat floods my face but I can't help the smile tugging at my lips. He pulls me up off the floor, steadying me when my legs wobble. "Take off your clothes. All of them." The command makes my stomach flip. Years of Gale's criticism flood back—too soft, too curvy, not toned enough—and I hesitate. "Is that really necessary?" Knox's eyes flash dangerously. "Absolutely. I want to see what's mine." Mine. That word shouldn't affect me this much. I start with my sweater, peeling it over my head with trembling hands. My bra is plain cotton, nothing sexy, and I suddenly wish I'd worn something better. Knox doesn't seem to care. His gaze is locked on me, hungry and possessive, as I fumble with my skirt and let it drop. I stand there in just my bra, bare from the waist down except for the dried cum still on my inner thighs. My whole body feels exposed and vulnerable. "Bra too." I reach back with shaking hands, unhook it, and let it fall. My breasts are full and heavy, the kind men stare at but Gale always criticized as "too much." I start to cover them instinctively. "Don't." Knox's voice is a low growl. "Don't you fucking dare hide from me." He reaches out and pulls my hands away, pinning them at my sides while his eyes devour every inch of exposed skin. The silence stretches. He just stares, drinking me in, and I'm dying from the scrutiny. Then he says, voice rough as gravel, "You're fucking perfect. Exactly what I want. Exactly what I'm going to ruin." The words shouldn't make me wet but they do. He tugs me forward, hands burning hot on my hips, and kisses me again. This time it's slower but no less consuming—like he's memorizing the taste of me, savoring every second. When we break apart, I'm panting, lightheaded, desperate for more. He strokes my hair back from my flushed face. "You're not going to regret this, Ember. I promise you that." I believe him. For the first time in years, I feel desired. Wanted. Beautiful in a way that has nothing to do with being perfect and everything to do with being claimed. "I want more," I hear myself say, voice breathy and desperate. Knox's smile is wicked. "Oh, darling. I'm just getting started." He pulls me into his lap again, all bare skin and scorching heat, his hands already moving between my thighs. This time, I know exactly what I'm getting into. And I can't fucking wait.EMBER'S POV The car climbed for what felt like a year, and I’d given up asking how much longer somewhere around the second switchback, when the trees finally let go of the road and I saw it.I don’t know what I expected.Something old, probably. Something with gargoyles and a moat and a name that sounded like a curse, because that fit the man whose hand had been wrapped around mine since the plane like he thought I might evaporate if he loosened his grip.What I got instead was black glass and steel folded out over a drop I couldn’t see the bottom of, the whole thing lit up gold from the inside and hanging in the dark.“Okay,” I said. “That’s not a house.”“It’s home.” His thumb kept moving over my knuckles. Slow, steady, around and around, the way you’d check a bruise hadn’t gotten worse.He hadn’t stopped touching me since we got on the plane. He hadn’t said much either, not since the runway, not since I mentioned Rafael and the warm version of him packed up and left and this other
EMBER’S POVThe colour drains from Knox’s face so fast it’s like watching someone pull a plug.“She thinks he’s alive,” I continue, and the words feel dangerous leaving my mouth, like setting something loose that I can’t put back. “She heard whispers among the nurses a few nights ago. An emergency call went out demanding every qualified surgeon in the hospital. All ten senior doctors pulled from their shifts in the middle of the night, driven out in private cars. The patient was in critical condition. She thinks it was Rafael.”Knox doesn’t respond.His eyes go blank, sinking to a place I can’t follow. The Lycan King is taking over.I can practically see the ruthless calculations forming behind his stare—a cold precision that terrifies and reassures me all at once.His jaw locks.“You think it’s true, don’t you?” I ask.“FUCK.” The word comes out sharp and vicious and he drops my hand to drag his palm across his jaw. “I KNEW I should have ripped that bastard’s head clean off his shoul
EMBER’S POVHe swallows hard.“I made her carry my secrets and clean my messes and defend my choices to people who questioned them, and not ONCE did she ever refuse, because she trusted me that completely, and I have damned that trust in ways I can’t undo.”The janitor has stopped mopping again. I don’t blame him.“There has to be something,” Nathaniel says, and the begging in his voice is so naked it makes my chest hurt despite everything this man has done. “One last chance at doing right by her. Before the council decides my fate, before Knox decides my fate, before everything I’ve built comes down around me — I need to know I did ONE thing that was for her and only her. Not for Knox. Not for the mission. Not for anything.” He looks at me and the look is the look of a drowning man. “What do I say to her, Ember? What words exist that could possibly be enough? Help me. Please. Anything.”My heart breaks, rips in ways I can’t explain. Is it too late for them? Was it too late for Knox a
EMBER’S POVThe janitor at the far end of the cafeteria has stopped mopping and is staring.“Nathaniel, get up.”“Not until you tell me if there’s a chance. If there’s anything I can do. If Queenie has said anything to you about what she needs from me that I can still give.”I stare down at him on the dirty linoleum.Queenie’s words from the car hit me suddenly.Looking at him now, her jealousy toward Knox makes terrifying sense. It was never romantic. It is so much worse.She has to sit back and watch her husband pour every ounce of his energy, his sharpest focus, and his absolute devotion into another person day after day.He gives Knox everything. Queenie just gets the scraps.“Get up,” I say. Gently but firmly. “Off the floor, Nathaniel. This isn’t a briefing room and I’m not Knox and you don’t need to be on your knees for this conversation.”He gets up and sits back in the chair. His eyes are wet and he doesn’t wipe them and the vulnerability of that — Nathaniel allowing someone
EMBER’S POVMy spine stiffens. I know what this is.He’s going to plead his case. He’s going to explain why Knox should keep him, why the twenty years of service outweigh the sixty-three bodies, why firing him would be politically catastrophic.He’s going to be logical and measured and strategically compelling because that’s what Nathaniel does — he engineers outcomes.And he’s come to me because he thinks I have influence over Knox’s decision, which I do, and he thinks he can convince me to use it in his favour, which he cannot.“If this is about Knox—”“It’s about Queenie.”I stop mid-dismissal.Whatever I was about to say evaporates from my mouth and what replaces it is silence, because of all the things I expected Nathaniel to say in this corridor, that was not one of them.“What?”“I need to talk to you about Queenie.” His voice is different from any version I’ve heard before.This voice has been stripped and sanded until there’s nothing left but the grain underneath, and the gra
EMBER’S POVWhen her eyes meet mine, the dying socialite and the sharp-tongued ex are nowhere to be found. The pretense is over.Underneath it all is just a terrified girl who has worn armor for so long she forgot it wasn’t skin.“So why are you doing this? Why are you selling me hope right now like it’s something I can afford? Why are you trying to make this HARDER? Do you know how hard I’ve fought to get to this place? To this acceptance? I don’t want to go back to the hoping, Ember. The hoping is what kept me awake at three in the morning bargaining with a Goddess who stopped listening months ago.” Her voice drops to a whisper that is barely audible above the heart monitor. “I’m scared. I am so scared, and I have been holding this together with herbs and sarcasm and sheer fucking vanity, and under all of it I am TERRIFIED of what comes next. Of the dark. Of whatever judgement the Goddess has waiting for a woman who left good men at altars and manipulated everyone she ever loved and
EMBER’S POVThe mattress dips sometime after three in the morning.I’ve been lying here for hours, staring at the ceiling, my mind running circles around the photo of Queenie still burning a hole in my phone.Sleep feels impossible. Every time I close my eyes, I see Rayana bleeding on the marble. S
EMBER’S POVI nod desperately.“Liar.” He pumps into me slowly, his thumb circling my clit with featherlight pressure that’s nowhere near enough. “You’re never quiet. It’s one of my favorite things about you.”“For goddess sake, Knox, please—”“Please what?” He’s smiling now, the bastard. Enjoying
EMBER’S POV“I want to recover here. In this penthouse. Not locked away somewhere safe and isolated.”And there it is. The trade she’s been building toward.I almost laugh.“You want to stay here,” I repeat slowly. “With us. With Knox.”“You heard me. What part of dying don’t you seem to understand
EMBER’S POVI stare down at Knox on his knees, my pulse slamming so hard I can feel it between my legs. He's grinning up at me like a wolf who's already tasted blood, gold eyes glowing, fangs just barely peeking past his lip.I fold my arms, pretending my thighs aren't already trembling."What do I







